[Apni aankhein khaali kar de
Kaash tu meri aankhein bhar de
Kaash tu meri aankhein bhar de]
Sanyu was standing in the garden entrance holding her tears so that it couldn't flow through her hazel orbs.
But still it fled like river flows.
She couldn't see her husband like this.
So helpless that he couldn't carry himself till her.
Here randhir was trying very hard to get up from his wheelchair to catch sanyus dupatta which was flying high in the sky.
But in this process he fell down as his knees and nerves didn't support him.
"Aah...." he cried in pain catching his left knee which had a scratch.
It was bleeding.
"Randhirrrr" sanyu cried and ran upto him to support him.
She held him through his shoulder & made him sit on the wheelchair.
His eyes were moist.
He was so helpless so dependent that he cursed his life for that.
[Mere yaara tere gham agar payengeHumein teri hai kasam, hum sanwar jayenge (x2)]
She wiped his tears and hers too.
She carefully viewed his knee and found blood patches.
Blowing some air on it she touched it.
"Aaa uu. ...sanyu dukh raha hai" Randhir winced.
"Sorry sorry" sanyu apologised and ran inside to bring the first aid box.
He smiled at her but suddenly his eyes started flowing as he remembered that dreadful incident and that's when he lost his power to stand upon his feet.
[Do yeh saugaat tum, tto zamaane ki hum
Do yeh saugaat tum, tto zamaane ki humHar khushi se mukar jayenge]
Sandhir married after final year going against their parents.
Like other couples they too went for honeymoon .
It was last day they were shopping something for their friends as they were strictly warned by their friends to bring them gifts.
And they were on streets looking for gifts.
But sanyu being naughty was teasing randhir by playing a prank on him.
Sometimes hiding from him
Sometimes covering his eyes or sometimes handing him to some other girl without even letting him know.
After enough shopping sanyu was busy walking on the road facing her face towards randhir and randhir was behind her holding her bags like a typical husband.
"Sanyu aage dekho ....gaadi aa rahi hai" Randhir warned her but sanyu being so naughty neglected him and started jumping on the road itself making hard for randhir to control her.
"Sanyuuuu" Randhir yelled and jumped on the road and pushed her hard and saved her from the accident.
But unfortunately randhir lose his senses as due to sudden approach his nerves got pressurised and got paralysed from abdomen .
[Hum mar jayenge
Hum mar jayenge]
Sanyu closed her eyes reminiscing that dreadful and unfortunate day which took away her life.
It's been 3 years randhir was sitting on wheelchair doing nothing but painting and sanyu was handling her small business.
"I m sorry....agar main apna bachpana nahi karti toh tum iss halat mei nahi hote" sanyu cried hugging his legs after aiding his knee.
[Mere yaara tere gham agar paayengeHumein teri hai kasam, hum sanwar jayenge]
"Shh sanyu....isme tumhari koi galti nahi hai.
It was all my destiny.
Don't blame urself bcz of my destiny " Randhir pulled her up with his possible strength and wiped her tears.
[Tere kaandhe se hi lag keYaara beete umar saariSocho kaisi hogi kisma
tHua yun tto phir humaariSaare aansoon toh ho tereAur aankhein ho humaari]
"I m sorry randhir. ...sorryy" sanyu hugged him tightly crying her heart out .
Even he wanted to cry but he can't be weak in front of her.
Atleast he can pretend to be strong in front of her but inside her was dying.
Dying for spoiling her life.
Dying to bind her in useless relation.
Dying to use her just because of his selfishness.
[Tere dard humein, jo mile pyaar mein
Tere dard humein jo mile pyaar meinHum khushi se yun bhar jaayenge]
Cupping her face randhir sucked her tears and kissed her forehead lovingly telling her that she needs not to be guilty.
"Randhir hume bhaag ke shaadi nahi karni chahiye thi" sanyu said after breakingthe hug.
Randhir was surprised by her statement.
He didn't got the logic .
[Hum mar jaayenge ho o..Hum mar jaayenge]
"Our parents cursed us randhir. ..
Bohot bura bola sab ne (sobbed)
Maa ne..... (sniff) maa ne bola ki sanyu tu kabhi khush nahi rahegi hume dukh dekar.
Tu tadpegi zindagi bhar.
Papa ne toh...... (she hi cupped ) "
Randhir quickly embraced her in his warm arms.
"Papa ne kaha ki humara pyaar adhura reh jaega....kuch..... (keeping her palm on her mouth ) kuch aisa ho jaega ki tu khushi yon ke liye tadpegi " sanyu cried hugging him so tight.
Even his eyes were flowing remembering same words of his parents and sister.
[Mere yaara tere gham agar paayenge
Humein teri hai kasam, hum sanwar jaayenge]
"Randhir mat jaa uss ladki ke saath.
Kabhi khush nahi rahega tu.
Tadap tadap kar maroge tum dono.
Yeh mera shraap (curse) hai" Randhir's sister said angrily.
"Maa Papa ko dukh dekar tu kabhi sukhi nahi rahega yaad rakh" his mom yelled when he was out of his house.
[Chaahe dukh ho, chaahe sukh hoDil ne tujhko hi pukaaraTune humko hai banaayaTune humko hai sanwaara
Jahaan ko to rab ka hai, humein tera hai sahaara]
"Aisa nahi hota sanyu.
This curse n all are our beliefs" Randhir wiped his tears trying to convince her but he himself knew somewhere their parents curse did affected them.
[Bas tera saath ho, chaahe jo baat hoBas tera saath ho, chaahe jo baat ho
Tere kehne se kar jaayengeHum mar jaayenge ho o..]
"Tum ho naa mere saath randhir.
Kabhi chod ke toh nahi jaoge naa?" Sanyu asked him clutching his shirt as she was feared of losing him.
"Yeh sawal main tumse puchna chahta hu.
Tum reh paaogi naa iss handicap ke saath" Randhir chipped only to get a slap from her.
She was crying badly.
She felt hurt.
How could he think like that.
[Hum mar jaayengeMere yaara tere gham agar paayenge
Humein teri hai kasam, hum sanwar jaayenge]
"Sanyu ruko.....sanyu" rd yelled trying to his wheelchair with a difficulty.
But she ran away like a storm n sat on the couch crying.
"Naraz ho" Randhir finally reached in the house and kept his hand on her back.
She jerked him.
"Achha sorry baba" Randhir caught his ears.
"Phir se ye sab nahi bolunga. .. ok...abhi maafi do" Randhir made a puppy face gaining a smile on her face.
[Mere yaara tere gham agar paayengeHumein teri hai qasam hum sanwar jaayenge]
"Phir kabhi aisa bola toh sach mei chod dungi tumhe.
Aur woh din mere zindagi ka aakhri din hoga.....trust me" her voice was serious
But his eyes started flowing cursing his luck to make their life so miserable.
"I'll never do that sanyu....never ever" saying he latched his lips with her thus promising that he will never chip those words again.
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