~Days later~
Jack left for the U.K tour leg they had their first show a few days ago. Jenna and I were in the airport sipping on our Starbucks drink. I recently learned that Steph had been shot in the leg but is making a slow recovery.
"People are coming out". Jenna said tapping my arm.
I looked towards the crowd of people as a saw a tall blue haired man coming through.
"Here take a video". I giggled
I got up and looked around for the man.
"BABY BLUE". I yelled
Awsten and the boys turned around and I ran towards them.
Awsten dropped his things and ran towards me. I jumped on him as he caught me he hugged me tightly as we fell to the ground.
"Fuck I've missed you". Awsten said holding me tighter.
"I've been waiting for this day to come". I said.
Otto came over and helped us up.
"Fuck you guys are seriously my best friends". I giggled
I looked over to Geoff who was awkwardly standing by the boys belongings.
I walked towards Geoff, stepped on my tip toes and gave him a tight hug.
"I missed you". He said
"Glad you had a safe flight". I smiled
"When can we talk?" He asked.
"When we get to my house". I said
"I want you back". Awsten said pulling on my waist.
"Let's go, I got cameras on me". I said
"Damn."
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"The house looks different what happened?" Otto laughed.
"I added in a new couch and a new chandelier". Jenna laughed
"I have a Skype meeting to attend, after I am done Otto are you up for a run?" I Said
"Sure". He smiled.
"Never mind I'm not even going to lie, no one bother G and I, thanks". I said
I walked upstairs and opened my door.
"Take a seat". I said closing the door.
Geoff took a seat on my chest I had in front of my bed.
"I'll let you start". I said pulling out a old mint can from underneath.
"Uh, okay, when I took you to the airport so you could go to Ohio I was obviously hurt because I knew I'd miss you, time passed it's the Day before we leave and I got totally hammered". He said
I smiled as I took a drag from the small white paper. "You have a drinking problem love". I giggled
"I tried to text you but instead I texted other Chloe, she ended up staying over, I can't remember a lot of what happened". He said
"Okay, my turn". I said taking a drag. I killed the bud and hid my tin can and lighter again under my bed as put my hair on one side of my shoulder.
"I went to call you in the morning, or afternoon whenever it was, and Chloe picked up, not you, I was mad I was sad... I felt as if my life was over because I loved you so much i got attached, I'm going to dinner or something with the boys and Jack knew I wasn't my happy joyful self. Jack knew I was with you and he tried to make a move on me, both drunk I controlled myself as much as I could because I loved you. Jack loves me, cares for me, and can't afford to be heartbroken". I said
"I don't think you understand how much I still think about you with or without jack". I cried.
"Chloe I tried moving on but you're just stuck in my head." He said
"You need to move on again". I said standing up
"I SAID I CAN'T!" He yelled
He pushed me against the wall as I flinched at his voice
"I FUCKING LOVE YOU... I... I don't fucking know what you did but you are a constant reminder of why I smile." He said
"Hey come on dude get off her". Awsten said yanking him off me.
"If you loved me you could have controlled your self, now you can watch my happiness with another man grow". I said
Geoff pushed Awsten to the ground as he looked me in the eyes. He placed his lips on mine and kissed me gently, that one kiss that I didn't want to mean anything brought back memories. He pulled back and smirked at me. I slapped him as hard as I could and stepped back towards Awsten.
"Get the fuck out my house" I Said
"I always win Jones, let all the memories sit in that pretty lil head of yours". He said rubbing his cheek.
Geoff left as I curled up in a ball on the ground.
"I want Jack" I mumbled.
"Chloe I'm sorry, I didn't know he'd do that, he got fucking strong". Awsten said
"Awsten you're bleeding". I said crawling towards him. I grabbed a couple tissues and placed it on the side of his head.
"I got blood on your rug I'm sorry I'll find a way to clean it". He said laying down.
"Don't worry about, I want to make sure you're okay." I smiled
"This is a shitty way to come home". He giggled
"I'm sorry". I said
"Don't be, you shouldn't be in this mess, he did this to his self." He said sitting up
I tossed the bloody tissue in the trash and looked at down at my phone.
