Camz,
I miss you. This whole no contact thing is messing me up but I know it's best for you. I miss Camren, I know I was the one who hated it most but I knew what they were talking about was true. You are welcome to kiss me under the mistletoe anytime and you are always my celebrity crush.
I miss us Camila, I miss Dinah's accidental slip ups and the photo of us spooning on the bus. I miss Camren, so damn much. You are the Louis to my Harry, I couldn't survive without you.
I miss your voice, I listen to our interviews everyday just to hear it. I listen to our duets in our songs and cry, I cry because I miss you and I cry because I hurt you Camz. Why did I ever deny our love, I don't know, I thought I was helping stop your hate but I hurt you more than any hate had.
How are you coping with your anxiety Camz? Are you having less panic attacks? I hope to God you are because a beautiful girl like you deserves nothing more than the best out of life. I keep your letters under my pillow, they smell like you and your writing brings me comfort. I miss writing with you Camila.
I miss us Camz, I hope you miss us too.
Love from
Your Lolo forever❤️xx