I made it back to my hotel took a long shower and began where I left off packing my belongings, my laptop played 5 seconds of summer as I sung along. I zipped up my bags and put them by the door.
I paused my music and went over to my phone that was on charge.
Baby blue aws💙- when you get the chance FaceTime me, we're jet lagged.
I went to my FaceTime log on my computer and called Awstens phone.
All three of the boys were lying down in front of Awstens phone waving.
"Hey". I said softly.
"We miss you". Otto said.
"I miss you guys too". I said smiling
"How's the life of Chloe been?" Awstens asked
"You know, it's been rough, I'm thinking the wrong things at the wrong time, it's just a mess honestly, I'm trying to figure things out but nothing is working the way I want it to". I said clearing my eyes.
"Oh don't cry C". Geoff said.
I heard his voice for the first time in a while, it brought back all the memories. His hair was shorter then normal, shorter then when i left, his eyes look dull, he's been crying since I've left. A smile smile appeared on my face as a looked down at my phone.
"Your hair is different". Geoff added
"I curled it a little". I said.
"It looks nice, even though your hair is already curly". He laughed
"Jack said the same thing". I said as my smile faded away.
"How are you and jack?" Otto asked.
"We broke up, kinda, I don't know what I want to feel anymore" I Said
"Oh". Geoff said.
"Yea". I said
"Listen I want you to be happy, if it's not with me that's fine". He said
A tall man bursted though my door and came over to me.
"Jesus Christ Rian you scared me". I said.
"Hey Chloe, we're running late". He said.
"Okay I'm coming". I said un plugging my laptop cord
"Grab my phone charger and take this put it in the front pocket". I said.
I stood up and pulled my romper down and grabbed the black sweatshirt that smelt like Jack, I slipped it on and put the hoodie up
"I'd like to talk and be on good terms". He said.
"We can talk when we get home
"Fucking finally". Awsten mumbled.
A smile grew on Geoff's face as I smiled.
"Alright we have to go". Awsten said
"Bye boys". I smiled
"Bye Chloe, I love you more". Awsten said
"Bye Aws I love you too, and you too Otto". I laughed.
I hung the call up and put my laptop in my book bag I grabbed my glasses from my bag pocket and slid them on my face. I took a few quick pictures and got Rian in some of them.
"AP will take care of your room" Rian said grabbing my bag.
"So you and Jack what happened?" He said closing my door.
"Long story, I kind of overreacted and I feel bad, I love him so much it's just complicated". I said.
He stayed silent as we walked down the hallway to the elevator.
"I don't like small talk but this is awkward so start up a conversation". I laughed
"I'm bad at starting conversations with girls". He said
"Alright, well Rian I have a bone to pick with you". I said.
"Why's that". He laughed.
"I've been told you were staring at me during breakfast?" I Said crossing my arms.
"Maybe just a few times". He laughed
"Alright buddy". I said
"How can anyone not look at you". He said pulling me closer.
"Hey Rian, Don't you dare kiss me, I'm not screwing things up with jack". I said.
"Rian, are you drunk?". I said
"Do you know how it feels being engaged, then the person you thought loved you just left". He mumbled.
"Yea, I was engaged once". I said
"I'll tell you a different time". I said walking out with my luggage.
"Ready Little princess". Jack said taking my hand.
The sky was becoming dark as the sun started to set.
I hoped in the car next to Zach as jack sat on the other side of me.
"That my sweatshirt?" Jack said smirking.
"Yeah". I said leaning on his shoulder.
"Are you Alright Chloe?" He said sitting me up straight.
"I'm fine, everything is fine the way it is". I said intertwining my fingers with his.
"Hey, What ever happened to Geoff". He said
"I realize that we need to take a longer break and we need to see other people." I Said.
"So Your still mine right?" He said
I kissed him gently resting my hand on his chest clenching his shirt.
"Fuck I love that". I said softly.
"My god you guys are so bipolar". Rian said laughing.
I kissed him again and rested my head on his shoulder.
"I'm probably the bipolar one in this relationship". I laughed
"Wake me up when we get to the plane". I said
"Hope you don't mind zach". I laughed resting my feet on his lap.
"Do me a favor jack and don't pop a boner by my head". I laughed.
"Well that's impossible". Alex laughed.
"Damn I'm lucky as fuck". Jack said touching my chin.
"You're so fucking awkward". I said.
I took my phone out and scrolled through my miss text messages.
Birth giver- Hey Chloe, just checking on you Jennifer told me that you and Geoff broke up, do you want to talk about it?
Birth giver- Chloe it's been 2 days where are you?
As I was typing a message she called as I accidentally answered.
"Shit" I mumbled.
"Hey mom I'm sorry i had work stuff, every thing Okay?" I Said
"Well not really, Jenna's mom went out of town and your father kicked me out the house, so I'm staying in a hotel". She said
"What the fuck do you mean he kicked you out the house, it's your house with your name". I said sitting up.
"Calm down honey, I'm fine didn't want to be in the toxic house anyway". She said
"Okay can you find a way to aunt kellys?" I asked
"Yea I took the Jeep". She replied
"Okay in the basement there's a key under the pool table and a small box locker it has like $2,000 in there, ignore the weed that may or may not be in there, drive to California and you can live with Jenna and I till you get back on your feet". I said
"You want me to drive from New York to California?" She yelled
"Um yes, I love that Jeep and we're keeping it, I'll have Jenna set up the bedroom, and I'll see you later, I'm going to Baltimore for a week". I said
"Alright baby girl, I'll see what I can do... and did you say something about weed young lady?" She asked
"Mom I was like 17, chill out". I laughed
"This is probably why you have health problems". She said
"No that is not why I have health problems, and I am not talking about this I am in a car full of people, I love you mama good night". I said hanging up
"Weed huh". Rian said
"Only when I'm stressed calm down it's not a problem I'm stopping I have a vape, I don't use it unless I need to". I said grabbing my book bag.
"You know you look so cute with glasses on". Jack said playing with my hair
I sat cris cross and brought out a small can about the size of my pinky, "cotton candy, grape, strawberry, or peppermint?" I asked taking the small out from the pen.
"Give me grape". Zach said.
I switched the light and slipped the Can in and handed it to Zach.
He inhaled slowly and exhaled a big cloud.
"See, how do you feel?" I asked taking the pen from him
"Calm". He said smiling
"Good" I Said.
I put the pen between my lips and straddled Jack's Waits
I took a drag and blew it in the air.
"Don't choke". I laughed
I took another drag and kissed jack giving him the smoke.
He calmly blew it out and smiled. "That was hot". He said kissing me.
"I can't get enough of you". He said tightening his Grip on my waist.
Before I knew it we pulled up to the plane and our bags were being unpacked. I grabbed my bag and climbed off of jack.
I walked up the stairs with jack to see the plane looked like any first class plane. I sat at a window seat with my bag and phone.
"I love you, I never want to hurt you". Jack said
"Oh Jack, stop it I love you too". I said.
"Take a nap, I'll wake you up". He said
I started to close my eyes as the lights dimmed around me. I drifted off to the boys talking about what songs they'd sing. I could feel the plane take off minutes after we were all seated. I was on my way to Vegas to watch the man the I love play on a stage with my favorite band in the world, I couldn't ask for anything better.