My brother Jay came to visit from college and I introduced him to Kevin.
He liked him but I think he could sense something. That something was different with me and I don't know if he saw it as a good thing or a bad thing.
Kevin wanted to take me out tonight and my parents said it was okay so we left around 5.
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I rolled the window down and stuck my head out slightly to let the wind throw my hair in every direction.
I could feel his eyes on me and it made me feel warm.
He looked at me like I was the most beautiful thing he's ever seen.
I looked at him the same way because he was. He is.
We were on the freeway and I didn't know where he was taking me but I had a curfew of 11 pm so it couldn't be too far.
About a half hour later I could see the ocean. I got excited thinking about how romantic it would be for us to go to the beach but knowing Kevin he probably had something else planned.
He pulled into the parking lot for a beach and I was more excited than I should have been because there were only two cars and a lot of space for us on the shore.
I bolted out of the car and ran to the drivers side, jumping up and down.
I forgot he's in a good mood today. I'm excited for what he has planned
"Hurry hurry hurry" I chanted
He chuckled and stared at me through the window.
He finally opened the door and stepped out.
He caressed my face with his thumb and looked down at me.
Oh god I wanted now more than ever to just do him right here.
Today would be the perfect day.
I wonder if that was his plan. Sex on the beach.
I suddenly got extremely nervous and jittery but I was ready.
He lifted me up and carried me down the hill to the shore.
I laughed and kicked my feet.
He set me down and laid a couple of blankets on the ground.
As soon as he was done, he lifted me back up.
He walked us to the water and I started wiggling in his arms.
"Kevin I'm wearing my clothes!" I shouted
"Would you rather take them off?" He smirked
I gave him a stern look
"Do you have your phone?" He asked
"Oh shit I think I left it in the car" I said
"Good" He smirked, dropping me in the ocean.
I gasped and held my breath and stood up as fast as I could.
"You dick!" I shouted
He stood there laughing.
I grabbed his arm and pulled him down into the water
He got up laughing.
I looked down at his body.
He was wearing a white t shirt that was now see through and made me feel.... so good.
As we stood in 3 feet of ocean water, laughing, he grabbed me and pulled me close to him and kissed me.
I tangled my hands in his wet hair like I love to do and pulled him even closer to me.
He picked me back up and carried me back to the sand, gently laying me down on the blanket
We continued to kiss with him on top of me as his hand trailed down to my waist.
I flipped him, making me on top of him and continued kissing him.
I yanked his soaking wet shirt over his head and tossed it on the blanket along with my own.
He stared at my chest and smirked.
"You're feisty today" He chuckled
"Yes. I am" I said, unbuckling his belt and tugging at his pants
"And you're sure." He said
"I'm positive" I smiled
"Good" He said, pulling me back down to kiss him.
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I'm not gonna lie. It hurt pretty fucking bad. It was so uncomfortable but he made it better. It was so romantic. It was as perfect as I imagine the first time can be.
I couldn't have asked for a better experience.
I lied next to him with his arm wrapped around me and my head on his chest.
"I love you, Emma." He said
"I love you too, Kevin." I smiled
"I'm sorry if every other day isn't like today. You need to know who you're involved with." He said
"I know who I'm involved with" I said, sitting up to look at his face
"I'm gonna give you an out. Right here. Right now. I won't be mad at you. I won't chase you. I won't talk you out of it. You can just leave me. I'm not always gonna be in this mood. I'm not always gonna be this romantic. I'm not always gonna be the man of your dreams. So I won't chase you if you leave right now. But if you choose to leave me any other day. I will chase you to the ends of the earth until I get you back." he explained
I could leave. I could go. I could save myself so much pain and destruction. But you know what? I want the pain. I want to be torn apart piece by piece if I know he's the one doing the tearing.
"I feel closer to you now than I have in our whole relationship, Kev. I'm not going anywhere" I assure him
"Are you sure because you saying this means you're stuck with me for life." he said
"Then I guess I'll just have to be stuck with you for life then" I smirked
"Know what you're getting yourself into, Emma." He warned
"I know what I'm getting myself into." I assured once more
"I love you" He said
"I love you" I smiled
He pressed his lips against mine
"I love you" He said again
"I love you" I chuckled
He kissed me again.
"God I love you" He whispered
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We were back in the car with our soaking wet, sandy clothes on and he drove us back to my house.
The music was playing and the vibe was calming.
I stared at him as he drove.
I never paid attention to how beautiful he was.
I never saw how perfect he was.
His looks weren't the reason I fell in love with him it was him.
The beauty I saw in that man was a beauty I wanted to see for the rest of my life.
His jawline was sharp and his cheek bones were pristine. His eyes pierced the rode and his hands gripped the steering wheel the same way they gripped my hips. His body was relaxed and he had a strange glow. He seemed happy.
