So, I was going through my dms and I found myself reading my old conversations with my ex girlfriend.
😂😂😂 There's plenty of more where that came from, but those are just some of my favorite conversations. If she has a problem with me posting these, then I'll delete them, but I just wanted to basically show people how amazing our relationship APPEARED at times, but this is where the shit takes a huge turn.
for months, I've been hurting norey and I've been feeding her these words about how much I love her and how much I wanted to be with her and how I would never hurt her. Was I Lying? HELL NO, I wanted to make her happy and I wanted to make her my only priority, but I kept letting her down and I kept creating something with her knowing that she had feelings for me only to have me go back to my Ex..just a few days later.
Every time that I came back into her life she always forgave me as if nothing ever happened and she'd never fight with me or throw hatred towards me even when she KNOWS that I DESERVE IT.
I've did nothing but hurt this girl for the longest of times and she's always been faithful and loyal to her. BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING, NOOOO. I never cheated on her, but I was just an asshole who played with her feelings without any explanations once so ever and I was wrong for it.
you can't tell someone that you love them and then stop talking to them, gets back with your ex and act like shit is all rainbows and unicorns because it's not.
sooooo to all of my readers.. I'm letting you know that I'm not that amazing person that you probably think I am. I'm a cold hearted bitch sometimes and I've done hella damage to so many people, but I FEEL AS IF SHE DESERVES THE MOST APOLOGIZES FOR PUTTING UP WITH MY BULL SHIT.
I don't know if she still loves me, but I always asked her why she loved me. I just didn't understand why she could want someone who did nothing but hurt her and leave her..she just loved me and I took advantage of that, so NOREY.. I'm sorry for everything.
you might not care.
u may not forgive me.
you may hate me.
but, I don't regret you or anything that we did have in the past.
I'm not gonna ask for another chance because I don't want it or deserve it.
I want you to be happy. soooo..I guess this is it.
I care about you and I would like for you to forgive me one day, not now.. just one day