From: Vanessa
To: Ryder
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To say I was beaten up would be an understatement.
I felt like shit. Well, I am shit so it doesn't make any difference.
That's why you left me didn't you?
I am a worthless piece of shit.
I was bullied today by YOUR group.
I was helpless.
What could I possibly do?
1 against 5?
Not possible.
You didn't bully me neither did you defend me.
They hit me so many times.
They called me names.
And you?
Well, you just stood there enjoying the show.
I want to hate you.
For all the pain you gave me.
Yet, I find myself thinking about you all the time.
If only; my heart was in my control.
Sent: 31th May 2016.