MEDIA.
( CHAPTER TEN. )
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babygirl mara 💓
is typing . . .
im scared
im actually so fucking scared right now, bob
you wanna know why?
because i realised something
i realised that best friends aren't supposed to look at each like that
i realised that best friend just don't care for each other the way i care for you
i realised that best friends don't wish the others hand was in there's all the time
i realised that best friends, aren't what we are
we're so much more than that
god, how did we not notice?
maybe you did, and just didn't tell me
i have so many questions, like do you feel the way i do for you?
im so fucking terrified, because i've never felt this way before. i thought this was how best friends cared for each other, but then i looked at marie and saw marie, and i look at you and see a future, a future with us, and i realised that best friends don't look at each other the way i look at you.
all this time, i thought you were my friend, and what i didn't realise was that you were so much more, and that i was slowly falling in love with you.
im in love with you.
and i didn't even notice. im so sorry.
i hate this, i hate loving you. i hate that i don't actually hate loving you. i hate myself, for not realising this before
i love you bob, and im fucking terrified.
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babygirl mara 💓
is typing . . .
can we talk?
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Y'ALL MY LOVE IS CURRENTLY DIRECTED TO AN ANIMATED FILM AND I DONT EVEN CARE ITS AMAZING FIGHT ME
also hi mara realised her feelings finally smh about time mara. thoughts?? opinions?? lemme know my loves
— maddie aka lukesyoutube