"he hates me, cal," i sigh, slumping back on the bed. calum frowns and lays next to me.
"i honestly doubt it. he's just confused," he tries.
"no. he doesn't want me around. i should just get over him. why aren't the pills working?"
"luke, calm down."
i start crying. calum does nothing but sit there and let me get it out because he knows i need to. i need to cry.
i need to cry. i need to get better. i need to get over ashton irwin.
but i just don't think it's possible after how deep i've fallen.