Found my Placid Love || Ziam

Chapter- 12

How yaa doing?  *in joeys voice*

This fanart is so cute.
Btw Zayn's new bear tattoo is the death of me.

Strip that down video though.
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~Harry's POV~ (didn't see that coming now do ya? 😏)

I was just in my room, trying to watch the movie i started watching but i can't help but zone out. Every single memory of Louis comes flashing back on everything and anything i do. We were so close and we both loved each other so much. Why do Louis had to ruin it?

Why wasn't i enough for him? Why,  just why he did this to me? With anyone he could've done it, but why Kylie.

Tears were now flowing without any break from my eyes and i sat with no emotion on my face. I am always there for everyone, i don't know what wrong i have done that everybody cheats on me. Betray me.

I thought that after whatever Louis had done. Luke would be my companion, maybe just maybe someone will assure me that i am not worthless. He became such a great friend in such a short span of time. I admit that we were caught up in the moment and we kissed.

We kissed quite a few times, i wanted the comfort, and i didn't think anything. I just went with it. Whatever it was, did calmed me a bit but it never was lovable, passionate, caring and with every ounce of feelings in it. Not even a percent in comparison to what i feel or felt with Louis.

But no, Luke has to be a traitor as well. Up close in my heart and within i already knew that he isn't trustworthy but i just wanted closure from Louis. Wanted to prove that i can move on from him. I don't rely on him heavily anymore. Not after that he cheated. But the thing is, i can't. I can't move on. Maybe because i don't want to. I love Louis with everything i have in me. Maybe just maybe it all will be a joke, Louis will come and spin me around in his arms and tell me it was one of his severe but stupid jokes.

But it won't happen because it is not a joke, it is not a fucking joke, it is my feelings and life and i have this much self respect that i wouldn't go back to him. I can't believe that even Niall and Liam called me and said that Louis can't cheat on me he 'loves' me too much to do that. But no, he did. It will take time, but i will move on and won't cry on such a pathetic player i once called my knight in shinning armor. He will never be that.

I am not that hurt from Luke's confession. He did confessed it himself that he wasn't into me at all but did all that just to see Louis suffer. He in fact got a slap right on the face. But it didn't bother me. It is weird that he would want that because Louis never did anything bad to him but who knows.

I hate that person, doesn't matter my feelings about him, they will go away. I am done being used.

I opened my Instagram to see what's new, or to stalk a two or more guys, those Celebrity gods.

I was scrolling through my news feed when something caught my eye and i couldn't believe what i saw. I sat there wide eyed looking at the picture.