It is 7th anniversary of One Direction everyone 😭😭
I can't believe it, i will always love ot5 and will support them. They are my babies and daddies both, no matter how old they get or how old i get. This is not the end. These lads just changed me so much all these years i can't even explain. I was a complete different person then. And ot5 is now a days rising as well. So that's a bonus.
Liam performed get low omg it was awesome. So proud. His vocals and performance energy is always on top.
Niall is so cute and keeping ot5 Alive omfg. Supporting all of them on their careers, he is doing lovely himself.
Zayn is hiding. Imma find him soon, but i need his new music like now. He uploaded a selfie and i am still breathing so yeah.
Also, Back to you is such a bop. Like wow, Louis slayed it. He sounded so beautiful. Bebe and his voice harmonized amazingly. Music vid is cool as well.
I really wanna watch dunkirk but no one is coming with me, imma wait one more day and i will go alone then. Smh.
Anyways, read lovelies. X
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I couldn't even cry anymore, i was in a state of shock. I felt like a corpse, just breathing, nothing more, nothing less. The boy, who made me alive, changed my old, boring and dark self. Made me happiest. Who gave me all of his love, why does he have to suffer all this?
Why is life so unfair to me? Why does always god try to snatch away my Every support system. My love. My family. My everything, slowly and painfully?
All these questions has never been answered instead they grew even more.
I looked down at Zayn's lifeless face, his head, ribs and leg covered with thick bandages, hand fractured and bags under his eyes and his thick, long lashes caressing his sharp cheekbones feverishly, still managing to look breathtaking. Tears threatened to fall and they fell yet again.
The only cycle that has been going on with me from the past 24 hours is, stare at zayn, cry, totally zip my mouth, sit lifeless, repeat. The only source of life i had, is lying in this white, cold ass bed, so damaged and so fragile. I can't contain myself anymore when i choked on a sob, i covered my mouth with my hand and ran out of the room.
On my way out i saw Louis, Harry, Niall, my mum and looking almost like me.
I was immediately pulled into someone's chest in a tight embrace, i tried to fight back, wanting to just push away everything and cry in the bathroom of this haunted place.
When the person didn't budge i broke, i held them for my dear life, clutching onto them for support and cried harder if that's possible.
"My brother is strong Li. Your Man, our Zayn, he is strong. He will make it Liam, he will respond, don't shatter your courage and confidence so soon." Louis whispered softly. He brushed my curles off of my face and cupped my cheeks.
"You are the only one, who will be able to pull him together, piece by piece. Make him feel loved, i am sure he will recognize your touch and your voice and he'll be out of the dark" Louis said as his glassy blue eyes continuously shed thick tears.
-Flashback-
Zayn was lying lifeless on the ground with blood oozing out of his body from his head like rain out of the clouds in an early morning.
"ZAYN!" i screamed and ran towards him. I fell on my knees as i took in his condition. I couldn't contain it anymore and i cried, cried and cried some more.
"Zayn, baby don't play your silly pranks now, i know you're okay, just wake up, you're worrying me." I said softly taking his head onto my lap.
I kept on repeating the same words and got no response so i decided to shake him hard.
"ZAYN WAKE THE BLOODY DAMN UP, NOWWW" i shook him aggressively.
"LIAM!" Louis pushed me aside from zayn and quickly checked his pulse.
"Liam are you out of your mind? We need to take him to the hospital now." He said with a stern voice.
"Zayn, please wake up" I said slowly. "Pl-ease" my voice broke and Louis himself had his own share of tears but was holding them back, trying to be strong for me, for Zayn.
"He'll be fine Liam. You're his good boy right? We'll take care of him and he will hug you tight and be his stupid dorky self again but first open the back seat's door of the car, quick" He ordered as he picked his brother up tearing his shirt's sleeve and wrapping it around his head.
