Im borderline happy, but at the same time im borderline sad, so why do i feel like that sadness is taking over? Why do i feel so alone when im surrounded by friends? Well I'll tell you, I'm getting worse day by day and my friend just dont know how to help , not even my closest friend can help me now. My name is, well i dont even want to know my name anymore, i just want to be alone, bitni dont at the same time. I wonder if any one understands. Sometimes i want to end my life , and it always ends up where im not able to, something or someone stops me...
