"Taehyung,get out of the room". Hoseok coax Taehyung. It has been a week since Jimin die, and Taehyung just stay in his room, he doesn't talk to anybody, not even once.
Taehyung hug the knitted sweater that he give to Jimin tightly. He sniff the smell on the sweater. It still has Jimin scent.And he cry again.
"leave me hyung!!".
"how long u want to stay that way, Jimin wouldn't want u to be this way, get out Taehyung, have a walk at least, all of us are going out, help yourself, and , there is food on the table, we are at the restaurant, if u want to talk, i hv text u the location,and remember, we love u".
Taehyung heard the sound of footstep faded.
*****
Taehyung shave his facial hair that start to grow. He then put on sweater and jogger pants. He glance at the knitted sweater on the bed.He sigh. Jimin only get to wear it once. He sniff at it. And Jimin's scent still there,how he miss that the scent.He fold it and place it on top of the drawer.He put on the hoodie of the sweater and start walking out.
Most of the place he go, all memories of him with Jimin flash in his mind. Taehyung hold himself from crying.
He just keep walking, trying to move on with his life that he don't realize the night has come.
Then he feel a few drop of water drop on his face.Without warning, the rain pour heavily.Luckily,there is a bus stop. He hug himself tightly as the cold air hit him. He look around him, he was far from home now. He was in Itaewon.It will take an hour with vehicle.He check his pocket and he sigh. Fuck it Kim Taehyung, what are u going to do now? He dont bring his wallet,and his phone,he leave it at home for charging. With bus, it will cost 8,000 won to arrive Seoul and u only hv 5,000 won.With taxi...,where can u find a taxi?.
Taehyung start walking, and yeah, it is still raining. He feel a bright light behind him and it make him turn his head and he end up fall on the ground.
********
"Hyung, i think we should look for him, it is late, and it is raining, what if something happen to him? and he leave his phone". Jungkook said with worried expression.
"u stay at home, just in case if he come home, me and Suga hyung will look for him, stay with Hoseok hyung ok?".
Jungkook just nod and wait impatiently.
*****
"oh my god!! Did i hit him? Shit! Shit!. Why u r so careless?".
The guy come out from his car with an umbrella.
The guy check on Taehyung condition,and Taehyung move slightly.
"are u hurt?"
"i don't know".Taehyung don't feel the pain,so he try to stand but he can't stand up properly.
"let's get u into the car first to see if u r hurt".
"why r u walking at night, in the rain. It is dangerous, luckily i brake just in time, i might accidentally kill u"
"i was walking around, and when i want to go home, i realized i don't have enough money, so i walk".
"where is your house?"
"no, no, it's ok, just send me somewhere"
"i feel guilty for accidentally hit u,let me send u home-
The guy phone rings, when he was about to take his phone on the dashboard, it slipped and fall at Taehyung leg.
Taehyung take the phone and he saw the wallpaper. He stare at the screen.
"emmm.... i need to answer that call".
Taehyung seems didn't hear. So that guy tap his shoulder.
"oh, sorry".Taehyung hand the phone to the guy.
Taehyung wait until the guy end the call.
"who is the guy on your phone screen?".Taehyung asked.
"my brother".
"park seo joon?"
The guy surprised and almost brake the car.
"h-how did u know?"
"if i tell u, would u freak out?"
The guy laugh nervously. "u don't even tell me yet, so...
"i used to be his patient".
"oh".The guy scratch his nape nervously.
"I'm hungry, do u mind if we stop to eat?"
"yeah, i don't really mind, but... your cushion is wet already, sorry"
"nothing big, i was about to send the car for cleaning".
********
"where were u?, im already here"
"i saw u already so stop nagging".
The guy put the phone on the table and drink his coffee.
Taehyung keep circling the cup with his finger.
"i dont ask your name yet right?"
"it's Taehyung.Kim Taehyung".
"Park Seung Hun".
"yo!! bro!!! ". Seung Hun greet Seo Joon by shaking their hand and goes shoulder to shoulder.
Seo Joon just turn his head when he saw Taehyung and staring at each other.
It was Seo Joon who first hug Taehyung
"hey! u come out already, i miss u though"
Taehyung just give a faint smile.
