Lizzie POV
Tonight my friends and I are at my friend's Mia's house since it's her birthday. Her party is amazing, everyone including me is having an amazing time. Suddenly Scream by Usher plays and I start dancing
(A/N: I was listening to Pandora and this came on so I was listening to this song when I was writing this part 😂)
"Hey Lizzie. Do you want to dance?" Liam said
"Yeah sure let's dance" I said feeling happy
Liam Brooks is my crush since I was sixteen, I had feelings for him since I was 16. We been friends since then but I always wanted to be more. He's a werewolf, so he's not a stranger to the supernatural, he triggered his werewolf side two months ago when he accidentally killed his sister's boyfriend when he accidentally pushed him down the stairs. Liam is my friend Mia's older brother, he's 24 years old, just two years older than me.
As we dance we start getting dance our faces are just inches apart and next thing I know he leans in and kiss me. I kiss him back as we start to kiss with passion before I pull away
"Lizzie I liked you for the past four years now. Everyone I see you my heart beats fast and I can't stop thinking about you" he said
I pull him into a kiss and we continue kissing passionately before I pull away "I liked you for a long time, I never liked anyone as much I like you" I said and we smile before kissing
The thing we know we end up in his room and he closes the door behind him and locks it. He pushes me against the door as he starts to kiss down my neck and I moan running my hand through his hair and I push him towards his bed as we stand by his bed
"This is my first time and I'm glad it's with you" I said
He smiles "Me too, it's my first time too" he said
We smile before kissing again and I start to unbutton his shirt as we kiss and I throw his to the side somewhere. Then he takes off my jacket and I throw it to the side somewhere
Then he takes my dress off and I push him on the bed and get on top of him as we continue kissing
(A/N: you guys know what's happening 😏)
Bonnie POV
I'm in the kitchen having a drink of wine, just thinking about how Alexa was here and left the note. I look at the note again and then look at the picture of me and her when we were in high school and start to cry
"Hey Bon" I heard someone said
I look up to see a hoodie figure standing there before they take off their hoodie and it's Alexa.
"Oh my god, Alexa" I said shocked tears coming down my face
"Yeah it's me. Dead but me. After leaving that letter I knew that I couldn't leave it like that. I had to see you" she said
I run up to her and we hug crying into each other embrace
"I miss you so much, Alexa" I said sobbing
"I miss you too Bon" she said
We hug for a long time before pulling away and I'm still crying and she smiles tears in her eyes "Hey hey it's okay. It's okay. Please don't cry." she said and smiles and puts her hands on my shoulder
(A/N: in these stories Bonnie has long hair like she and in season 8. So in the gifs just pretend she has long hair)
"Bonnie Bennett, you are my best friend. Our entire lives we made sacrifices for our loved ones. I made one last sacrifice when I ended my life five years ago to protect my sister from any harm. These past five years I seen you accomplish everything you wanted in life and I'm so proud of you. You gave me a beautiful niece like I always. Look as I said in the letter please work things out with Jeremy you don't have to be together romantically, but work it out. It doesn't matter whether your together or not, but for your daughter work it out. But I know you two still love each other, Lorenza is a product of your love for each other. I know what happened with Matt and let me tell you, it's not worth making things awkward. Talk about it and make sure things aren't awkward. Promise you will fix things with Jeremy" she said and I nod "I'll see you Bon" she said and smiles
"I promise" I said as I smile tears on my eyes and nod and we hug one more time before she disappears. Once she disappears the doorbell rings. I wipe the tears I had and make sure I'm not a mess before walking over to the front door and open the door seeing Jeremy standing there
"Bonnie before you tell me to leave, please let me get what I have to say out. Then you send me away" he said
"Come inside" I said and let him pass
He walks into my house and I close the door behind him "Would you like something to drink?" I asked
"Uh yeah water" he said
I grab a cup and pour water in it before handing it to him
"Thanks" he said
"Your welcome" I said as we sit on the chairs in the kitchen
"Bonnie, I'm so sorry for hurting you five years ago. I'm sos Roth for hurting our daughter, not a day went by when I don't think about it you two. I screws everything up, ruined our happy life together, our relationship, our family. I screwed everything up like I did before a long time ago. I hurt the only girl I ever really love. I thought that I loved Anna, but I didn't as much as I love you. It was always you, Bonnie. Your my first love Bonnie Bennett., I love you. With you I see my future with. Every single moment I spent with you, were the best moments of my life. I know I don't deserve another chance, but being friends is more than enough for me. As long as your still in my life, not just as the mother of my child, but as my friend" he said and sighs "But I will always love you, Bonnie Bennett" he said
