Borderline

Boderline Bad

I think i feel like this BECAUSE i feel im a half angel half demon, or fallen angel, but maybe im not, maybe we all are like this, but i used to threaten to rip the throats out of others, or even try to attack them, and when i scratched people i left marks that burned, like i had posion in my nails, I've learned and try to control it, but when im in my worst state of depression, i get super mad, and try to hurt others for no reason, maybe i should ask for help, but everyone would think I'm insane , so i believe I'm well, and it does seem to be fading, after all this time, years of it but it comes back every now and then if someone effects me in a bad way , but I've learned to wipe those murderous thoughts clear and become a good person but....i feel my depression makes me live trapped but maybe im not, maybe ive got someone to help.