High Emotions ; Phan au

By official_dhowlter

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Phil was sick of Dan, Dan was in love with Phil Warnings: smut/angst - only read if you are comfortable read... More

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Thirteen
Fourteen
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Seventeen
Eighteen {Part 1}
Eighteen {Part 2}
Nineteen
I'm sorry

Fifthteen

181 11 15
By official_dhowlter

Dan woke up and Phil wasn't there. Well, of course he wasn't. He groaned and sat up. He pulled his wheelchair close and managed to get on it before wheeling to get his before breakfast pills. He quickly had them before wheeling to the kitchen to have a fruit and breakfast.

Phil woke up to the sound of the TV humming quietly, and the low squeak of Dans wheelchair, he gently got up yawning, heading into the kitchen to get a coffee, his eyes heavy and puffy

"Morning." Dan smiled as he saw Phil walk in. He looked so cute in the morning. Dan just munched on his apple.

"H-hey." Phil said half asleep, confused with how happy Dan was to be talking to him especially after last night

"I would've made coffee but I can't reach anything on the top shelf." Dan mumbled sheepishly and looked down.

"No it's fine don't apologise-" phil said cutting himself off my stretching his back, the lower half of his shirt riding up as he let out a groan

Dan blushed extremely hard as he stared at Phil's tummy. He could see his happy trail lead down to his cock. Fuck. Alex was one lucky guy.

Phil turned around placing his head in his arms in his head over the kitchen counter, his ass sticking out unintentionally as he waited for the coffee

Phil must be doing this on purpose, Dan thought. Because, god, Dan couldn't stop staring at him. He was too hot for his own good.

His head perked up as the kettle boiled, pouring the hot water over the grains of coffee in the cup "Dan can you pass me the milk please?" He asked turning around

"Um, what?" Dan snapped into his senses and looked up shyly. "I'm sorry, what was that?"

"Can you please pass me the milk out of the fridge." Phil asked softly, confused to Dans behaviour. Maybe his head was just busy at the moment

"Yeah." Dan blushed and quickly passed him the milk. God, he was a mess. "Can you um, help me shower after this? I'm sorry, i-i can't really on my own."

Phil felt himself go red "sure! Just wear some pants or something I don't want to end up in court." Phil said trying to find humour in the situation

"Yeah, i'll cover up, you won't have to see my hideous body." Dan half joked, laughing a little.

Phil didn't know what to say in this situation, he didn't want to make Dan uncomfortable again "shut up." Phil just said, "also remember we're going to get you a haircut today." Phil said changing the topic

"Yeah, yeah, get rid of my ugly ass hair." Dan chuckled and wheeled out if the kitchen to take his after breakfast meds.

Phil wanted to hit himself in the face when Dan left "what the fuck!" He whisper shouted, he grabbed his coffee and sipped it, indulging in the caffeine

Dan didnt like syringes but he pushed through with taking his daily dose. He played on his phone as he bent the arm he injected the medicine in like the doctor had taught him, waiting for the little prick to heal.

Phil headed to the front room seeing Dan do his meds "woo I'm proud of you for getting on your own." Phil said smiling softly

"I'm a big boy, mister." Dan laughed as he went through his twitter. Everyone was asking him where the fuck he was.

"Yeah okay." Phil said laughing and rolling his eyes. "I messaged Helen our manager and told her that we'd be off YouTube for a bit and I explained everything, you've still got another 2 weeks and then we have to upload." Phil said as he over looked Dans Twitter

"Yeah, I haven't made a video in ages." Dan mumbled and looked over his channel. The last few videos he had uploaded in his old apartment. They had a lot of views, mostly because of how terrible Dan looked in them. They weren't as hyper edited or funny but they were very dear to his heart. They were personal and just ramblings about his feelings or a particular topic he thought was important to him. They were honest.

"Anyway do you want to get showered so we can get your hair cut?" Phil asked curiously

"Yeah." Dan nodded and wheeled himself into the bathroom. "You have to be careful with my torso, okay?"

"You know I will be, would it be easier if I jut run you a warm bath and wash you like that?" Phil asked "or we could share a shower?"

"Set me in the bath and wash me up?" Dan asked. He felt like would be easier. "Like washing a baby."

"Yeah okay cool - yeah that's what I was thinking." Phil said, "I'll leave you to get ready I'll go run the bath yeah?" Phil said

Okay." Dan nodded and slowly pulled his shirt off. He looked down at his torso. The wounds had healed up mostly. He was getting the stitches removed in two weeks but they still looked raw.

Phil was in the bathroom and he immediately saw Dan favourite bath soap from lush, he gently turned on the taps and ran the soap bar under the warm water running through

Dan wheeled in and blushed. "Phil... I can't get my pants off. Help?" He looked embarrassed.

"Oh- yeah of course yeah." Phil coughed, "just let me dry my hands." Phil said placing he bar soap on the bottom of the bath with the water still running over it as he dried it on a towel "right if you just want to hold my shoulder, I'll just pull them down for you then you can sit on the chair and I'll pull them of your ankles." Phil suggested

Dan nodded and wrapped his arms around his shoulders to hold himself up, screwing his eyes shut. God, this was so embarrassing.

Phil gently grabbed Dans hips and pulled the edge of his pants down, now facing the bulge of Dans penis in front of him, the pants had clung to Dans thighs so he gently tried to pull them down, instead he accidentally pinched Dans thigh

Dan squealed out a little when Phil did that, his whole face going red. Fuck. His cock twitched a little but he did his best to keep it down

"Shit sorry sorry-" phil stuttered in slight panic, wincing to himself, he finally got them down Dans thigh "sit back on the chair." Phil said gently

Dan nodded and sat back, letting Phil take them off. Dan was far too tired to move and change into more suitable underwear "Phil can I just wear these I'm too tired." Dan said slightly "yeah yeah of course don't worry." Phil said gulping as he pulled the rest of Dans pants off

"all done." Phil said as he folded the pants up and placed it on the lid of the toilet "want me to lift you into the bath?" Phil asked shyly

"Yes, please." Dan blushed and raised his arms. "I'm sorry, i'm so useless. It just hurts when I try to even stand.'

"Don't you dare try and apologise it's not a problem hon." Phil said sternly "put your arm around my neck I'll lift you bridal style."

Dan nodded and gently placed his arms around Phil's neck, looking down to avoid eye contact.

Phil softly grabbed the underneath of Dans thighs and his lower back, lifting him up into the bath, the water still running for a little bit "I hope it's warm enough." Phil said as he stood up biting his lip

"It is." Dan smiled at him. He blushed when his boxers got wet. He looked down and saw that the white fabric was indeed going see through. He was quick to burn red in the face as he put his hands over his crotch

"Good." Phil said, confused to why Dan went red he looked down to see the white Cotten of Dans boxers had gone semi see through, "the water will just run for a little longer so you're deeper in the water." Phil said, doing anything but making eye contact with Dan

"Y-Yeah." Dan blushed. He realised that being half naked also meant that Phil could see all the fading bruises on his neck and inner thighs.

Phil noticed the one mark on Dans neck that he gave him and he smirked at the thought of Dan being his. He tried to clear his head of going anywhere too sinful, but the gasp that Dan let off when he pinched his thigh rung in his head

Dan blushed as he looked up at Phil. He felt really exposed. But for the better or worst it depends on how you look at it, was yet to come. Phil was actually going to touch him and Dan would loose his mind.

A/N sorry it's only short but this seems like a fun place to stop the chapter ;)

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