The night is like the empty expanse inside my brain
like that black hole inside of that baby's skull
my entire head opened up and immense spinning wildly overhead. It's too much, it's too big.
(make it stop stop stop)
I close my eyes and see that little body there, what I did to it
you monster
I open my eyes and still see
monster
It's too much for my head to hold.
I can still feel her blood on my face.