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Bernoon
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Nog: kamusta?
Bernoon: nyemas ka hyung
Bernoon: kapag ako pinagsuspetiyahan nila -_-
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Nog: manahimik ka nalang
Bernoon: nasan ka na?
Nog: nakaupo dito
Bernoon: saan nga -__-
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Nog: somewhere kung saan nakikita ko si wonwoo
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Bernoon: NASA SINEHAN KA???!
Nog: LOL PANO MO NALAMAN
Bernoon: niyaya ako ni Boo eh but i didnt join
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Bernoon: alam mo sa ginagawa mong 'yan mas mamimiss mo siya :"( ewan ko ba kung creepy ka o sweet eh
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Nog: di naman mawawala yung fact na yun at FYI SWEET AKO
Bernoon: mag iisang linggo na hindi mo pa siya kinocontact :/
Nog: ayoko
Bernoon: our friends are mad again
Bernoon: blinock mo na naman sila kaya riot ngayon sa gc, may nalalaman ka pang leave jan -___- bat naman dinamay mo pa yung sa ating pito nina hoshi hyung? Pati ba sila kakalimutan mo?
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Nog: of course not! Pano ko kayo makakalimutan aber? Im just blocking you guys kasi wala na namang saysay yung pagchachat through phone or other gadgets. Pwede niyo pa naman akong tawagan ;)) ikaw lang pala pwede because the others dont know
Bernoon: eh kasi naman hyung, yun yung parang nagiging dating sa kanila, sa amin. Parang gusto mo talaga kaming mawala sa buhay mo
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Nog: hindi naman sa ganun grabe, alam mo naman ang mangyayari sakin eh
Bernoon: you know, mas gusto ko pang saktan mo si wonu hyung and the rest by telling him the truth kaysa paasahin mo na babalik ka uli at hindi mo kausapin for a period of time
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Bernoon: with all due respect, nakakainis ka kasi na nakakaawa hyung. Baka isipin mong biased ako hah alam mo namang marami kami, boto kami sa inyo at bestfriend kita
Bernoon: we love you kaya nakakainis
Nog: i know
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Bernoon: no you dont, hindi mo alam kung gaano ka namin kamahal at gaano kahalaga yung konting oras na nakilala ka namin lalo na nung barkada nina Kwan
Bernoon: lalo na siya hyung
Bernoon: he loves you kaya mas nakakainis
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Bernoon: he loves you and he deserves to know everything before you fucking leave him para naman di siya magmukhang tanga
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Bernoon: hyung, imagine
Bernoon: ikaw si wonu hyung
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Bernoon: you love someone so much, you've been hurt so much, napaka unpredictable nung taong mahal mo, he left you and came back, tinapon niya pa yung friendship niyo, umamin ka na't lahat lahat pero hindi ka pa rin pinaboran ng langit
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Bernoon: blinock ka pa tas hindi pinansin for who knows how long
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Bernoon: tapos one night nagkaayos kayo, nag-usap kayo
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Bernoon: he kissed you and everything
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Bernoon: he touched you
Bernoon: you say you missed him and he tells you he missed you too
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Bernoon: ikaw naman, asadong asado kasi ang tagal mo nang hinihintay yung taong yun and now he has finally made a move
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Bernoon: you're freakin' hoping now
Bernoon: kasi ang saya mo eh, ramdam mo na minamahal ka niya eh kasi namiss ka daw niya
Bernoon: kaso may malaking ATA hyung, sa lahat ng naiisip mo may ATA, BAKA okaya SIGURO
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Bernoon: "minamahal niya ATA ako" because the bastard didn't even said 'I love you' once so "maybe lang, pero BAKA hindi talaga"
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Bernoon: "minahal niya SIGURO ako kasi hinalikan niya ako eh, pero ngayon hindi ko manlang siya macontact kaya baka lang."
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Nog: I do love him, always
Bernoon: fuck that shit hyung
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Bernoon: mahal mo? Bakit hindi mo sabihin? The promise, what happened? Bakit mo iiwan eh mahal mo nga? Bakit ka aalis? Because you don't want to hurt him? Don't give me that bullshit
Bernoon: you're just running because you're afraid
Bernoon: saan ka ba takot?
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Bernoon: kung ako si Wonu hyung di ako magpapakatanga sayo eh
Bernoon: bakit, sino ka ba?
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Bernoon: sino ka para halikan siya? You're not even a friend of his anymore, strangers nalang uli kayo before that night happened right? Nakakaawa sitwasyon mo hyung.
