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Camila: HELLO BABY
(4:34 PM)
Camila: Do I look okay?
(4:34 PM)
Camila: Picture MSG attached
(4:34 PM)
Lauren: You're so hot
(4:36 PM)
Lauren: You look perfect
(4:36 PM)
Lauren: You always look perfect
(4:36 PM)
Camila: What are you wearing tonight?
(4:37 PM)
Camila: I wanna make sure we don't clash
(4:37 PM)
Lauren: We won't
(4:38 PM)
Lauren: Picture MSG attached
(4:38 PM)
Camila: BABY
(4:40 PM)
Camila: I LOVE YOU
(4:40 PM)
Camila: SO HOT SO SEXY HNNNNG TAKE ME IN THE BACKSEAT OF YOUR CAR
(4:41 PM)
Lauren: Haha, simmer down weirdo
(3:42 PM)
Lauren: Tell DJ to stay at your place, Mani is coming with me to pick her up and take her on a date tonight too
(4:42 PM)
Camila: Got it, she'll stay put
(4:43 PM)
Camila: See you soon?
(4:43 PM)
Lauren: Leaving now
(4:44 PM)
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"We're bowling?" Camila asked with a laugh as her and Lauren walked into the bowling alley.
Lauren shifted nervously beside her, "Is that okay?" Lauren bit her lip and tried to gauge Camila's reaction, "I figured we could eat some pizza and bowl and maybe play some arcade games and it's stupid, now that I say it out loud. I don't kn-"
Camila smiled at Lauren's rambling and as soon as doubt started to fill the older girl's mind Camila grabbed her by the waist and pulled her into a deep kiss. "Baby, it's perfect," she said as she pulled back with a large smile on her face. "And just so you know, I'm a great bowler so prepare to get your ass kicked," Camila giggled, turning with a wink as she walked towards the counter to get herself some bowling shoes.
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Camila: Thank you
(9:01 PM)
Lauren: For?
(9:02 PM)
Camila: Existing
(9:02 PM)
Camila: I love you
(9:03 PM)
Lauren: I love you too
(9:03 PM)
Lauren: Are you okay? By the end of the night you kinda seemed.. Distant?
(9:04 PM)
Camila: Sorry
(9:04 PM)
Camila: I don't want us to break up
(9:04 PM)
Lauren: I wasn't looking for an apology, Camila why would we break up?
(9:04 PM)
Lauren: I just want to know you're okay
(9:04 PM)
Lauren: That we're okay
(9:05 PM)
Camila: We're perfect right now
(9:05 PM)
Camila: I promise
(9:05 PM)
Camila: I'm fine..
(9:05 PM)
Lauren: That's hardly believable babe
(9:06 PM)
Camila: Are your parents still in Orlando?
(9:06 PM)
Lauren: Yes
(9:06 PM)
Camila: Where are Taylor and Chris?
(9:08 PM)
Lauren: Taylor is at a friend's house and Chris like.. Just left.. Why?
(9:08 PM)
Camila: I know you just dropped me off but...
(9:09 PM)
Camila: Can I come over and spend the night?
(9:09 PM)
Lauren: Can you tell me what's wrong?
(9:10 PM)
Camila: I'm not ready
(9:10 PM)
Lauren: To tell me?
(9:12 PM)
Camila: To have sex
(9:12 PM)
Lauren: I know
(9:12 PM)
Camila: But I want to be with you like that, somehow at least one time...
(9:13 PM)
Lauren: What do you mean at least one time??
(9:14 PM)
Lauren: I want to be with you like that too and we will, one day
(9:14 PM)
Camila: I want to give you a reason to remember me
(9:16 PM)
Lauren: I thought I already told you, you're unforgettable, you're not another number to me, is that what this is about? I won't forget you like the other girls, you're not just another girl Camila Cabello
(9:16 PM)
Camila: I've been doing some research
(9:19 PM)
Lauren: Research?
(9:20 PM)
Camila: I wanna give you a physical memory
(9:20 PM)
Lauren: I don't know if I'm following
(9:21 PM)
Camila: I want to do the things you like
(9:22 PM)
Lauren: I don't know what to say, because I'm not entirely sure what we are talking about
(9:23 PM)
Camila: I wanna play a game
(9:25 PM)
Lauren: What?
