i enter the door,
a thick bracelet around my wrist
you pester me with questions,
'what were you thinking?'
and internally i nod,
what was i thinking?
if i ran it across the right spot,
i wouldn't have to answer your question
had i paid attention in class,
i'd known the right place
but for now I Just say,
'why bother asking when you know I won't say?'
depression/suicide attempts