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Hoseok and I sat on my bed just talking about life. He told me about how he and his best friend Yoongi finally made up and he apologized on his behalf.
Yoongi had every right to say what he did. I was being a terrible person to Hoseok. I made him cry and everything. It was all because of me and my small lie that wasn't exactly small.
From now on, I'm just gonna tell the truth even if I really don't want to because lying hurts everyone. Including me.
I watched as Hoseok's eyes lit up when he talked about the things he liked. More preferably, trolling. The way he talked about it with so much determination made it seem like trolling was actually a good thing.
If I didn't know better he'd have me convinced.
"Hey, Hoseok"
He stopped talking and looked at me with a smile. "What is it?" He asked. I hesitated a bit before I leaned in and kissed him.
I actually did it.
I felt Hoseok's hands go up to my shoulders but instead of pulling me closer, he pushed me away.
"I'm not anyone's rebound" he snapped, clenching his fists. "Just because you and Jungkook have grown distant, it doesn't mean that you should get closer to me." I frowned at that but he is right.
I'm technically cheating on Kookie. Oh no. I don't wanna be a filthy cheater.
"I'm sorry"
"Don't be"
Hoseok's gave me an eye smile and he stood up quickly.
"We'll talk later, okay?"
I frowned at that.
I shouldn't have kissed him.