Sam's P.O.V.
Five beautiful days spent in France, time I will cherish forever. All that time passed by very quickly. I don't want this to end! Today, unfortunatly is our last day in here. I can't explain to you how happy I was here with Dušica. Why do we have to go home anyway? I honestly don't want to. Waking up next to her is the most beautiful thing on this world. She is the best thing that could ever happen to me.
I recall all memories from this past few days while showering and Dušica is downstairs making breakfast for us, even if it's already past midday. Strangely, she refused to join me in shower. Oh god, I'm so used on her being around all the time, I don't even know how will I survive when we come back home. Damn, I don't even wanna think about that.
I know my mom will be so happy to hear all details of our little trip. I already feel like solider on raport. I can literally imagine her with that big smile of hers. Honestly, I have never seen her and dad this happy! Who would think that they would be so supporting of my relationship with other girl? Definitely not me.
But, we have one problem. Dušica is not sure how will her dad react on this. We talked about that yestrday and she told me that her dad is not really homophobic, but he would never want his only daughter to be gay... I don't know what to think about that all. She is scared, I see that but she is doing her best to hide it from me. She wants me to be happy more than anything, but please tell me how am I supposed to be happy if she is unsecure and scared.
I thought about what her dad could say and how that might affect us. She told me whatever happen she will stay with me and I trust her, but I don't want her to argue with her family because of me. I would never want that to happen. I know how much family means to her and I would never forgive myself if something like that happen.
We also agreed last night that we won't tell anyone in school about us being together, but I will literally destroy anyone who touch her. I am not even exaggerating about this. I'm gonna expel that Kendall girl and Ms. Rose for sure. They are way too annoying.
I finally walked out of shower and dried my body. I took some black jeans and black sweater and dress it up. I looked at myself in te mirror and I have no idea what to do with my hair so I just made messy bun.
I am so tired, we stayed up almost whole last night just cuddling and talking about some random stuff. I walked in our bedroom and opened door ready to go downstairs, but what I saw made me stop dead in my track. All the lights were turned off but there was candle on each step, rose petals were everywhere, from bedroom door, down the stairs.
I couldn't help but smile like idiot. In front of my feet was little note. I slowly knelt down and pick it up.
Good morning, princess :)
It's just another day that I'll fall harder for you, another day where I'll get all this silly butterflies whenever you smile that cute little way you do, and most importantly, it's another day that I'll realize I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
I slowly started tearing up while reading this. Damn, I become so emotional lately! I followed petals which was leading me to living room where I was expecting to see her but instead of that I walked in front of giant teddy bear that was sitting next to garniture.
"Holy shit!" I gasped and shook my head in disbelif.
Seriously, I can't belive what is standing in front of me. I have never seen toy this big! It's even bigger than me! How did she put it in here anyway, and where the hell is she!? Okay, I am really speechless now. I reached for it and it was so so soft! I could literally sleep on him for god's sake!
There was note on his leg and I still was smilling widely.
My love for you is much bigger than this teddy bear, but, unfortunately there was no bigger toy in shop. I hope you like it princess, and it will reminde you of me and time we spent together here when we come back to New York. Now, go and have good breakfast ( better said lunch) and then go outside.
I shook my head in disbelief and walked in kitchen. What the hell!? Table was full of food I liked the most. How on Earth did she make all this while I was taking shower? But, the most impotant question where the hell is she? I sat down and looked at all this food then finally started eating.
"Damn, this is good" I mumbled between bites.
This girl is crazy! Like, really crazy, but I love it. I love everything about her. And, I'm crazy about her as well. I mean, who would do all this for someone? She knows how much I love food, That's my girl.
After eating almost all the things that was on table, I was so full! I guess I was really hungry. I cleared table and headed outside. When I opened front door I almost stepped on black rose that had little note on it as well. I smiled to myself and kneeled down to pick it up.
I finally found out who sent me all that black roses... Little slow aren't I? But, anyway, go behind the house. Love you with all my heart!
I smiled once again and followed what she said. I walked behind the house and once again was shocked. There were so many different colors balloons and I was speechless. Each of them was tied for little rock so they wouldn't fly away. I chuckled and walked towards first dark blue balloon and saw that picture of her was glued for it.
