Louis Pov
As soon as I stepped in the kitchen, Stan saw me and quickly hugs me . I hugs him and rubs his back , I could feel the wetness over my shoulder where he put his head on it . He was crying . " tommo ! Why you didn't tell me that you're sick ?? " he exclaims and cried even more , " shhh calm down Stan , don't cry , calm down " I whisper to his ears and he start to hiccups , I bring him to the living room and sat him down , " stop crying , it will makes me cry too you idiot! " I said and rubs my teary eyes , " um , I guess I should uh leave you two alone then . If you guys need anything call me alright , " harry said while rubbing his neck , I nods and he walked to the room .
Stan start to wipe his tears and held my hands " since when ... do you have this .... illness ? " Stan asked shakily and looks at me " I don't remember but I guess in between April or May . " I said carefully to him , he gasped and took a deep breath " I saw you in the hospital around that time , I should've asked you about it . Who know about it first ? " he asked again " Niall and Harry . They both find out by themselves, Niall didn't but he got the hint and I told him but afterward I got a call from doctor that harry was there asking for the truth . I also tried to hide about my illness from them cause I don't want them to treat me differently. You also , you should not have known about this . How do you know about this tho ? " I asked him curiously.
" you remembered Shawn right ? " I nods and he continues " he saw you at the hospital last week I guess , then he overheard your talk with doctors that you're going to do chemo at home , he starts to spread that on WhatsApp group that we have . The WhatsApp group is for the footballer teams , then rumours start to spread to one another , I just got to know yesterday because I was too busy to read the message on WhatsApp , so I heard the rumours when I was practicing for the upcoming games . They talked how you're dying and are going to died soon . I even tried to punch them in the face for saying things like that but Shawn explains to me and here I am to make sure the rumours isn't true but .." Stan looks at me sadly . I nods and blink my eyes to prevent me from crying .
" so now everyone that I know , know now about me ? " " only for the rumours not the truth " Stan said " can you helps me Stan ? " I asked him pleadingly " what is it ? " " when you got back , please told them it's not true . Told them that I'm fine and healthy. I don't want them to know cause I don't want their pity's because that way they apologise to me just because I'm going to died soon . I want them to apologise to me sincerely , can you do that for me ? " Stan nods and gave me a small smile " I'll do that .. I'm sooo sorry Louis , don't give up okay , be strong , my prayers on you " he said shakily and hugs me again .
" thanks Stan . You coming right this Saturday? Make sure the others will come too , your family too kinda missed them " I said while letting go the hugs " yea I'm coming , yea , I will bring my family along . I'm going home now then , " Stan said while standing up from his seat , I followed him till the door , and he wipes his tears that falls again , I frown " I'm sorry , I - I just .. it's too hard too handle it .. you're my best friends since we are small , then I do have a crush on you before , and now you're about to leave me and .... oh my I do hope I can turns back time and fix everything that I've ever done to you .. " Stan said while crying again , I sigh and pats his shoulder " it's okay Stan , that was the past , let's forget about the past alright ? Come on , where is the smiley Staniey " I coos to him and he chuckle and wipes his eyes ,
" almost there , there you go smiley Staniey , alright , drive safe , " I said to him and he hugged me for the last time and walk towards his cars while yelling without looking at me " Stayyyy Stronggg Tommo ! You can kick the illness like you kick the balls staright to goaaaaaaaalllls " I chuckles and I can feel someone wrapped his arms around my waist and put his head on my shoulder " bye bye Stannn ! Drive safeee " harry said as Stan looked at us and wave at us then he drove away.
" woo , someone got crush on him " Harry teased and I slap his hands , " that was the past ! you idiot ! We are just friends , no worries , jealous much ? " I said to him while chuckling , he nods against my shoulder and kiss my neck and bite on it . I gasped " Haz ! What are you doing ?? " " I'm marking you . So that everyone knows that you're mine " Harry said seductively. He then walks away while slapping my bums , my eyes is wide now " you better watch out Harold !! You're into sooo much trouble ! ! " I said while quickly closed the door and rans for him , he laugh " catch me if you can " he said and I groans .
I rans toward him and he goes to the other side of the sofa , we basically just running circle around it . " you're no fun haz , " I said while flopping down on the sofa and took the remote to watch tv, I heard Harry chuckles and flopped beside me and kiss my lips "don't pout baby , " he said and with that I just smirked and tickles him . We're both laughing till we got trouble to breath " enough , let's call a day off " Harry said while trying to calm himself . I look at his pink plump lips and lick my lips .
