Poetry By Sherry Argonne

Undefined

Days and nights in an amazing sequence
Laying on my bed waiting for a miracle
As if the nature with its facts would change
When the change should be done within "I AM.. "

I keep surrounding myself with wrong atmospheres
Involving mistakes, heart breaks and revolting fears
I'm not stable being lonely, but I prefer loneliness
Until anger, depression, and fear decayed my happiness
Even though I know I picture scratches within my soul
Even though I know darkness always do..
Even though I know there's no stable land beneath I fall
I stopped looking within my doings for a clue..

I cover my face with shame
"Not in the mood" I always claim
Asked for help behind hundreds of lines
But no one realized how hard it was to stain
No one realized I was drowning
Even though they saw the white flag over the waves
And I offer a hand for my own standing
And in years I find a shore, I send smiles but no one saves..

Undefined,
        Undetermined,
               Unmentioned within human rights..
After twenty years of fighting it's unclear, why am I fighting for life..
I stopped looking for reasons
I stopped chasing the seasons
I'm no more fascinated with the way I'm living
For the whole time I win nothing so I stopped giving..