My eyes were staring to hurt from staring at my computer screen for so long. But I couldn't tear my eyes away, for my favourite Tumblr user had just posted a new selca and goddamn if my stomach didn't flutter when I saw him.
jungkookie: just realized i haven't updated my face page in like 4 years so have a shitty selca i took last night
I had already liked the image but had been unable to stop staring at the boy I'd come to be infatuated with. Finally tearing my eyes away, I clicked on his profile, reading over his familiar bio.
He had an about page that I'd already read over a billion times, but I opened it anyways.
jungkookie
hiii so welcome to my blog, i guess? lol so i'm jungkook & i'm a huge nerd. im ftm so pls refer to me as he/him thank u :) <3 i'm from busan, south korea, so if anybody is from around there feel free to slide into my dms! ahah ok i think that's it byeee
I had been following Jungkook for about a year now, but had never worked up the courage to message him off anon. A few days ago, however, I had sent him an anon because he had posted that he was feeling really dysphoric after getting his period, and I was worried about him. Then I'd stupidly come off anon, and he had followed me and then told me I was cute.
Which was the reason I'd immediately shut off my laptop and dived onto my bed to scream into my pillow.
And now, two days later, I was working up the courage to message him again. After typing and then deleting a million times, I typed out a simple message.
cupoftae: hey how r u
I pressed send before I could talk myself out of it. I definitely didn't expect an instant reply.
jungkookie: hi tae :) i was hoping you'd msg me again
I internally screamed. How did this boy affect me so much and he was two years younger than me?
cupoftae: aah i was busy with work, srry!!
jungkookie: it's okay! oh & im okay thanks for asking:)
cupoftae: u sure? u been reblogging a lot of sad stuff
jungkookie: shit u caught me
jungkookie: i'm just depressed as usual, nothing 2 be alarmed about
cupoftae: :((
jungkookie: so tell me about u! you don't have an about page so i wanna know abt u!
cupoftae: i didn't see a point in making one when i have like 24 followers ://
cupoftae: anyways ummm i'm kim taehyung i'm 19 n i'm from daegu which isn't too far from u ;)) & im a big nerd too
jungkookie: shit ur older than me
cupoftae: das right
jungkookie: so u want me to call u hyung
cupoftae: i mean i'd rather u called me oppa
cupoftae: but hyung is fine i guess
jungkookie: AKJFEJSNHUC