It's rare to see Kevin genuinely happy.
I wanted to soak it all up.
Everything that happened today because it may be a while until another day like this rolls by.
We pulled up to my building and he parked the car.
"Do you think your mom would let me come in for a shower?" He asked
"Of course" I smiled
We got out of the car and walked to my house
I unlocked the door and walked in with Kevin behind me.
My mom and dad were on the couch watching TV.
"Mom, Dad. Kevin is gonna take a shower and then he'll be on his way is that alright?" I asked
Just saying those words made me hot.
"What happened to you two? Where did you go?" My dad asked
"We went to the beach and he threw me in the water" I chuckled
They looked at each other and turned back to us.
"You can stay the night if and only if you sleep on the couch out here got it?" My dad questioned
"Of course. Thank you so much." Kevin smile
"And you can borrow some of Jay's clothes. He's in his room." My mom offered
"I love you guys" I smiled
We walked into my room and into the bathroom. I turned on the shower for him and handed him a towel.
"I'll be right back" I said, walking away.
He grabbed my wrist and pulled me back to him, pressing his lips to mine.
"You know you're my favorite thing" he said
"You're mine" I smiled, kissing him once more before walking to Jay's room
I tried to stop smiling like an idiot before I got there.
"Hey can Kevin borrow some clothes?" I asked
"Why? He's not spending the night here is he?" He asked
"He is" I said
"You know how I feel about that" He warned
"I know but you're not my dad. You're my brother. I want you to like him. We've been together for 4 months now. Just accept that I'm growing up please" i said
"Fine" He huffed, grabbing a shirt, sweats, and boxers and handing them to me.
"Thanks Jay" I smiled
I walked back to my room and closed the door.
My clothes were starting to stick to my body so I took them off, leaving me in just my bra and thong.
I turned around and saw Kevin standing there with a towel around his waist
"Oh my gosh I thought you were still in the shower. Why did you leave the water running?" I asked covering my body with a towel.
He chuckled and walked over to me, moving the towel
"Don't hide from me, I've seen it all already" He smirked
"That doesn't mean I want you to see it all again" I said
"Oh so you don't wanna do that again?" He asked
"Oh I want to do that every day" I smirked
"How did I get so lucky?" He asked
I smiled and walked into the bathroom, closing the door.
After my shower I got out and walked out of the bathroom with the towel wrapped around my body.
He sat on my bed, looking at his phone.
It made me happy that he didn't just want to see me naked all of the time I think he just wanted me to be comfortable.
I grabbed a bra and a thong out of my drawer and put them on. Of course they didn't match why would they ever match?
I have more thongs than regular underwear because I hate the feeling of that excess fabric clinging to your ass cheeks honestly it makes me feel so gross.
I picked out a long white T shirt and navy blue stretchy shorts to sleep in.
I finally felt his hands on me.
Something I'd been craving since we left the beach.
he kissed down my neck and gently caressed my arms with his finger tips.
I closed my eyes and tiled my head to the side.
He bit down on my neck and pretended to drink my blood as he buried his face in my neck.
I laughed and he pulled back with a low chuckle.
I turned around to face him and I held his face in my hands.
"Promise you won't leave me" I whispered
"I promise" He smirked
I know what he said about me leaving him but he never said anything about leaving me.
I felt like crying when I thought of a life without him. Without him keeping me on my toes every day of our relationship. I can never predict what he'll do next. What if he get's bored because he can predict me? What if he decides he wants to leave? What if the sex wasn't good for him?
It was like he could read my mind because he said, "I had an amazing time with you tonight. Amazing. Thank you for being my first."
"Thank you for waiting for me" I smiled
"I never knew I could meet someone like you. Someone so.. I don't know but I love you more than anything that's ever existed or will exist." He said
"I wish I could give this to you every day but I just don't work like that" He said looking down.
"It's okay. I won't be this great either some days" I laughed
"I'm so glad I waited" He said, wrapping his arms around me
I did the same and held him close.
"Don't stop hugging me first" He said
"I won't" I muttered
He finally pulled back and smiled
There was a knock at my door and my dad opened it, "I set up the couch for you to sleep"
"Thank's Henry" Kevin smiled
It's almost weird that he and my dad are on a first name basis but my dad insisted.
"Good night" He smiled, kissing my cheek.
"Good night"
"I love you" He said
"I love you"
He went to sleep on the couch and I lied in my bed waiting for sleep to come but it didn't. I just lied there and thought about every detail of today because he wasn't lying when he said every other day wouldn't be like this.
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This is the same day as the last chapter but it's one of Kevin's good days
SORRY FOR THE LACK OF SMUT IM NOT REALLY ABOUT THAT.
Thank you all so much for such sweet feedback. I send you all my positive energy :))
~papi