A/N: nothing important but this is a long chapter and I made a new cover for this one, and the other two books I published:) if you haven't seen it
• Emily's POV • (1 day later)
I look around and the room my empty. So I just sat there on the bed doing nothing. I look around again and I got my phone, I turn it on and I go through my social media.
...........
I couple of hours went by and there were doctors walking by, and nurses coming in and out. It was getting annoying.
I was bored the whole day so I just decided to get up and change because I can finally leave and I could go see Johnson.
"Emily"
I heard someone say and it was Jack....G...
"What happened?"
I asked putting my shirt down, he looked at me for a bit then I saw Isla come in and she looked at Jack
"Guys, what happened your scarring me"
I said worried, and I just saw Isla shake her head with her eyes tearing and left the room, and it looked like if she was hugging someone, maybe it was Matthew.
"Come"
He said sitting in the bed clearing his voice, and I sat down next to him
"Emily, first thing first, your going to have to breath ok, try to calm down alright"
Jack said and I was confused
"Well I'm calm right now but ok"
I giggled but he was serious. He put his hands out and I placed mines on top of his.
"Emily, just trust me you'll be fine either way you won't be"
He said and I started to get worried
"Just tell me I'm already getting scared"
I said looking at him and he looked down took a deep breath in and looked back at me
"Jack, isn't here no more..."
He said
"He left the hospital, ok good I got scared there for a moment"
I said in relief
"No Emily, Jack is gone, he passed away"
He said and his eyes got watery
"No, that can't be true, he needs to be here still he can't be gone,"
I said and he looked down
"I'm sorry Emily"
He said and my eyes started to tear up...
"No Jack, No no no no no no"
I said and I cried and jack hugged me and I felt a drop on my shoulder which was probably a tear but I didn't care
"Why?"
I say with my voice cracking
"I don't know Em I don't know, just breath ok"
He said pulling away and he looked at me and his eyes were tearing, I tried but I couldn't and I started to cry my heart out. This can't be happening
"Emily please try to calm down,"
He said putting his hands on my shoulder and we both started to breath in and out.
We stood quiet there, and I was looking down at the floor. While a tear came down my cheek and at this moment I felt nothing I was serious and I felt Jack look up at me but I didn't turn.
"Emily look at me"
He said and I slowly turned to him and once I did he wiped away the tear.
"Everything will be ok, even if you think it's not alright...we can do this, me you Isla, Matthew..even Carter and Sammy."
He said and I looked away again
"Emily"
He said and I looked back at him.
"It's going to be ok, I don't care how many times I say that-"
He said until we hear running outside the door and Isla came in out of breath
"What's wrong"
Gilinsky said looking at me
"It's Johnson..."
She said looking at jack then at me then I looked at jack and he looked at me
"Come,"
She said and I didn't want to get up because I felt nothing at all and I felt emo...
"Come on, we at least have to say bye ok"
He said and I nodded I stood up and we started to walk outside my room,
He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and we continued walking.
I made a couple turns and We stopped I looked at the room number and the name 'Room 310-Johnson, Jack E.'
"Come on Emily"
Isla said grabbing my hand and she pulled me towards the door and I walked in slowly and I saw him there on the bed with cuts on his face and some on his hands, I just started to cry again and I walked out.
"I can't do it, I can't look at him like that now that he's gone"
I said crying and I sat down on the ground
"Emily please, we have to no matter what, come on at least he's somewhere better with no drama"
G said and I just nodded and I got up slowly because of my back and I whipped away my tears and I walked inside again with Jack though.
It was so quiet inside and I saw Jack once again on the bed. Jack Went and sat down in a chair that was next to the bed and he just looked at him and got his hand
"It was a crazy experience knowing you Johnson, all of these years we've know each other, I'm gonna miss you my brother"
He said and got up and looked at me
"Come on"
He said and I walked up to him
"I'll leave you alone alright I'll be outside from the door"
He said leaving and I heard the door close. I moved the chair and I sat on the bed I looked at him and he didn't have anything on him it's like if he just at his own bed asleep with no mask or whatever.
"Why did you have to go Jack, why, what happened, I know you can't possibly hear me at all but if your here listening to me just know that my parents are with you too, you can be with them and get to know them"
I say to myself
"And I hope my parents like you if they met you"
I said with a smile looking up and I looked back at Johnson without hesitation I just lied down next to him, yes I know it's weird but I just did without even thinking about it
"I miss you Jack,"
I say crying it felt weird because this time I didn't feel his chest moving up and down and I didn't like it.
"This should of been me, I should've been the one gone not you, you didn't deserve this, I got shot an you didn't"
I say getting up holding his and and I took a deep breath in and out
"I-I love you Jack"
I said with a weak smile and I cried
"I wish you can just say it back, and I would be alright, a little"
I said looking at his face
"Bye Jack"
I said crying and I walked away letting his had go little by little until I let go and I just cried and got on my knees and cried
I was so sad, my love of my life passed away, I have no one to love no more which isn't a bad thing but someone I loved is gone and I can't do anything about it no more...
"Emily."
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