This girl was lost and broken Even if everyone thought she was happy she was far away from that.
She wrote that next to picture and I couldn't keep my tears from falling. I kept walking towards other balloon that was red and saw picture of me.
And this girl was lonely and hurt. She thought she is not good for anyone but she is everyting first girl needed to be truly happy after all years she has spent in sadness and pain.
This was too much for me. Next one was picter of us on red carpet at Gala. That was our first picture and even then we looked so in love. I smiled at myself and read what she has written.
This was our first picture, and even here I knew there was something special about you. I am so happy I got chance to meet someone like you, princess.
Going further around the balloons I realized that every color represent feelings she held. Darkest one to sadness and then every next was brighter and there was pictures of us together where we both were happy and smiling. I was crying tears of happiness all this time. On last one she told me to go back in front of house and there is little suprise waiting for me. What more could she done?
When I come there I saw Nick standing outside of black limo with some box in his hands. He looked up and smiled then walked towards me.
"Ms. Nikolić sent me to give you this." he said and hand me the box "You should dress this up and come back here, so I could take you to your girl" he said and winked which made me blush.
"Thank you" I said "I'll be right back" I added and basically run into house, but I could hear Nick laugh at me before I closed door.
What did she get me now? She spoils me too much to be honest. I entered bedroom and put box down on bed. When I opened it, I literally fall in love. Black dress and black heels every girl would want.
I hope you like it, and I can not wait to see you in it.
I smirked and stripped down. She knows my style. Dress was long with big decollete. Hells were... Well, I don't have words to explain it, really.
When I was done, I walked outside of house and Nick opened door of limo for me and I thanked him. When he was in, I couldn't stop myself from asking.
"Nick, would you please tell me where are we going?" I asked but he just shook his head which made me groan.
"All I can say is that we will be there soon and you are going to enjoy it." he said and I smiled.
Damn, I can't wait to see her, I mean I didn't see her almost whole day, I miss her! Jeez, I'm so whipped... I don't know why, but I feel so fucking nervous. All time my hands were sweating and shaking. Come on, Sam, get your shit together for God's sake!
It was already getting dark and sun was incredibly beautiful. Very soon, Nick stopped car. Too soon for my liking to be honest. I mean, I want to see her so bad but I am nervous wreck! Nick suddenly opened door and helped me to climb out.
"Are you okay?" he asked worriedly and I could only nod.
"Just nervous" I say and looked around. I saw some stairs littel fruther in front of me that was leading down.
"You'll be fine" he said with warm smiled and showed me to go down the stairs.
I started walking towards them and when I saw what is at the end of stairs I couldn't help but smile and shook my head in disbelief. Everything was beautiful! On both side of stairs were walls of stones and lights. There also were trees which were absolutley beautiful. On the end of stairs is table for two and loudspeakers on both side of it. Wait, loudspeakers? She is crazy...
I smiled once again and walked down. I sat down on chair and glanced around once again. Everything seems perfect but only my girl's missing. Where the hell is she? Before I could do anything I heard that oh so famous voice of hers through loudspeakers.
When I need motivation
My one solution is my queen
'Cause she stays strong
Yeah, yeah
She is always in my corner
Right there when I want her
All these other girls are tempting
But I'm empty when you're gone
And they say
Do you need me?
Do you think I'm pretty?
Do I make you feel like cheating?
I'm like no, not really 'cause
I looked up at top of stairs and saw her in casual navy blue suit and white shirt. She looked absolutely gorgeous and I was left there standing speechless while looking at her. When did I got up? I have no idea.
When our eyes met her mouth drop open and I laughed at her reaction. When she finally got her mind back together, she bit her lips and I swear I could see her eyes sparkle. She smirked and started walking towards me.
Oh, I think that I've found myself a cheerleader
She is always right there when I need her
Oh, I think that I've found myself a cheerleader
She is always right there when I need her
Isn't she the cutest!? My eyes were tearing again and I needed to bite my lips to stop tears from falling. She come just feet away from me and looked me up and down which mad me blush. She gently caressed my cheek and I leaned under her touch.