Bernoon: hyung matanong ko nga
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Bernoon: gago ka ba?
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Bernoon: kasi bakit mo pa ginawa yun? Bat mo pa hinalikan? Ano goodbye kiss ganun?
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Nog: lasing ako vernon
Bernoon: kahit lasing ka, ikaw yung taong alam ang ginagawa niya kapag lasing siya tama ako diba? Lasing ka but the you is still wide awake inside.
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Bernoon: seen. I guess that's a yes.
Bernoon: so bakit mo nga ginawa?
Nog: hindi ko alam
Bernoon: para makachansing? Para paasahin yung tao? Naisip mo ba "last time ko na siyang makikita kaya dapat sulitin ko na 'to"
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Bernoon: or does your inner self says "i love you, i miss you, gusto kong iparamdam yun kahit isang beses lang", iyon 'yon diba? You did it for him or for yourself? I bet its for the both of you.
Bernoon: you want him to feel it kahit isang beses. Yung feelings na hindi na maibabalik kapag umalis ka
Bernoon: and you yourself did that because you want to have peace somehow. Peace na matatamo mo lang kapag naparamdam mo na kay Wonwoo hyung na minahal mo siya, i can tell by how Wonu hyung described that kiss to Kwan
Bernoon: he said it was passionate and you're eyes are sad pero baka daw iniimagine niya lang
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Bernoon: i know you trust me, kaya sinabi mo sakin lahat kasi pinagkakatiwalaan mo ako
Bernoon: i just can't bare to watch anymore
Bernoon: buti kasi kung hindi kayo seryoso sa walang 'label' na relasyon niyo, kaso malala na kayo eh at naaapektuhan lahat dahil sayo hyung
Bernoon: im not saying na nagiging pabigat ka at perwisyo samin, im just saying hindi lang si wonu hyung ang nasasaktan, lahat silang magkakaibigan including me
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Bernoon: paano na si wonu hyung pag wala ka na? Isang buwan nga lang na wala ka halos di na ngumiti yun eh
Bernoon: pano na ang tropa natin? Wala nang maitim, wala na kaming kaasaran, kulang na kami. Wala na yung kaibigan naming maasahan.
Bernoon: pano sina kwan? For sure malungkot ang mga yun kapag malungkot si wonu hyung.
Nog: i see your point but
Nog: sabihin mo nga in 40 or less words
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Bernoon: i hate you, ang haba ng sinabi ko eh -_-
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Bernoon: mahal mo siya, mahal ka niya. Bakit hindi mo nalang sabihin at magpaalam ka sa lahat ng maayos kaysa umalis using your lame excuse na magpapagamot ka? Pwede naman dito nalang sa atin magpagaling ah.
Nog: salamat sa pagpapaalala sa akin vernon and for the advice
Nog: pero may hindi pa ako sinasabi sayo
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Bernoon: ano
Nog: kapag wala ako, maayos na ang lahat
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Bernoon: ur not gonna die are you?
Nog: hmmm ewan
Bernoon: then what the fuck does that even mean
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Nog: you'll know
Nog: sa una sobrang gulo, but in the end all of you will get a happy ending and you will understand
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Nog: for now, kakabisaduhin ko muna ang mga mukha ninyo, i'll miss all of you
Nog: kahit anong mangyari huwag na huwag mong iisipin na tinatakasan ko lang lahat
Nog: remember im doing this for all of us para matama ko yung mali ko
Bernoon: whuuut? Anong mali mo?
Nog: sinaktan ko si wonu at sasaktan ko na naman ata siya haha i need this to be the last time he'll feel pain because of me so let him feel it hansol. Huwag kang gagawa ng kagaguhan para hindi niya maramdaman 'to. Let him cry. Let him be sad. Yun lang yung paraan para makita niya.
Bernoon: anong sinasabi mo hyung -___- i can't understand anong makikita niya putek
Nog: just dont do anything, just watch. For now, that's your role. You'll be my eyes while im gone
Bernoon: uhmm...well okay
Nog: stay quiet
Nog: ang saya malecture ng mas bata sakin hahaha thanks bro :))
Bernoon: you're always welcome
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Bernoon: wonu has been asking for your contact info for a while now, ibibigay ko ba? Ako lang ata meron nung bago mong number eh
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Nog: tingin mo? Im not being sarcastic! Iboblock ko rin naman kasi siya, so i think its better not to...
Bernoon: hays
Bernoon: fine.
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