(Preface)
What I've done was either a way of showing valiance or a mark of asininity that got me into this authentic nightmare.
I was wrong. Everything important to me wasn't almost destroyed. Everything important to me already got destroyed. Now, how will I ever live through this?
I wish they just left me dead. It would've been better if I was dead. There will be no one dying in my hands again if they only left me dead. But they kept me alive. And I'm scared, not of it but of what it will cost. I'm scared of the people who'll be paying for this and I'll be in the front row as I watch innocent people suffer.
Not even all of the team combined might withstand it. But I'm still alive. Though, I'm barely breathing. And I might be the biggest key to withstand it.
There is one thing I have in mind, though:
Who will live?