"After you left I kept giving myself hope that you will come back and we will work things out. I really hope you would because I love you. I forgave you because I love you. Lately I have been telling myself and others that I don't love you anymore, that we're done and there's no more coming back for us. You know why I was telling myself that? Because I wanted to move on, because it felt like you were never coming back that's why I lost hope. The hope I had for five years was gone. Alexa visited me and made me realize that I can never move on from you, I can never stop loving you. When I was with Enzo, he made me so happy and I loved him so much. I didn't think after you left that I find someone who can love me and I can love, but I did. Eventually it was Enzo, I saw myself getting married with him, having children with him. Everything I wanted with you I saw with him. When he died a part of me died too, but it came back to life when you came back into my life. I still love you, Jeremy Gilbert, you are the love of my life" I said and stand up from the chair "I want us to be together, not just for our daughter because we love each other" I said
He stands up and walks closer to me "I want that too" he said
We look at each other with our faces just inches apart and he leans to kiss me and we kiss
We kiss for a while before pulling away
"Wow" I said feeling happy to kiss him again after five years
He smiles as he touches my hair "Yeah" he said and he leans in as we kiss again
It feels so good to be with him again, because no matter what I love him. I know after he left to art school the first time we moved on, I moved on with Enzo eventually. But years later we find our way back to each other and it doesn't end well but here we are again together, finding our way back to each other again.
I want Jeremy and I to be together and last until our last breath on earth. Til death do us apart, I want to have a life with him, with our daughter and have more children. He's my first love and your first love you never forget no matter how bad it ended. He's the love of my life and I want him to be my last. We end up in my bed but not having sex but sleep going to bed. He has his arms wrapped around my waist making me happy and I cuddle against him as we sleep.
Isabella POV
The next morning Tyler and I are getting dressed after I spend the time at his house last night after having four rounds. Damn he's really good in bed. The last time I ever had many rounds was with Lucas.
"Do you regret it?" he asked
"No, I don't. Do you?" I said
"No, it's just that it's kind of weird and awkward because your Alexa's daughter" he said
I laugh and smile "I'm pretty sure she's probably shocked at what happened. Yeah I get it, it's the same feeling I have" I said and sit on the bed "But let's not make it awkward alright, let's just think about was it was two friends." I said
He nods "Alright, let's go downstairs" he said
I nod and stand up from the bed and we walk downstairs entering the living room
"I don't know much about your relationship with my mom. She never talked about it much, how was it?" I said sitting in the couch
He sits in front of me "She was my first love, she was the first girl I ever loved. She was the love of my life, my first kiss, first girlfriend, first time. We were each other's first everything, we started dating when we were 14, she was the best girlfriend I ever had. I was so happy with her, we were happy until I screw it up" he said and sighs "We were at a party and I got really drunk and slept with some cheerleader I don't even remember who she was. Alexa broke up with me and then her parents died the next night" he said
"Have you ever thought of getting her back?" I asked
He sighs "Yeah I did, but when she met Damon. I knew right away I had no chance. I had no chance because there was no denying that they were right for each other" he said
"My mom was the only brunette you were ever with, huh after her blondes were you things. Until you got with me, I'm brunette" I said
He nods "Yeah, but your mom and I. We just weren't meant to be, she's meant to be with Damon. I was meant to be with someone else. I really thought we were meant to be, we were going to get married, have kids. I think it worked out better as friends" he said
"I always thought my mom and uncle Damon were meant to be" I said
"Why?" he asked
"Love is a parternship of two unique people who bring out the very best in each other and who know that even though they are amazing as individuals. They are even better together" I said and smile "And they do the bring out the best in each other, they always did. They were meant to be, they loved each other more than they ever loved my dad and aunt Elena. I'm not hurt or mad about that because I know it's true and I saw it since I was a kid" I said and smile "Lucas and I brought out the best in each other and I saw how Sarah brought the best out in Mason. Hope brings it out in Jax" I said and start to feel sad about Elijah
"Did Elijah bring it in you?" he asked
"I couldn't give him my whole self so no. He didn't" I said and sigh "When your with the right person it's impossible to do anything wrong. If your with the wrong person, no matter what you do it won't be right. Sometimes that I have I felt with Elijah, I felt like he wasn't the right person for me" I said