(9:25 PM)
Camila: Open the door in 20 minutes, the game begins then
(9:25 PM)
Lauren: What?
(9:26 PM)
Lauren: Camz?
(9:31 PM)
Lauren: What's happening?
(9:33 PM)
Lauren: WHAT GAME!?
(9:40 PM)
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"Camz, what's go-" Lauren was cut off with a kiss as soon as she opened the door and just as she was about to deepen the contact, Camila pulled back with a sultry smirk on her face that Lauren had never seen before. "Camz?" Camila moved quickly, walking backwards and pulling Lauren with her, up the stairs, slowly with her fingers hooked around the belt loops of Lauren's jeans and the look in Camila's eyes told her not to ask any more questions, but to follow the younger girl's lead instead.
Lauren's bedroom door was shut and Lauren was pressed against it hard, with Camila pushed against her, her hands fumbling to take Lauren's pants off while not breaking the kiss and when she had successfully managed to push the jeans over Lauren's hips, she stood back and watched Lauren shimmy out of them. "Stop," Camila said sternly as soon as Lauren was left in nothing but her over-sized white shirt and underwear. "Take your shirt off," Camila ordered and the rough raspy tone in her voice excited something inside of Lauren so she did as she was told. "Bra and underwear too," Camila said as she watched Lauren comply with her demands, her eyes memorizing every inch of Lauren's skin. "Bed," she mumbled, stepping forward to kiss Lauren once more as she lead her to the bed, turning Lauren so her knees hit the side of the mattress. "Lay down," she whispered, her voice softer and more loving and when Lauren nodded and did as she was told Camila bit her lip and took in the sight of a very exposed Lauren. "There's one rule to the game, you touch me, I stop. Hands can touch the bed, the pillows, the blankets, anything but me, you touch me, I stop."
"Okay," Lauren husked, her words barely audible as she watched Camila crawl on top of her her lips finding their way to Lauren's neck, sucking and biting on tender skin and when Lauren moaned as Camila reached the sweet spot on her neck, just above her collarbone Lauren's hands instinctively went to Camila's hair and as she said she would. Camila stopped. "Baby, don't-"
"Hands to the side Lauren," Camila grinned and Lauren swallowed thickly removing her hands from Camila's hair and as soon as the contact was lost, Camila continued.
The two of them stopping and restarting every time Lauren broke the rule and Camila decided she loved that Lauren was a quick learner when she saw from her position between her girlfriend's legs, just how white Lauren's knuckles were turning as she gripped her comforter fighting the urge to touch Camila.
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Lauren: Where did you go?
(10:54 PM)
Camila: Backyard, come lay with me?
(10:55 PM)
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"I thought for a minute that you left." Lauren admitted as she sunk down into the hammock next to Camila, "I came out of the bathroom and you were gone."
"I don't want to leave you," Camila whispered as she turned and carefully snuggled into Lauren's side, her arm wrapped around the girl's middle and her words sounding more like a promise than just a reply to what Lauren had said. "Was I okay? Was that-"
"I don't know where that came from," Lauren said with a small laugh. "But it was more than okay, that was wow, Camila you're wow and I love you, my God I love you," Lauren told her as she planted a kiss on Camila's forehead just below her hairline.
"I liked it, doing that, I liked seeing you so undone, it was nice to get the chance to see you like that," Camila admitted sheepishly and Lauren smiled because Camila, the girl who right now looked so unsure of herself and so innocent wrapped in Lauren's sweatpants and an old sweater had looked so much older and so in charge just fifteen minutes earlier and Lauren loved that she got to see all the sides Camila had to offer. "I love you so much, please don't forget that," Camila said as she pressed her lips against Lauren's shoulder.
"Are you sure you're okay?" Lauren asked when she felt a tear hit her shoulder. "Camz, there's something going on and I would really like to know, because you're starting to scare me with the tears," she said honestly, her heart shattering to a million tiny pieces and her world crumbling down the minute Camila finally spoke, breaking the beat of silence that had passed between them.
"I'm moving to California," Camila finally cried out. "My Dad got a new job, he told me today after school, we leave next Saturday."