****Hazels POV****
It was Tuesday.
I didn't go to school Monday because I told my mom I wasn't feeling well but in reality I was trying to avoid Nash and Cam.
But mostly Nash
god I hope they don't hit me again.
My phone alarm went off to "you and i" by one direction
"Ugh!" I groaned and slapped my phone it fell to the ground
"If my phone cracked I swear" I said as I picked it up while still laying on my bed
"And my results are"
"MY PHONE IS NOT CRACKED!" I said happily
Once I'm willing to get up I put my flipflops on and made my way to the bathroom. I walked in the bathroom and brushed my pearly whites. then I took my clothes off a took a quick shower.
While I was in the shower I was thinking that maybe I'll actually try to look good for once. I mean I have cut clothes but I never use them because I never found the reason to.
I hopped out of the shower and picked out my bra and panties. Then I blow dried my hair and went to my closet.
In the end I wore a crop top that ended just above my belly button that said "hipster please" it was black and then I wore floral print jeans with white coverse.
After that I put concealer under my eyes and on my blemishes. I added some blush to the apples of my cheeks, mascara, eyeliner, and some light coral pink eyeshadow with a dark brown to deepen my crease, and then some Chapstick.
I got my book bag and my oxygen tank. and headed down stairs.
"Morning" I said to my mom
"Well don't you look different"
"Is that a bad thing"
"No! u look.... beautiful pumpkin"
"Thanks mom"
"Ok well I'm going to be late for school so we got to go" I said
I grabbed my lunch box and headed for the door.
As soon and I got into the car my mom said
"So are a little girlier because there is a special boy that you haven't told me about?" she said in an extremely high pitched voice
"NO! ew mom all the boys in my school are jerks!"
"Hahaha! ok hunny"
*****
"By mom!"
"By hunny have fun! oh and you look cute just don't let your shirt fall down too far don't want any of those boys snooping" she said in between a laugh
"Moomm" I said in annoyance
Once again I was the last person to go into the school. I walked to my locker and heard a bunch of voices that included my name.
"Wow"
"Is that Hazel Collins"
"Jesus she's hot"
"Wow I've never seen her like that she should dress like that more often"
I finished putting books in my bag with a smile on my face I put my backpack on my shoulder and closed my locker only for someone to push me in front of my locker with everyone watching.
"Your mine" Nash growled into My ear
"Nash please not infront of everyone"
with that he pushed his lips onto mine and kissed me I didn't kiss him back
"Kiss me" he said desperately
"Please, let me show you that I honestly like you"
Forgetting that everyone was there he stopped and looked me in the eyes. god his eyes are so gorgeous, wait stop I can't say that. but he's soo hot. no Stop Hazel, no. without thinking I leaned in again and kissed him.
God this feels so right, yet so wrong. his lips are so soft and plump I could just kiss him forever.
We parted from the kiss just to breath.
He smiled at me in the cutest way. and I frowned and realized what I just did.
"No"
"What" he said
"No, no I have to go."
"Hazel" he said trying to reach for my arm
"Don't touch me."
"Don't talk to me"
"Don't even look at me. ever!" I said
" Wait we have to talk about what just happened"
"What just happened was we kissed. it was a mistake. I only kissed you because people were looking" I said
"Oh please, I know you felt something."
"No I didn't feel anything" I said wiping my lips
"The kiss ment nothing to me" I said
" I'm so sorry" he said in a whisper
"What so you think that "sorry" is going to fix all the pain in my heart. well breaking news it's not. it never will! all the times you hit me and called me names. you think that I didn't mind it because I never showed you my feelings. every night since then I've cried myself to sleep thinking why am I alive. all of the meds I'm taking, everything is because of you and Cam!" I said crying
Nash came towards me and warped his arms around me.
I would push him off but frankly I've wasted all my strength on him.
"I'm sorry" he said crying too
I just stood there in his arms. in the middle of the hall way. by our selfs. crying.
"Will you ever forgive me?" he said
I let out a sigh that I didn't know I was holding.
"I.. don't know"
"I'll prove it to you. I will"
I hugged him tight.
"What was that for" he said
"Thank you"
"For?"
"For trying to be nicer to me."
"Don't thank me" he said to me while still hugging
"Your a really good hugger" I said
"Haha thanks" he said and kissed the top of my head.
"We still aren't friends, you know that right?"
"Yea, I'm going to try my hardest to gain your friendship" she said
I can't believe we are still hugging. I bit my bottom lip and blushed when he said that.
"Ok I'm pretty sure we are too late to our first class" he said
"Yea"
"Do you wanna just admire the school walls"
"Haha sure"
*****
The rest if the day went well.
We had lunch together and since we have the same classes together we sat by each other in each class.
"Nash what about Cameron"
"I told him I liked you and that if he was to lay a hand on you one more time I would kick the shit out of him. and...... he told me to tell you if you would meet him at the park after school......"
"Ohh umm ok"
"You don't have to go"
"No I want to"
"You do?" he said in disbelief
"Yea you will come with me but he won't know because you'll be far away in a bush or something"
"Oh ok, yea I was thinking the same thing" he said with a goofy smile
"Suuuurrrreeeee."
We laughed