I got up from where I was sitting. We were once again on the road. I don't really want to get into detail about the lab. Lets just say things blew up.
Rick and the whole crew including Alex we were on the road again. We were on a high way. One with hella cars. We've been on this high for about two days now. We've been trying to find a way forward and not a way back cause we don't have enough fuel.
I looked forward to the sea of abandoned cars. We are probably going to be on this high way longer than we thought. I looked at Rick and he nodded.
Before Shane could speak up I did. "Okay guys look for supplies gather what you can. Who knows how long we're gonna be here." I looked up to see Shane. "Took the words right out my mouth. Little one." He smiled and walked away.
I smiled slightly and shock my head looking down. I still had my vest and my hand gun with a silencer, with my knife and an extra pistol that Rick gave me. I also still had my rifle.
"Mom can I go with Y/N?" I looked back at Carl. Carl and I got along very well. He was like a little brother I never had the chance to have. Lori looked at me and I nodded. Lori and I got along very well. Carl smiled and walked towards me.
"Y/N do you miss Lauren and your group?" I told him about my old group and Lauren not that long ago. I sighed sadly. "Every day." I said looking into a trunk. I felt a small hand grab mine.
"I'll help you find them. I promise." I smiled and looked down at him. He was just like his father. But before I could say anything I heard Rick.
"Get down! Everyone under the cars." I quickly got Carl under the car and going under with him as well. I put my arm around him covering his mouth. I looked and saw walkers a bunch of them to.
After a couple of minutes I looked around and saw that there wasn't any. But I still waited a couple seconds before I came out with Carl.
Then I heard Sofia's screams. I looked back and saw her getting chased into the woods by two walkers. I quickly told Carl to go out. I went out with him Lori coming out as well as she ran to Carl hugging him and making sure he was okay. She did the same thing with me.
"Rick went after Sofia." I looked towards were they ran. Carol was crying. I sighed. "I'm going after them." I said as I started walking towards were they ran off.
"I'm going. I'll go see if I can find them. They shouldn't be too far out." I said as I got ready to go but Shane stopped me. "But Y/N we can't have you missing as well what if they come back and you end up not being able to find your way back." He said looking down at me. "I'll fine my way back Shane don't worry. I'll be back."
I silently made my way into the woods.
After who knows how long of trying to follow their trail. I could point out where they went.
"Hey." I jumped slightly quickly turning around to see Daryl and Rick. But no sign of Sofia.
"She's gone. We don't know where she went." Rick said as he looked guilty. "Yea I'm tryin to see if I could follow her tracks. You two better get back. I'm better off alone." Before Rick and I could argue, Daryl already walked off.
I sighed and looked at Rick. "It's not your fault Rick. We'll find her. I don't know how but we will now come on."
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"Let them enjoy it. We don't see things like every day." I heard Rick say to Shane. Carol and I were admiring a deer. It's so beautiful. I wish I had a camera to capture this moment. I may be seventeen but I still act like a little kid when I want to.
I smiled as Carol tried to get closer. He looked back at me and I smiled encouraging him to get closer.
But then again this moment had to be ruin. There was a loud shot that caused me to jump. I looked at the deer to see it on the floor. I looked to down and saw Carl on the ground.
"No!" I ran to him Rick and Shane doing the same. I looked up to see a man in camo looking at us shooked.
"I-I'm so sorry I didn't see him." I got up looking down at my hands that were covered in blood.
"I know a guy he can help." He said lookind down at Carl. "Where?" Rick said. "Where!?" He yelled. He picked Carl up and the guy in camo told us to follow him.
I looked at Shane and he looked at me we both ran after them.
Rick was running ahead. While the guy in camo was falling behind.
"How far? How far!?" "That way. Talk to Hershel he'll help your boy." I ran faster.
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I helped the big guy up as he fell. "I'm so sorry. I swear I didn't see him." He said looking at me. I could tell he was telling the truth. I nodded.
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Rick was in the house the giving blood since Carl needed blood. I would help I would give my blood but I don't know what kind of blood type I am.
I paced back and forth gripping my rifle. He needs to be okay. I can't lose anyone else.