"You look beautiful" she whispered and I could feel my cheek burning under her touch.
"You are not bad yourself"
"Look, princess." she started "I love everything about you. I love how you make me smile every time we talk. I love how you make me feel complete. I love how we laugh together and enjoy being around eachother, I love the way you get angry and cute at same time. I just love you so so so much baby girl and you are my everything. Before I met you, I never knew what that was like to be able to look at someone and smile for no reason. You are special to me. You are the only one I wouldn't mind losing sleep for. I can't explain with just words how much you mean to me, but you are the only one I'm afraid of losing and I want to keep in my life" by now, both of us was smiling and crying at same time "I know we already act like couple but I never actually officially asked you. So, my question now is, would you baby, like to be my girlfriend?" she asked and I could only nod which made her smile widely.
I pulled her closer and kissed her without thinking about anything else. She cupped my face gently and depened the kiss. I don't know how long we were kissing but we only stopped when we both were panting for air. When we pulled away, I lean my forehead on hers and smiled.
"I love you, baby" I whispered.
"I love you too" she said and pulled away "I got you something" she added and took little box from her pocket. No, it isn't ring, but it definitely is jewelry.
"Baby, you have already done enough" I said but she just ignored me.
When she opened box there were two nacklace with golden and silver infinity pendant.
"It is beautiful" I said and she smiled.
"I'm glad you like it. One for you and one for me. Also, There are our initials engraved on back of it" she motiones for me to turn around and she put it around my neck then kissed my shoulder.
"Now, I will help you put yours" I said and she nodded turning around. "Everything you did today is so beautiful. I can't find right words to thank you enough." I said and hugged her from behind bringing her body closer to me and kissing her cheek.
"You don't have to thank me, babe. You deserved all of that anyway." she said and kissed my nose.
When we were done, I could not believe all the things that happened today. She sat on other side of table and immediatly took my hand. Very soon two guys come and served food for us. We ate and talked and laughed like always. She was so happy, you could see it in her eyes and I could stare at her all night.
"I have one question though." I said and she tilted her head aside.
"Ask away"
"How on Earth, did you bring that teddy bear into house?" I asked and she laughed.
"Nick and I had a lot of problems about that, he is huge! But, somehow we menaged to do it" she said and I laughed as well.
We soon, agreed it is time to go home and Nick was waiting with limo at the top of stairs. He smiled and opened door for us. When we climbed in, I couldn't stop myself from jumping on Dušica and kissing her. I straddled her and she put her hand at my lower back. She didn't mind it at all, but I guess this ride was too short for us. We soon was home. Now, everything was clear, without candles and petals.
"Let's bring teddy bear upstairs" Dušica said and I looked at her in disbelief.
"You are crazy!" I said and laughed.
She walked towards it and tried to lift it up, but no use. She almost fall on it! I laughed like crazy which earned me a glare.
"Would you help me?'' she asked with pout and I couldn't say no to that.
Somehow, I honestly don't know how, we menaged to lift it up and bring it at room, falling almost twice! Dušica was laughing her ass off all the time. When it finally was in room I lied down at bed and breathed in relief. I saw Dušica changing and I wanted her so bad, but decide not to do anything because we have long day tomorrow. I changed in Dušica's baggy shirt and she lifted me up in her arms which made me giggle. I honestly don't know how strong is she when she lift me up without any trouble. She slowly placed me on bed and kissed me deeply.
"I love you, princess" she whispered and I smiled.
"I love you too babygirl." She layed next to me and played with my hair.
"Tomorrow is gonna be long day. Honestly, I don't wanna go home''she whispered and sighed.
I turned to look at her and carresed her cheek.
"I don't wanna go too babe, but we are going to be fine" I said and she smiled.
"Of course it will." she rested her head od my chest and I brought her closer then kissed top of her head.
"Good night, love"
"Good night, Sam" she whispered and soon we drifted to sleep.
A/N: Here you go guys! I know I am so late with update but I have so much stuff on my mind right now, It's crazy. I'll give my best to update soon. I hope you liked this! Comment, vote and share!