"I understand what you mean, after Alexa broke up with me I didn't think I was the right guy for anyone. It wasn't until I dated Caroline I felt like myself again and felt like I was with the right person. Alexa was the right person for me, but I screwed it all up. Then I met Liv, but there were times when I felt I was wrong with the person, that she wasn't the one for me. I tried so many times to protect her, but it didn't feel like I was with the right person" he said
"Tyler you been in love three times in your life, you will find someone to love, I know you will. Don't worry about it because it wasn't meant to be and it worked out alright for all of you" I said
He nods "Yeah, I dated two witches and a vampire, maybe this time I'll date a werewolf" he said and smiles
I laugh "Mase can set you up with some his girl werewolves" I said and smile
"I might just ask him" he said and smiles
"Go for it" I said and smile
We smile at each other and hug each other "I have to go, Jax and Hope have to finish fixing the rest of the rooms at their house. I have to take Gray to the doctor's appointment" I said standing up from the couch
"Alright, I'll see you around" he said as we walk towards the front door
I nod "See you" I said and walk out of the house leaving
Lizzie POV
I wake up the next morning and look around seeing all of mine and Liam's clothes laying around on the floor. I smile before grabbing my clothes and going to the bathroom to take a shower. After I take a shower I put my clothes back on and walk out of the bathroom seeing Liam still sleeping. I start to fix my hair and hear Liam groaning meaning he's waking up
"Were you really going to leave like I was a one night stand?" he asked chucking
I chuckle and turn to face him seeing that's he's getting dressed putting his pants on
"No, I was just fixing my hair" I said and smile "Last night was....
"Amazing. For our first time we weren't bad" he said and smiles as he just finished getting dressed
He smiles and walks towards me as I smile
"Yeah I agree" I said
"I meant what I said last night, I really like you. I want you to be my girlfriend. Lizzie Saltzman would be my girlfriend and go out on a date with me?" he said
I smile and nod "Yes, I would love to be your girlfriend and go out on a date with you" I said and grab his face and we kiss
(A/N: just pretend it's in a bedroom)
Liam my first love, my first boyfriend and the guy I lost my first everything to, is the only guy I want to ever love in my life. I'm so happy with him and I want to last forever until our last breath. I can feel that he feels strongly the same about me and it makes me happy.
Nobody POV
Alexa is sitting in her room and looks a picture of her and Damon smiling when she starts having a memory
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"well this is a romantic first date" she said sarcastically before taking a swing of her bourbon
"I didn't know you were such a romance person, what did you expect a candlelight dinner?" he said sarcastically
she laughs "ugh I'm not a romance person, it's just not my thing. I never really been into the whole romantic gesture stuff, but it's sweet when someone does for you. I know from experience" she said before taking another sip
"ah yes Tyler Lockwood, your ex and first boyfriend" he said and takes a sip
she looks at him surprised and confused "how do you know that?" she asked him
"so your witch, remind me not to get on your bad side because I have a history of pissing witches off" he said
she chuckles at him "really? well you do seem like the type to piss people off so I'm not surprised" she said
"well yeah" he said
"so tell me how old are you?" she asked him
"170" he said
"wow your old" she said
"I still look good" he said and she laughs
they both laugh "25 as a human when you died being 25 for 170 years what's that like?" she asked curiously
"It's great having the strength, the speed, the feed it's all amazing, but also promising your little brother an eternity of misery for forcing you to become a vampire that's the best part" he said smirking before taking another sip
"Damon you should get over it, forget it. Move on, because it's turned you into a person that you don't want to be. I can tell that your a good guy, that you can be. If you don't let it go it will make you a monster and believe me you don't want to become that" she said
Gilbert house front porch 2009
They both smile at each other
"I got you something" he said
He reaches in his jacket pocket pulling out a small black box and he opens it revealing a bracelet with black germs on it
She looks at him then back at the bracelet
"It's beautiful, Damon" she said
He takes it out of the box "let me put on you" he said and she nods holding the small box
He takes her right wrist putting the bracelet on tying it before letting go and she smiles looking at it
"It's beautiful, thank you" she said
"Your welcome it's something I been keeping for a long time and I been waiting for the right girl to give it to and I'm glad I waited because then I never would have met you" he said
"Thank you" she said and he nods
"goodnight, Damon" she said
"goodnight, Alex" he said as he leans in kissing her cheek
He kisses her on the cheek; they look at each other, he hesitates and then he kisses her
They kiss passionately for a few seconds
Another flashback Gilbert house front porch 2009
"What are you doing here?" she asked
"Failed and feeble attempt at doing the right thing" he said
"What do you mean?" she asked
"It's not important" he said
"Damon...