I got in the back seat with Zayn as i kept rubbing his hands and kissing him everywhere, cheeks, knuckles, forehead and lips so he'll know we're here, I'm here and he has to stay strong till we reach the hospital. He has to hold on.
We quickly got out the car as Louis picked Zayn up gently and hurrying inside the building.
Rest of it was a blur when Doctor took my love straight to the emergency ward, looking at his condition, Louis called mum, Harry and Niall. Them coming and crying, consoling each other. But 2 hours has passed yet no news on Zayn. It was starting to get frustrating and scary.
I was scared, to lose him, to lose my Zayn. He can't just leave me, he promised me an eternity of togetherness and it isn't even one percent of it. He just can't. He has to stay strong.
"Zayn Malik?" The doctor said and my head snapped up from where i was sitting quickly walking up to him with rest of us.
"Yes, he is our family, how is he?" Mum asked. I will be lying if i said those words didn't flutter my heart.
"His condition is stable now, all the injuries are dressed -" Doctor said checking up his reports.
Everyone's face filled with relief but i still has this feeling that this wasn't it.
"Thank you so much Doct-"
"Wait a sec Louis, let the doctor complete, there's more to it, isn't it?" I asked the doctor.
He gave me a sympathetic smile.
"I'm afraid yes, Zayn lost a whole lot of blood and he couldn't get his conscience back while we were at it, so we checked him and unfortunately he is in coma" He said his words putting a comforting hand on my shoulder and went inside again.
Harry started crying uncontrollably, Niall joining in silent sobs as Louis comforted them. Mum was immediately by my side and hugged me but i stayed numb.
"N-no" Is all i said as i passed out.
-Flashback ends-
"I know Louis, and i will be strong for him, he is always strong for me, it's my turn now." I said wiping up my tears and smiled weakly.
I entered where he was, in the hospital room and closed the door behind me.
I sat with him on the bed beside him, and pecked his cold lips. It broke my heart when i realized he will not pull me towards him and kiss me strongly and complain about the short unsatisfying peck. He will not hold me close, look me in the eyes with his beautiful pair of caramel ones.
But i have to hold him, caress him, take care of him as he does. For him to fight back. To make him stronger, i have to support him through his thins.
I took his hands in mine and admired the tattoo on his hand. The lips and the love tattoo he got of my handwriting, it always melts my heart that he held so much love for me.
"Zayn? I don't know if you're able to listen to me or what, but i want you to, no i need you to wake up babe. I need you right next to me, forever, i love you so much Zayn. Please. I will never fight with you on silly things, would never make you jealous, always love you unconditionally. I will not even complain about you taking sneaky pictures of me or when you don't let me study, just walking around shirtless, distracting me, kissing me on the neck and tickling me when i am reading my favorite book. please zaynie. I love you to the moon and back, don't leave me, just come back. I am nothing without you. I am not Liam without Zayn. Just please" I kissed both his closed eyes.
"please open your beautiful eyes babe" i said but i sighed and closed my eyes placing my forehead on his.
I was so occupied in admiring all of Zayn in my imagination, every single piece of him that i didn't noticed that the boys were standing at the door looking at us with tear stained cheeks and smiles on their faces.
"He'll wake up Liam, he has to, for you. I know he will. And he will never leave you, he loves you too much to do that babe" Louis said sitting on the chair.
"He has to, if he didn't i will kill him" I said chuckling dryly.
"You wouldn't have to do that, he won't give you a chance." Niall said and wiped my cheeks.
"Zayn? I am telling you, if you don't wake up, i will never bake anything for you because you're making Liam cry." Harry said trying to look all tough instead he just ended up cute, making me giggle.
I really am very lucky to have these 4 idiots with me, especially Zayn, he will have to stay with me. I will make sure he stays, i promised myself.
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I know i am so damn late i deserve to be killed but please don't kill me if you want to read Zayn reviving. 😏😏
Is it a threat? Maybe.
Thoughts??
And thank you so much for 4k reads and we're almost at 400 votes
Love xx