My whole life I have felt different. Actually I've known my whole life I was different .
My name is Stephanie, Steph for short, and I have know since I was little that I was gay.
When I was little I knew I had crushes on girls while my friends were all crushing on boys. I thought it was normal and I loved myself for it. I'm not sure when I started feeling I was wrong or defective in some way. I think I was around 7 or 8 . I remember a point in time where I started not to feel right. Not physically but something inside of me was off. Something inside of me had disappeared and I didn't know where it had went ,let alone get it back. So basically I was miserable for most of my childhood and teenage years. It wasn't until I was seventeen that I really understood what was going on with me. Or at least started to understand.
That was when I met Becky.