"You know, I came to this town wanting to destroy it. Tonight, I found myself wanting to protect it. How does that happen? I'm not a hero, Alexa and you know that. I don't do good. It's not in me" he said
"yes it is. Damon you have done good things" she said
"Nah, it's reserved for my brother, and you, Elena...and Bonnie...who, even though she has every reason to hate me, still helped Stefan save me" he said
"Why do you sound so surprised?" she asked
"Because she did it for you. Which means that you think that I was worth saving. And I wanted to thank you for that" he said
"Of course your worth saving because I love you, Damon" she said realizing what she had just said
He cups her face with his hands kissing her as she rest her hands on his
Then he pulls away looking at her "I love you, too" he said
They both smile at each other before kissing again
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"He's patient, he'll wait until your ready however long it takes. You're worth the wait" he said and smiles at her
She smile back at him and starts to walk away when he grabs her arm pulling her back "What?" she said
"I want you to know that I still love you and I don't care if Stefan and Elena know about it, and we both know that you still feel the same way about me. Those feelings may not as strong as they were before, but there" he said
"Your right I do still love you and I don't care if they know because it's not strong to act them. That love we still feel for each other isn't strong to overpower the love that you have for Elena and what I'm feeling for Stefan. You were the love of my life and I was yours, but that changed when we fell for each other's siblings. What we had was special and I enjoyed every second of it. With you I felt things that I never felt with Tyler. You became such an important person in my life, and I will always love you, Damon. Which is why what I'm about to tell you is because I care about you" she said and take his hands into hers and sighs "I know just a few minutes ago I told you that if being human with Elena makes you happy, you should go for it. But I want you to be sure that it's for the right reasons, not because you think that if she takes it she won't love you anymore, that you'll lose her. That's it because you want to have your future with her, get married, have kids and grow up old together. Tell me that's why you want her to take the cure. I love my sister so much and I only want what's best for her. I don't want her to take cure so it can prove if her love for you has changed" she said
"Just when I thought you knew me better than that, you prove me wrong" he said and lets go of her hands
"I'm sorry, Damon but you have to be sure about this" she said before walking away
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"Valerie Tulle, who has a romantic history with Stefan" she said feeling a bit hurt and jealous
"Stefan never told me anything about a girl name Valerie? Let guess me your jealous?" he said and smirks
"What do you think? I'm hurt because she's obsess with him, and it seems like she still loves him too. Who knows maybe he still loves her just like I still love you" she said
He walks towards her and their faces are just inches apart and they stare into each other eyes "I know what you feel for Stefan is much stronger than what you still feel for me. You and I both moved on" he said
"Yeah" she said
"How about one last time? One last kiss, one last touch, one last... time" he said
They just stare at each other before he leans in and kisses her and she immediately kiss him back. She uses magic to close the door and lock it. He pushes her against the wall and they continue to kiss
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Damon takes one last look at Elena's coffin and smiles weakly, just as Alexa appears behind him, looking furious at him
"You weren't even gonna say goodbye?" she asked
He turns to face her, looking shocked that she's there
"Enzo and Bonnie told me you asked him for Elena's coffin. He told me what you were planning. I didn't believe him. I thought... "If Damon desiccates until Elena wakes up, I'll never see him again."" she said and he sighs, but she doesn't stop talking ""He'd never do that."" she said
"Look, I wrote you a letter and gave it to Stefan--" he said
"Do you not care about me? About your children?" she asked
He scoffs "Of course, Alexa. I do. I care about you, Mason and Elena" he said
"No. I'm not doing that. No jokes" she said and sighs deeply "Do you care about us or not?" she asked
He doesn't know what to say and struggles to find the words
"I know why you wanted to do this in a letter-- so you could desiccate in peace, imagining whatever reaction you wanted. Me reading it and thinking, "Huh. I'm really gonna miss him." Well, too bad, because that's not my reaction-- this is. I am not okay with this decision. I'm not okay with you choosing yourself. And I'm not okay with never seeing you-- my best friend——the father of my two children -- ever again" she said
Her eyes are fill with tears as she starts to cry, and her voice becomes a whisper
"This hurts me. This hurts... this hurts me..." she said
He is visibly touched by this reaction, but after a moment, she gives him an angry smile as she pulls herself together, wiping the tears away from her face
"You know what? As you desiccate, as you feel the pangs of hunger as the blood drains from your body, that's what I want you to remember. That you hurt me" she said
She sniffles as she tries to hold back tears, and he can't help but want to comfort her, walking towards her with his arms outstretched as though he's going to hug her
"Alexa... listen to me..." he said
She shakes her head and backs away from him when he starts to walk toward her
"No. No. You don't get to say goodbye" she said crying
She angrily turns and walks away without another word, and he sighs, his arms still spread from his attempt to embrace her. As he watches her leave, his own eyes fill with tears as well.