The girl with short brown hair went to get Lori. I think her name is Maggie.
I got up from where I was sitting which was on the steps. I saw Shane and Otis caring bags. They loaded the truck. "Where you going?" I asked as I followed Shane. "There's some things that Hershel needs Otis here is going to take me there. They said there's a high school that has the supplies that could help Hershel to save Carl." He said looking at me and then Rick who was now behind me.
"I'll go with." I said but Shane shook his head. "No kid you'll stay. Otis said it's too dangerous. Now you'll stay here keep Rick company. He needs you right now. I'll be back. Okay?" I looked at him getting ready to argue but he gave that look. I sighed and looked down.
"Okay. Here. You'll need it." I took off my rifle handing it him with two extra clips that I had. He looked at taking it smiling slightly. "I'll bring it back." "You better. Cause I want it back." I tried joking. He chuckled and nodded. "I will." He got in the truck and they drove away.
I should be going with them. I want to help to. But Shane's right. I need to stay with Rick. I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up to see Rick.
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"Y/N!" I looked up to see Alex. She ran to me bringing me into a hug. "I'm glad you're okay. How's Carl is he okay." She asked checking if I was okay. Then looking at me. "He needs some things to help him so Shane and Otis went out to get the things Hershel needs to help keep Carl alive." She nodded. Pulling me into a hug.
"He'll be fine you'll see." Alex whispered. I wrapped my arms around her neck and nodded.
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I saw the blue truck pull up. I quickly stood up. I've been waiting here on the steps or next to Carl for the past few hours.
"Shane!" He got out limping. I quickly ran to him taking the bags from him wrapping his arm around my shoulder I carried the bags and helped him up the stairs into the house. I then noticed that Otis wasn't with him. I carefully sat him down on the sofa and Alex took the things to Hershel.
"I'll go make sure Otis is okay?" I quickly went to walk outside but stopped when a much bigger hand took a hold of my wrist. I looked down at Shane and saw him shaking his head.
I sat down and looked up to see Patricia Otis's wife helping Hershel with Carl. She's going to be heartbroken.
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I sighed as I looked around the farm. It was a nice a farm. It's been two days since Otis's death.
"Y/N. Glenn and the farmers daughter are going out to the clinic to see if there's any medicine left. Do you want to go with them?" I nodded as Rick lead me to a horse.
I quickly stopped when I saw a horse. The memory of Lauren trying to show how to ride a horse came flooding in.
Flashback
"Okay almost there." I had my hands up in front of me making sure I didn't crash into a anything. Lauren had her hand covering my eyes.
"Okay open." She moved her hands and I opened my eyes. I smiled at the site of the beautiful white horse. I looked at Lauren and she smiled.
"She's beautiful." I said as I admired the horse petting it. "Come on I'm going to show you how to ride one." I quickly turned around. She smiled as she set the setting thing on the horse. "Wait what. Lauren. I don't- Come Y/NN it'll be fun I promise."
I looked at her hesitantly but then nodded. I sighed and nodded. She showed me how to get which was really hard in my opinion.
Once I was on I smiled. "Finally! Okay now get me down." She laughed and shook her head. "We are just starting." She said getting on her black horse. She came to me grabbing the rope thingy and showing me how to ride the horse.
After some time I finally got the hang of it. It's was actually really fun.
"See told you it'd be fun." Lauren said putting the horses back in their stall thingys. I smiled. She came and wrapped her arms around my waist as mine went around her neck.
"Yes it was. Thank you." I said smiling. She smiled and nodded. "Anything for you. And plus you looked hella cute concentrating. And you looked beautiful on that horse. So it's a win win situation." She smiled down at me. I blushed and brought her down for a kiss. She smiled and kissed me back with so much love and passion.
"I love you." I whispered. She looked down at me. With her eyes filled with so much love. "I love you too."
End of Flashback
"Y/N you alright?" I quickly whipped my tears away and nodded.
God how much I missed Lauren. I hope and pray she's okay. But that's not working for Carol. Who's a mother. What makes you it'll work for me.
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