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some people think it's easy,
just to be forgotten.
to forget.
like jimin thinks he can forget me,
so i remind him of the now faded,
black mark on his arm.
at the same time, he's just not talkative.
or use to me.
it is only his 7th day here.
i've debated so many times on telling him.
yet, i don't know if i want to end off
any form of life still left in his beautiful body.
so i stay quiet, as in not telling him anything that would ruin his perception about me.
he has just started to kiss me back.
i've just started to let him wander more,
but only in the cellar i'm keeping him.
i can't risk losing my most prized possession.
the look in his eyes is less frightened when he sees me.
he's more calm when he hears me yelling at the late night visitors
and most importantly,
he takes his punishments like a good kitten should.
if he makes silly mistakes still.
it's always a beautiful thing when you get to know someone before taking them all for yourself.
they give into you quicker.
they stop asking the questions that have been repeating in their mind since day one.
they lose track of days, of time, they just simply do not care enough to try.
no fighting back.
no talking back.
no punishments.
that's the exact reason i knew jimin would be perfect to finish off the set of barcodes.
he's so vulnerable.
he can't do anything but sit on his worn out, old, dirty mattress scattered with filth from my old kitten's and learn to love me.
the rest of them did,
but they were misbehaved and used me.
played with me.
they wanted out,
i didn't want that.
why would i let any of my precious kittens leave?
i guess they were too stupid to remind themselves of the barcode.
they all were told it was just to make sure,
they loved me.
that they would never leave me until i got sick of them after 10 days of constant whining,
they all knew that i hated it!
i hated their stubbornness and everything about their attitude.
bad kittens.
i guess they were just too blind to see that i did mean it when i said there is no leaving,
unless i made them leave.
but they never liked that game.
maybe it's because i always won.
don't worry though my sweet jimin,
i don't want to play that game with you.
all you have to do is love me.
i thank you for being so quiet and good,
but you have been emotionless lately.
i don't like that.
i guess we will just have to try kissing and
touching all over again.
✍︎
i shouldn't write when i'm sad , it turns out so bad. but anyways, these past two chapters are more of an insight on their mind.
tomorrow's chapter will be pretty interesting.
