I still remember the day we first met..
And I still cry over the time we flied together through..
It was like the sun rose then suddenly set..
But still like I first did, I've ever done falling hardly into you..
Still when we have fights I run back to you
Because as I've always been saying..
You're all I have you're my only home..
Where I grew up and Where I'm staying..
Where I find my own..
In the cold I warm myself up with our old chats
And the litters we exchanged and some other rags
I smile over the love we had..
And the memories we made..
But somehow I still believe one day you'll be back..
Some day you'll know my love was a blessing
And you'll be missing..
My existence..
Those tears won't go for vain..
And the vacuum I breathed instead of air..
Will someday harden my heart..
Because falling in love alone isn't fair..
Feelings aren't felt until it's shared..
But if it happens it leads to hurt...
And I am..
I still remember the day we laughed
Over some silly shit and you said
That all what we owned and had..
Would teach us how to live with it..
If oneday we forgot the feelings we felt..
If oneday we lost our shit..
And we did after all and I'm here suffering..
Take my hand and guide me to the safe side
Bury the scars and pain I died hard to hide..
Guide me to where I can rest in peace and forget
The tears I dropped and all the stuff brought regret
Guide me to where no memories are seen
Guide me to the change and to another me..
If only it was real
I wouldn't be here
I wouldn't be suffering the pain..
But somehow I still believe one day you'll be back..
Some day you'll know my love was a blessing
And you'll be missing..
My existence..
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