Today, 02.43am
Evan Dollar: hey r u sleepin
Evan Dollar: gray is
Evan Dollar: i cant
Me: hey i'm not
Me: me neither
Evan Dollar: why aren't u sleeping
Me: me ugh idk
Me: insomnia ig? wby
Me: usually Nina would stay up w me but
she was tired the whole day
Evan Dollar: same for gray
Evan Dollar: and insomnia too,
also late night thoughts
Me: i have em too
Me: twins
Evan Dollar: i already have one
Evan Dollar: what are you thinking about
Me: whatever you're thinking about
Evan Dollar: tell me, talk to me
Me: i don't wanna talk
Me: no one understands
Me: no one listens
Me: no one cares
Me: but everyone leaves
Evan Dollar: how do you know i will
Me: because everyone does
Evan Dollar: i'm not like everyone
Me: don't let me hope just to be
disappointed again
Me: i just want an escape
Evan Dollar: i can be your escape
Me: what if when i cry you aren't there
Me: if i need you and you aren't there
Ethan♥: i would do whatever i could do
Ethan♥: i will find a way to be there
Ethan♥: that day when you came over after Gray and Nina
started dating, i knew that you're
hiding something
Ethan♥: but i won't push the buttons
Ethan♥: i'll be your friend anytime
Me: i can't do it
Me: i can't care
Me: i just want to cry
Ethan♥: go cry, it'll make you feel better
Ethan♥: nobody does it like you do
Me: u will have to deserve to be my friend
Me: i'm sorry for being this way
Me: i just wanna go and hide somewhere
Ethan♥: i'll run away and hide with you
Ethan♥: don't be sorry
Ethan♥: i promise i will deserve it
Ethan♥: because i feel the same
Ethan♥: and i don't want you to feel like that
Me: i appreciate that
Me: ty for telling me something i won't forget
Me: but you might have to tell me again
Ethan♥: ofc
Ethan♥: you'll see i'm not like others
Ethan♥: i'm a loner, i'm not entirely here
Ethan♥: half of me has disappeard
Me: i feel the same
Me: Goodnight E
Ethan♥: goodnight mannie♥
√√Delivered, 03.27am
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Mannie's fav song:)
Written: 15th March 2017
Published: 06th April 2017
Words: 384