"But I understand what he's talking about." He said softly
"W-what?" I Said looking at him
"Fuck, did I say that out loud". He blushed.
"You're with Ciara Aws". I said hitting his chest.
"I know, and you are with jack, I'm a bad guy I know." He said
"Awsten I am so high right now don't do this cause it isn't going to end the way I want it to". I said rubbing his bicep.
I looked at Awsten's eyes and smiled at his two different colored eyes.
"Kill me later" he said
Awsten grabbed my waist and kissed me lightly I pulled back in shock of what Awsten just did.
"I'd be lying if I said I waited 5 plus months for that kiss". Awsten giggled
"Fuck why would you do that". I said
"I'm sorry, I don't know what the fuck came over me". Awsten said
"Maybe I'm the bad girlfriend". I mumbled
"No, we're pushing you, you've done nothing wrong". He smiled
"No no I'm fucking trash". I said
"Awsten, you're my best guy friend, there for it meant nothing, I'm high as fuck right now, you're jet lagged, I'm a bad girlfriend". I said
"I don't want you to cry Chloe." He said handing me a tissue.
"Look at me Awsten, I'm sitting on your lap... You kissed me, I'm the worst fucking person ever". I cried
"Chloe, you're confused, you don't like me that way I'm your best friend it's my job to tell you you're not bad". He said.
"Awsten, you... you can't tell anyone about this." I mumbled
"Promise" Awsten asked
"Thank you".
"Baby?" A voice said.
I got off Awsten and sat in my chair.
"Caria?" Awsten said
"Hi baby boy". She said running to Awsten's arms.
They shared a long kiss as I looked down at my phone.
"I'm Caria, you must be Chloe". She smiled
"Yup that's me, also my house, my room, with no privacy apparently". I said leaving the room.
I walked down the stairs to see Otto stretching on my floor.
"I'm going to put a different shirt on and we can head out. I have two more protein bars left in my cabinet". I said
I went towards my laundry room and grabbed my blue work out shirt.
I walked out and grabbed my shoes.
"Otto?" I mumbled
"Chloe". He smiled
"I can trust you with anything right?" I Said
"Yeah". He said
"When you see me or hear my voice what's the first thing that comes to your mind." I asked as I grabbed two water bottles from the counter.
We began to jog down the street as we passed down Justin's house
"When I hear your voice. I think 'here comes everyone's happiness' because you always bring smiles to us". He smiled
"Have you ever made Grace so mad or upset she just ignored you?"
"No but she's made me mad a few times".
"I fucked up". I said slowing down.
I sat in the grass as Otto squatted to my level.
"Talk to me" He said
"I'm confused, my emotions are confusing me, I- Otto Awsten kissed me before we left. It didn't mean anything to me I didn't feel anything because he's my best guy friend, and when Geoff kissed me all the memories I tried to get rid of came back". I said
He stayed quiet at a lost of words.
"don't be disappointed in me, you three and Jenna are the only reason I'm still sane."
"I'll never be disappointed in you Chloe, with Jack Geoff and Awsten it's a lot to think about."
"No no no I don't like Awsten, he's my best friend, best friends do stupid shit, I just don't know what made me have the sense to do that, i love Jack Otto". I said
"Then if jack makes you happy don't let Geoff fuck it up, henna is taking him out to see if he finds a girl he likes."
"Jenna's the best". I smiled
"Chloe I need you to tell me this now, I won't tell anyone, do you Chloe Jones still have hard feelings for Geoff?" He asked
I stayed silent and thought about his words.
"No...no I don't."
"Otto, I love Geoff, I love him enough to let him go, I'm with Jack, he makes me happy, he also should be calling any minuet now". I said
I got up and started to run again clearing my mind that the fact I said i loved Geoff and not Jack.
I bolted down the road picking my pace up. I looked behind me to see Otto out of sight. I looked forward as I crashed into a woman.
