It got a routine that whenever I had classes with one of you, one would sit next to me. When we didn't have any together we would meet at the cafeteria to eat.
I learned so much about you, all of you. Yet I didn't fully open up. I didn't know why I couldn't laugh freely like everyone else and it annoyed me. I wanted to smile, I wanted to finally be happy.
But somehow I couldn't.
The other students noticed that the most popular group of boys on our school took a liking on me.
They couldn't understand why.
I couldn't understand why.
The fact that the time you and I spent together only resulted in me growing more and more fond of you didn't really help either.
Didn't you notice that I like you?
If so you didn't say anything.