i want to draw
every single sorrow
every single tear
every single thought
that haunts my every step
but i am just a writer
and i do not draw too well
and when i draw, i draw
faces, faces, of many different races
i give them personalities
because mine is uncertain
and my mind is racing
and all i can do is write
so i put pencil to paper and
draw out the demons
residing within me
in miserable faces
and i think the faces i draw
reflect how i truly feel
is it just me or am i dreaming?
all i can do is write
and everything else
seems so unfocused
all i can do is draw
and pretend that i'm alright
but really, i'm not sure
if i'll get much sleep tonight