January 2013
I was so mad at you. We were in the honeymoon phase, but you fucking kissed Taylor. I know I was unreasonable but I just loved you so much.
I know you were drunk and she came onto you but I don't think I ever stopped crying.
I remember seeing that picture, it made me think of the song that started this all.
Hey there Hazza, what's it like in New York City? I'm a million miles away but tonight you look like so pretty yes you do, but you are a fucking asshole too, you know it's true.
You came back to our flat the next week to find all my things gone. I was in the Bahama's with Eleanor. I came back and you begged forgiveness. I went to Doncaster instead. But when the paps photographed you crying after they asked you about me I came back.
I still loved you silly. I love you so much.
Always.
-Louis.