"Im still here btw". Seung Hun said while raising one of his hand at shoulder level.
"how long has it been since u been released?"
"just a week ago".
"u look.. unhappy"
Taehyung take a deep breath.
"my friend died,a day after i get out,and no one tells me he got a cancer. I miss him so much. My housemate tell me to go out for a walk,and i did, but i dont realize i walk too far,and i just realized i only hv 5,000 won,i leave my phone and my wallet, so i walk home, and almost getting hit by your brother, and here i am in front of you, telling u this".
Seo Joon chuckled at Taehyung.
"Why are u chuckling?".Taehyung look at Seo Joon with his eyebrow furrowed.
Seo Joon then start laughing.
"Why~".
Seo Joon just messed Taehyung hair.
Seung Hun just watch his brother from far and end up smiling.
"What time is it? I think i should go home, my friend might be looking for me".
"Come, let me send u home". Seo Joon walk out from the cafe and open the door for Taehyung.
"Seung Hun ah, I'll send him home". Seo Joon said to his brother and wave at him.
******
Taehyung knock on the door and when the door open, he was hugged tightly by Jungkook.
"Where did u go? U freak me out!!". Tears threatens to fall from his eyes.
Jungkook hit at Taehyung chest slightly and it caused him to let out a choke sound.
"Ok,I'm sorry, i wont go without saying anything again".
Jungkook call Namjoon to inform Taehyung has home,but the call goes to voicemail.
He try calling for Suga,but no one answer.
His heart start beating fast.
Hoseok tap his shoulder. Hoseok start to get worried when he saw Jungkook expression. "Suga hyung dont pick up my call,and Namjoon hyung too,they are fine right? Please tell me they are ok!".
"Sit down first and drink this, I'll try to call them".
Hoseok try calling both of them,but it only goes to voicemail.
Jungkook phone vibrates and the caller was Namjoon.
Jungkook answer the call,and looking at Hoseok while on the call.
When the call ends, Jungkook feels like his brain stop working and he fall,slumped on the floor.
"Jungkook! What happen? What Namjoon say?".
Jungkook stare at Hoseok,eyes wide, and lip trembling. His face looks like he just heard a horror story.
"It.... Wasn't Namjoon, i-it was from the hospital".
The word hospital, make both of them froze.
Taehyung still trying to process what is happening. He then remember the dream he had a few days ago. The correct word is nightmare. He dream of, the car Suga and Namjoon was in was hit by a truck, the car then fall from a cliff.
"The cab is here!". Hoseok said from the outside.
"Hyung, u done? Lets go". Jungkook tap on Taehyung shoulder making Taehyung startled.
Taehyung nod slightly.
********
Taehyung walk at a very slow pace. He dont know how many times he has been gulping, his throat feel dry, he feel goosebump as he almost reach the door to the emergency department. He push the door slowly
It wasn't it right? It wasnt. It wasnt. It wont be like in my dream.
Jungkook appear infront of Taehyung and literally dragging him by holding his wrist.
A few doctor walk out from the operation theatre with a sigh.
Jungkook stop them and ask about Namjoon and Yoongi.
Jungkook head goes lower as he heard the doctor tell him.
The word 'sorry' keep repeating in Taehyung head. This cant be true. His tear fall continously and his vision goes black.
*******
"Wake up! Wake up!!!". Yoongi scream at Taehyung ear making him awake.
Taehyung blink continously, and he hug Yoongi tightly. Yoongi groan. "Are u hurt?". Taehyung ask.
"Our shoulder bump when playing basketball".
"Now, what is wrong with u hugging me in the morning?"
"Ummm... I'm just... showing affection".
"Tch, affection". Yoongi just chuckles.
"Go have a bath, we r going out".
*******
Taehyung inhale deeply. The wind caress his hair and face.
Namjoon shouting cause Jungkook to run to him. Hoseok listening to the song on his phone. Suga sleeping on Hoseok lap. Jungkook join them by sleeping on Suga lap. Namjoon laying next to Hoseok.
Taehyung slowly walk to them while smiling and lay on namjoon lap.
Even if there is just 5 of us now, i want us to be happy and live our life.
I'll live happily Jimin. I'll take care of them.
-END-