So sorry for the long wait! Here it is :D
*Chapter 14: Cuddles & Pizza*
Sunday; August 20, 2017
Roxanne
I'm so ashamed of myself. How could I let this happen? I couldn't sleep well all night. I couldn't even look at my own mother as how embarrassed I am. I fucked her own boyfriend! I'm such a horrible person.
What's the matter with him? Doesn't he love my mom? I should tell her. I need to, he basically did all this without my acknowledgement. Though I did like it... uggh Roxanne focus!
I sigh as put up my hair into a ponytail. I wear no make-up, just some lip gloss. I walk out wearing jeans and a t-shirt.
I make my way downstairs and look around but no one is home. I go to the kitchen and see a note on the fridge.
Have some important trip to make that's only two hours away, I'll be back home tomorrow. There's money on the cookie jar, Harry had to do some work out of the house he'll be back later. Take care.
Mom xoxo
I sigh crumbling the paper. I'm home alone with this idiot? I took out my cell and looked through my contacts. I call Zayn as I wait for him to answer. It's Sunday, I hope I'm not interrupting any family stuff.
"Hello?" He answers and I smile a bit. Damn I'm such a horrible girlfriend. I cheated on him he would hate me. I need to tell him.
"Umm hey babe, uh are you doing anything today?" I scratch my forehead as I try not to sound like something is wrong. Zayn would know when something is going on, he can figure me out easily.
"No, not at all. You sweetheart?"
"No, actually... can we talk? Uh my mom is away again and Harry won't come back until later. You think you can come over?"
"I'll be there."
**
After a couple of minutes, the doorbell rings. I open the door to a ravishing Zayn standing in front of me with a dazzling smile. He hugs me as I then let him in.
"I hope I don't get in trouble for being here."
"I'm sure you won't. Umm you thirsty, hungry?" I smile at him as he shakes his head.
"Had dinner with my parents, thank you."
I smile leading him to the living room as we sit on the couch. He looks at me as his hazel eyes stare right through me.
"You wanted to tell me something?"
"Umm well yeah, uh."
I'm at loss of words. I don't know how to tell Zayn that I let Harry fuck me twice. I don't have the guts to do so. I can just tell him he raped me... in a way he did though cause I didn't want this. But I did enjoy it, the way he was towards me, taking no for an answer turned me on so much. I haven't had such a relationship like this before.
"Roxanne, what's wrong?" He furrows his eyebrows as he stares at me.
"Nothing," I smile at him.
"That is nothing, just tell me."
"It's nothing Zayn, I'm just uh overwhelmed with all this. With my mom and her—Harry..."
"I see, well let's not think of them alright?" He smiles pulling me close to his arms. I smile snuggling to him looking up at him as he strokes my cheek.
"I'm sorry for Friday, we didn't get a chance to talk," I sigh and he smiles pecking my lips.
"Don't apologize it wasn't your fault. Maybe we can continue this?" I smile as he kisses me. His hands roam around my body. I moan as we kiss, his hand slipping inside my shirt. I can't help but think back to that night and what happened yesterday that I pull away.
"Umm, maybe we shouldn't," I say biting my lip as I fix my shirt.
"You said no one will be home sweetie."
"Yeah but—"
Just then the door opens as we look over Harry making his way inside. He furrows his eyebrows as he stares at us.
"I hope this isn't like Friday, your mother may be away but I'm here," he sets the keys on the small table by the door.
"We weren't doing anything," I roll my eyes.
"Aha," he walks over as Zayn clears his throat looking away uncomfortable. "He can't be here."
"Says who, you?"
"Your mother, or do I need to call her?"
"I should go," Zayn stands up.
"Yeah you should," Harry glares at him as I stand up looking at him angrily.
"Fuck you."
"Language young lady."
I follow Zayn towards the door as Harry watches.
"I'll see you around," he says and I grab his hand.
"Uh no I'll go with you," I smile at Zayn.
"No you're not. Get back here Roxanne," Harry says and I clench my jaw as I glare at him.
"I'm doing whatever I want," I rush out of the house with Zayn as we hear him yelling.
"Baby girl I don't want you to get in trouble cause of me."
"Screw him," I chuckle as I get into the passenger side as Zayn opens the door for me.
**
Zayn drove us to Dion's as we ordered a pepperoni pizza with a pitcher of lemonade. We eat our dinner as the time goes by with no word being said.
"I'm sorry," I sigh breaking off the silence.
"You need to stop doing that baby," he smiles finishing up his slice.
"Well I feel like I need to every time," I tell him.
He reaches for my hand giving it a gentle squeeze. I sigh as I stare into his eyes. I can't keep lying to him. He needs to know of what happened with Harry.
"Let's get you home love," he interrupts my thoughts as I get up.
"Already?" I try not to look disappointed as he smiles grabbing my hand.
**
The car ride is silent as he drives who knows where. I furrow my eyebrows as he then stops the car.
"Where are we?" I chuckle looking over at him as he parks the car and takes and just leaves the radio on. He glances at me as he unbuckles himself getting closer to me. He presses his lips with mine making me smile as I kiss back. I grab to his chin kissing him as I let his tongue roam inside my mouth as we both moan into the kiss.
"Can we continue where we left off?" He moans into the kiss as I blush.
"Here?" I pull back biting my lip.
"Come here," he smiles unbuckling my seatbelt and pulls me on his lap. I smile down at him kissing him as he grips to my hips. "Baby ride my cock," he moans leaving trails of kisses over my neck.
I unbuckle his jeans as I pull down my own. I giggle as it's hard to do this in the car. I go back on my seat taking off my underwear as Zayn takes off his too. He removes his shirt as I smile taking off mine too leaving us both completely naked.
He moves his seat back to make more room for me as I hover over him. I stroke his cock as he moans stroking my hair. I smile entering him as I moan biting my lip. He grabs to my hips moving them.
I lean over as I move faster on him.
"Mmm baby," he grunts. He grabs to my breasts as I bounce on him holding to the bar handle on top to the side of the driver side. "Oh yeah baby girl just like that," he throws his head back moaning.
"Mmmm," I shut my eyes moaning as I move more. I open my eyes as they widen seeing Harry there biting his lip with his eyes shut.
"Fuck I'm so close..."
I shake my thoughts away as I see Zayn again. He opens his eyes smiling at me bringing me down on him as he thrusts on me faster.
"Oh!" I yelp as he grunts loudly thrusting hard on me while holding my body.
"Yeah... oh fuck!"
I whimper as I feel him close. I pant as I pull back smiling at him as he cums. "That was great baby," he smiles shutting his eyes tiredly.
"Really?" I smile breathing heavily. I haven't come yet. But the thing with Zayn... if he cums first, that's it for him.
"Let's take you back aye," he smiles as he grabs his shirt and some Kleenex that are at the back seat.
I nod getting back on my own seat as I put my clothes back on.