one,
two,
three.
now, kitten, you're all tied up,
i hope your wrists don't hurt too much.
i just don't want you to try running away.
i don't want you to try finding a way to burn off,
the barcode.
i don't want you to hate me,
although i think you do.
especially after you repeat it,
every time i take off your gag.
you know how much that displeases me,
and it's such a shame that i have to repeat myself.
i wonder if you want more punishments,
if you want me to hurt you more.
i don't want to think of hurting you though.
i never planned on it.
but jimin, people change their minds.
you definitely have changed my mind.
i thought after all the talking we did,
and all the acting i did,
that you would love me.
just as much as i love you.
then again, maybe you did,
maybe you just don't like that i took you away,
from everyone else.
it was for your own good,
the rest would try and take you away from me.
you know i wouldn't let that happen.
"i just can't seem to understand why you
like to struggle so much.
you know i'm not letting you out.
not now,
not ever."
he only stares at me when i talk to him.
my darling, i wish i could let you speak.
i just don't want to put up with your hurtful words.
so i've decided to be nice,
to take off your ball gag,
and replace the old noise cancellation device.
with my lips.
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y'all i fELL DOWN THE STAIRS TRYING TO PUBLISH THIS AND IM STILL CURRENTLY WHEEZING ON THE FLOOR