"Shit, I'm sorry are you okay?" I Said helping her up
"Oh you". The woman said
"Oh Chloe". I mumbled
"Geoff's in my room if you wanted to visit him." She smirked
"Is this your house?" I asked
"Yup my boyfriend got it for me". She giggled.
"Boyfriend huh?, so you and Geoff did get back together?" I Said crossing my arms.
"No, well you and Geoff aren't really friends probably not together, cause you're with Jack, but since I'm trying to be your friend, Geoff and I aren't together, I have a boyfriend 6 months strong so far, and he's away in the army, I get bored from time to time, met Geoff, I liked what he had he liked what I had now we're here, Let's Be honest that man isn't capable of keeping a relationship."
"Chloe let's go". Otto said.
"You don't know that man like I do, you fucking used him for sex, do you know how fucked that makes you." I Said running my fingers through my hair. Otto started to pull me away from her "FUCKING LOVED HIM, Chloe I fucking loved him, I... I loved him". I screamed
"You just go from band to band don't you, you like the attention, you and Geoff split the next day you're on another guys dick wearing a pretty big diamond on your finger." She laughed
I got out of Ottos grasp and lunged towards her. I yanked her hair as she fell to the ground. "Fucking weak bitch". I said stepping on her. I opened the door to see Geoff coming down the stairs.
"Hello". He smiled
"Hi so I'm just going to say it, Chloe doesn't love you, she's actually in a 6 month long relationship with a man that's in the army. Geoff I'm not ready to lose you, you're my best friend, I'm- I'm confused." I cried
"You know, you're right, I fucked up, and I'm trying to fix it but I'm just making it worse. I'm so fucking stupid, I'm stupid for you". He giggled.
"Wow quoting your songs now". I laughed
"Something is telling me I can't lose you as a friend". I said.
"That you don't have to, I will forever be your best friend Chloe Jones, if you get married to jack, I'll be there, you have a beautiful child one day, I'll be there supporting always." He said
The ringer on my phone started to go off as I saw it was jack.
"Hi baby". I said
"Hi Babygirl, hows it going?" He asked me
"Ive has better nights. I think I'm about to get beaten up, but it's not a big deal." I said
"Well don't get hurt."
"I miss you like more then ever right now". I said
"10 days baby, I told you this'll be a fast one, when I get to California we can do anything you want". He said
"Alright, I'll think about it". I smiled
"I miss the fuck out of you right now". He said
"10 days". I said
"I have to go right now but it was good to hear your voice Babygirl".
"Alright, I love you". I said hanging up
"I have nothing else to say to you". I said.
"I liked this conversation better". He said
"I did too, I have to go but you're welcomed into my house any time, and I'll give your house key back your grams gave me". I said .
"Keep them, my family knows you're with jack and they love you to much."
"Okay, Good night G" i smile
I saw Chloe on the curb crying as I sat down next to her.
"It's been a good day for me, how's yours?" I giggled
"It's been good, then you pulled my hair". She mumbled
"Chloe, I don't like to hate people, and I don't want to hate you but you hurt me". I said
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry for everything." She said
"It's alright, Thanks to you I've met someone else that has my heart, but I'm sure one day it's just all going to snap. Cause knowing my luck ill be happy then the next day I'll be broken." I Said
"Geoff is a good guy honestly, I'm just a Bitch, I'm gonna go, see you around neighbor." She smiled.
"Bye Chloe". I said
"Well I've never seen you so angry before". Otto said helping me up
"Well she used my friend do you expect me to not be pissed?" I laughed
"You're right" He said
Otto wrapped his arm around my shoulders and pulled me closer.
"Thanks for finally saying something, Geoff never believed us, but he'll believe you any day." Otto said.
"Geoff and I are on good terms now, he's finally understood my happiness". I said
"I'm glad it finally got through his head". He laughed
"Wanna race to the house". He asked
"Loser buys winner ice cream." I smiled
"Deal, but I like root beer floats". Otto said sprinting off
"You son of a bitch!" I yelled