Chapter 5: He kinda smells good
^^ Wild at the top
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I scream.
I scream louder than I did in class, I scream louder than I did when a guy first touched me, I screamed louder than when Terrance left me at a random house with bad people.
Evan jumps in surprise at the sudden sound and drops me. I scramble around the tiled floor like a chicken and run away. I run faster than I ever did before.
"Wait!" Evan yells, he tries to catch me but I run faster.
I do the trick of filling your lungs with air by breathing in by my nose and breathing out by my mouth. I run into a random room and lock the door, luckily it was the girls bathroom.
I lock myself in a bathroom stall and breathe heavily. His dark mysterious eyes, and his scary bad boy front. Everything about him scared me more than any other male has before. He's just a bad boy jerk, and above that he could be a deliquent. A player, imbecile, every other worst name in the book. He's dangerous and I need to stay away. Well obviously I will, I stay away from all males.
The bell rings and I force myself to finish the rest of the day, after school I walk back home and rush into my room. It's not going to be okay, it's just going to get worse if Evan continues to run into me and smirking at me like an idiot.
I hate him.
I look up and see a pair of scissors sitting on my dresser. Shaking my head I stand up and go to the bathroom to take a quick shower.
"Hello?" I hear a knock on the door, quickly I wash the shampoo out of my hair and jump out of the shower, wrapping a towel around my wet body.
I open the door to see Richelle standing there with a huge smile on her face.
"Hey hun! I just wanted to let you know that my co worker and her kids are coming over in a couple of hours. So I'm letting you stay in your room the whole time because there's a boy your age. But I do want you to say hello to them, then you may do whatever you want." Richelle smiles widely, she sure does smile a lot.
"Yeah sure." I grumble and shut the door in her face, today is not my day.
I dry my hair and get dressed in a big grey sweater and boyfriend skinny jeans. I put in my favorite earrings and slip on my black combat boots.
"There." I sigh.
"Hun they're here! Come down please!" Richelle knocks on my door and walks away, quickly I stand up wipe away the tears and run downstairs.
"Honey this is Mrs, Shepards. And this is her son Evan."
Shit.
"Oh so this is the foster girl?" Mrs, Shepards asks pointing at me as if I were an object.
"Foster girl? I have a name." I snap and cross my arms, ignoring Evan's presence. One look at him will have me hyperventilating.
"Oh, sorry dear. Wren, right?"
"It's Wild." I spit, suddenly the smell of Evan's cologne hits my nose, he kinda smells good. His presence soon has me breathing heavily, right when I was doing well. His eyes, danger.
"D-Danger." I shake my head and run up the stairs.
There's a male downstairs.
A male.
I slam my door and sit on the floor, bawling my eyes out. I can never live like everyone else. I'm horrifying, broken glass that nobody wants to touch. I look in my mirror and instantly shutter in disgust.
"No." I shake my head, I grab my hair and hold it back as I kneel down to the toilet and throw up the food I ate for lunch.
This day keeps getting better and better.
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"Honey are you okay? I heard someone throwing up!" Richelle rushes into the room with Mrs, Shepards behind her. Her frantic face would have me slapping my knee in laughter but this isn't the moment.
"I'm fine." I mutter and sit down on my bed, my eyes focused on the posters of Ronny Radke and Kellin Quinn.
"Wild, I want you to look at me." Richelle states, mustering up my courage I look her dead in the eye with a killer look "I want you out." I say slowly.
Richelle gives me a disapproving look, shakes her head and shuts the door.
"Why me?" I whisper, needing some kind of relief in the pain.
"Screw it." I sigh and pick up the scissors sitting on my dresser.
Just as I place the metal on my skin, "What're you doing?" Evan asks.
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i just finished my other book "Saving Him" and "Superstar Meets The Alpha" which means... I get to update this book more! yay more writing time! hope u liked it xoxo