#204: D.o's Pov
Ever since our fight with Taemin, Kai has been acting weird. He is more clingy and he won't talk much.
"Is everything alright Nini?" I caressed his cheeks worried
"Yeah I'm fine, why?" he hold my hand tenderly
"Lately you look so sad and quiet. Is anything bothering you?" I asked him
"Everything is fine" he buried his face on my chest and hugged me tightly
I decided to cook something for Kai I wanted to cheer him up so I prepared his favorite dishes
He was still in class while I was cooking in the kitchen.
Luhan hyung closed the café for a few days, he sounded quite sad. Later I'll go and give him a piece of cake.
I was setting the table after finishing and then I heard the door opening.
I went to look for Kai, He looked so tired.
"Welcome back Jonginie" I smiled. I couldn't show him that I was concerned.
I need him to cheer up too.
"Kyungsoo" He jump into my arms.
Before I could hug him he let go of me.
"Can we talk? Is important" he didn't look at my eyes
"Sure but first have a sit. I prepared your favorite dishes" I pushed him to the table and made him sat. I sat infront of him.
"Kyungsoo" he started but I interrupt him.
" Look I made all your favorites, nowdays you look so troubled that I wanted to do something for you. You know I'm always here for you and you can talk to me" I started but he interrupt me
"Kyungsoo" he said again
"Come on you can say it I'll hear you whatever you have to..." He knocked the table and finally look at me
"Let's break up" he yelled
I stop breathing at that moment.
"W-what are you saying? If this is a joke cause it's not funny" I tried to hold my tears back
"Please let's break up. I can't take this anymore" he look at me with cold eyes
"Did I do something to make you say that? what did I do? Tell me. Is it because of Taemin?" I started mumbling things non-stop.
"I can't be with you. I'm not good enough for you" he adverted my eyes
"What are you saying? Are yo nuts? Did you really take what Taemin said seriously? Jong In come on" I was angry
"He was right. What can I offer you? I have nothing. You'll graduate and be a sucessful man while I will try to have a job. We can't life only with my dancing. Our mums have been supporting us. I don't think it's the right time for us" He clenched his fits
"So you just want to break up with me because of that. I don't care about any of that, I love you. It's ok if you are a successful or just a back up dancer I love you just the way you are Jong In" I said between sobs.
"It's not that I don't love you anymore it's just that rigt now I'm not good enough for you. I'll understand if you fall for someone else..." He said
I throw him the napking
"Aren't you being selfish? You only thought about yourself. What about me? You don't want to know how I feel? Can't you see that you are only satisfying yourself?" I start throwing everything I had to him.
I lost my self control.
I can't believe any of this
"Kyungsoo" he tried to hold me back but I pushed him
" If you really want to go then do it. I won't stop you. Do whatever you want! Don't call me or text me. Just get the hell out of here. Get away from me, I hate you" I yelled without noticing
I need to stop you, the words I couldn't say....
Stay
Just like that he was gone
The sad part is that I would do anything for him but he just gave up at one try
#304: Tao's Pov
Ever since Kris hyung left all that I heard was silence. The house it's cleaned and arrange, no one disturbes me.
So why do I keep loving him?
He is gone now. I shouldn't feel like crying whenever I see his room.
I didn't hear anything from him or his manager or from the company
I started working alone, modeling, traveling around Asia. I've been busy but it's not enough. Since I can still missing him.
I got a call from the CEO, I was waiting outside when I saw Zico and Seolhyun coming on my way.
"Tao oppa, it's been a while" she smiled
"Hey" Zico said
"How have you been? You are taller than last time" I tried to smile
"Of course I'm gonna surpass you. Were is that tall guy the one that looks pissed?" Zico wandered
"I don't know" I smiled
Seolhyun sat beside me and stared at me for a while
"Oppa can we go and play to your house when we are done?" She smiled
"Well I don't have anything to do. So ask your managers first, ok." I smiled
"I never said I was going" Zico scoffed
"Well you are already calling your manager" she laughed
"Shut up" he blushed
I went inside the Ceo's office when his secretary call me
"Oh Tao, have a sit. I have some news for you" the CEO smiled
"What is it sir?" I asked
"Well I think you are ready to debut. So congratulations. You will debut in Seoul's fashion week in two weeks" He said
"Thank you sir" I bowed politly
"Tao do you know where Kris is?" he asked me
"I haven't talk to him since he left" I sighed
"I see...well I'll be honest with you. he was the one that begged me for your debut and for you to live alone" he said while staring at me
Why did he do that?
It's not like I mean something to him
"He never asked for anything in his life. He didn't even asked me to be a model. Kris was always a lonely kid but after he met you, he changed. He finally smiled and he was being his truly self. I'm grateful to you if it wasn't for you, he wouldn't have open up to anyone" He smile sadly
If the CEO doesn't know then where is he?
Forget him, he is none of my business
I got out of the elevator, I was about to open the door of my house when I saw 3 individuals infront of my house.
"I get why are they here but what are you doing here?" I glared at Kendall Jenner
"Well since I'm your friend too I wanted to see you. Plus tomorrow I'll go back to the States. So what happend? You look greener than usual" she yawned
" Do you guys think I don't have friends?" I snorted
"Yeah" the three nodded
"Well being a friends with kids it's pathetic" Zico laughed
"You were so excited that you even brough cakes to share. You should give up on oppa he already likes Kris hyung" Seolhyun teased him
"Tch and they say you are a sweet angel" he pouted
"So what happend?" Jenner asked while eating one of the cupcakes
"Nothing he is gone and I'm happy. You know after all I deceived myself all this time. He was just a selfish narcissist insensitive bastard" I smiled forcely
"Says who... you or others?" She asked
I shrugged
"Tao I know him for a long time and yeah he can be like that but he was honest with you. I know he confessed to you but you doubt his feelings" She looked sad
"I can't take that seriously. He never told me once" I laughed
"Then what about you. You didn't tell him either. You know how proud he is. But he finally told you. He was serious" She insisted
"Well even if that's true it's all over now. I hurt him. ok. I blamed him for everything. It's my fault" I cried
"Oppa no matter how hard we try not to... we will always hurt the ones we love. Why don't you try to call him?" Seolhyun smiled
"I hate to admit it but you don't look good if he is not here. So bring him back, ok.I don't like stealing someone else's boy" Zico caressed my hair and blush
"This little boy will be such a casanova" Kendall laugh
"He is just a tsundere" Seolhyun laugh
They left after a couple of hours and I found a letter from Kendall.
<< Call him>>
I wanted to but I couldn't bring myself to do it. So I just stay there and stared at my phone wishing to hear his voice but I knew it was already over.
One word can end a fight
One look can save a relationship
One person can change your life
I think the greatest thing you ever taught me is that you can give so much of yourself to someone and it still won't be enough. I'm sorry for thinking you weren't good enough.
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So much drama right?
What will happen next?
Find out in the next chapters.
The story is about to end but don't worry you'll like it....I hope so XD