2030
Alexa and Damon are against Cade fighting for Damon's soul
She turns around to face Cade and he laughs "And why should I do that? Damon sold his soul to me" he said and Damon turned around to look at her
"Like you said we share the same gift. I won't let you take him without a fight. He means to me to let to go. So let's fight" she said and Damon looks at her worried
"I was hoping you'd say that, but I warn you: if you attempt to keep Damon's soul on this plane, your mind will surely shatter" Cade said
Damon looks at her and she looks at Cade, then he's thrown away grunting holding on to some rocks and looks at her as she holds Damon's hand
"I...said....no!" she yelled as the wind picks up
"Give up, Alexandra let him go, he is not worth it. You will die, trying to beat me. You will die, not being able to see your best friends, your children, your lover, and more importantly your sister" Cade said
"Shut up!" she yelled as blood starts to come down her nose
"For the last time, release Damon or risk losing more than him" Cade yelled
"He's right, Alexa. You got to let me go" Damon said worriedly looking at her
"Not...gonnna...happen. Your too important to me" she said tears forming her eyes as her voice cracks a little
Then more thunder and the wind picks up more "Please, let go, Alexa. Or I will" he said
"Damon, don't you dare" she said with fear in her voice
She's more scared than he has ever seen her before and he starts to let go" Don't" she said scared
The winds picks up stronger as he's holding on, she is getting angry and cries a little, being scared "Damon" she said her voice breaking
"Ahhhh!" she screams and throws Cade on the ground then she raises her head up "inferno, infernum est, non mori possunt esse in inferno, in infernis arderet. die sicut diaboli estis," she starts chanting as she cries
"Alexandra, you were a broken girl. You have so lost so much. Your adoptive parents, your aunt, your birth parents. You were willing to die for Damon" he said holding his head in pain
"Damon isn't just a friend, he was the greatest love of my life. He's family, he taught me things about myself, he taught that it's okay to be myself. I love him, I need him, he's the most important person in my life" she said as her voice breaks and cries
Mystic Falls tunnels 2030
Damon wakes up and sees Alexa standing there in front of him, he stands up and becomes confused
"Alexa? how can I see you?"he asked
"Damon, I'm a spirit now. I want to tell you that every minute I spend with you has been the best of my life. I'm glad we meet that night in the woods" she said and smiles tearing forming he eyes
"You have no idea, how happy I am to see you right now standing here in front of me" he said happy as his voice cracks a little with tears forming in his eyes as well
"Me too, seeing you here for the last time makes me happy. I gave Mason the syringe full of my blood, so if Caroline or anyone else decides to be human again, he has the cure. I also have something else to tell you, nobody knows this not even Stefan. I broke the spell that linked Elena and Bonnie, I finally figured it out, but what he doesn't know is that I...linked my life to Elena's." she said
"I linked my life to her so she can be wake up. I found a spell that she'll be protected from any harm. Linking my life to her's would make sure of that. She won't ever be in danger until she's dies of old age" she said
"She won't have you in her life. Why would do that?" he asked as tears form in her eyes
She smiles little with tears in her eyes "I already accomplished what I want in my life, I was able to fall in love and love two of the greatest loves of my life, have five children who I love with all my heart, become a doctor and marry the love of my life. I have it all, it's my sister turn to have a life even if it's without me. Please be happy, be happy with Elena. She's the better woman, she's the right woman, the love of your life, make a family with her, grow old with her. It's good to see you one last time, Damon. I love you. there's something I have to say" she said and places her hands on his face, they share one last kiss
She whispers something in his ear and he nods
They hug crying, before she walks out of the tunnels
Alexa smiles little with tears in her eyes "I miss you so much, Damon. We only saw each other for a while before I had to go to the ancestors. But I miss you so much" she said
So Alexa made another appearance visiting Bonnie. Bonnie and Jeremy are back together and Alexa was remembering her romance with Damon. Sorry it got away from the Salvatore teens. Hope you enjoyed :)