He looks at me and smirk " now , kiss me you fool " he don't need to tell twice cause I'm already all over him . I love him sooooo much that nothing could make me hates him .
Jezz , little do I remembered that I'm dying ? That I will be leaving this precious little being ? Oh my , I'm not even ready .
Niall PoV
" so basically we do at the garden , and their themes is white and magenta ? Why don't we do blue and greens ? " I asked Liam who's sketching for Louis and Harry's wedding " because the garden already greens and the skies is already blue so if we do the blue and green themes , the wedding seems like off you know ? Like you feel like ' oh , it's a simple wedding ' something like that " Liam said and then he looked at me curiously " why you insisted to have that themes anyway ? '' I gulped and took a deep breath " it was because Louis .. he told me about it long time ago "
Flashback 3 months ago
we were watching tv while liam and harry go to the market to buy the groceries , the movies show the guy getting married with his lover , '' if I got married one day , I want blue and green as our wedding themes '' Louis smiled dreamily , I chuckles and asked '' why blue and green tho ?" Louis started to blush and said '' uh , simple , I love Harry's eyes which is green , but his eyes kinda different you know , like I really really love his eyes .. about blue ... Harry loves my eyes too .. He once called me bloo-boo because he said I have a beautiful blue eyes .... that was seconds things that was on the list why we love each other soo much '' Louis said shyly and I smirked at him ,
'' Already thinks to make Harry as your husband ayye '' I teased him and he tossed me with pillow then pouting , '' okay , I will remembered your wish , um so I guess my wedding themes will be blue and brown cause Liam - '' '' ohhhh come on ... Give me a break ! '' Louis yelled and runs toward the kitchen , I laughed and run after him .
End Of The Flashback
'' you could've told me earlier then !! '' Liam exclaims then rushed out to take his planner on the desk . I rolled my eyes cause Liam have been planned everything on his notebook the moment Harry asked us to handle it . '' did Louis want anything else for the wedding ? " Liam asked me , his eyes fixed towards his notebook , '' Li , let's just wait and ask Harry about this , I'm pretty sure he got something he wants for his wedding , remembered this is his wedding , not us '' I said and gets up from my sit '' you're right . I should've waited for Harry , sorry ni '' He apologise and kissed me on the cheeks '' no need to stressed out love , now , how about you helped me study ? Tomorrow is the lesson that I hated the most , help me ? '' I asked Liam , liam grins and nods . well , our days kinda bored so what ?
Harry Pov
'' what do you want to do today , Lou ? " I asked him as I played with his hair , we both just cuddle on the sofa , Louis ' back was on my chest , his head was under my chins , basically I'm a big spoon this time , '' huh , what ? " Louis asked again as he too focused on the show , '' I asked you what you want to do today ? its only umm , 5 , wanna go to the park ? We could bring Larry and Donny too " I said excitedly , Louis coughed and clear his throat , '' um , I think we should postpone that to the other days , I don't feel good all of sudden '' he said weakly and I frowns , '' what's hurts , love ? '' I asked him worriedly , '' not hurts , just don't feel to do anything today , am tired ... we can go out tomorrow tho , after you go to collage obviously '' he said and turn around to face me .
'' oh oh , I almost forget about that , so when I'm going to collage , you will have to stay here with my mom or your aunt or whoever thats you know '' I said , remembering that I won't leave Louis by his own , its dangerous '' is it necessary to do so ? '' Louis whimpers and snuggle towards my chest '' yes , if you don't do so , I won't go to collage and stay here with you '' I knew he won't dare to say no because he already knew how serious I am for this matter . I look down at him and he already frowning , '' I hate it when you are in your protective mood ! Alright then , I will go to your moms house , my aunt probably busy with her company .Will your mom be okay with it ? '' he asked curiously , '' don't worry , my mom won't mind looking after you . She already loves you more than me . '' I said and rolled my eyes while keeping him close towards my chest .
'' I love youuuuu soo much Lou , I hope you do know why I'm protective over you . You are my ball of sunshine that lights up my world and I will do anything to make you safe and happy . '' I said all of sudden , I kept my eyes close and wrapping my arms protectively around hiim , '' I love you too Hazza , you will always in my heart , forever and always '' he whispers . That's how we spend our days , snuggle on the sofa while holding each other lovingly .
Lots of Love , Azzy . Thank you