The next morning I woke up and felt more rested then id felt in months. I didn’t have any night mares, I didn’t wake up in the middle of the night screaming and pouring in my own sweat. What Darian said was actually true, speaking of Darian, where is he? I call out his name forgetting my parents might be here but no answer. I walk to the bathroom and put my ear to the door but don’t hear anything. Where could he have gone so...im cut off when I realize a note on my night table.
“Good morning love, I’m sorry I didn’t wake you before I left but you looked so at peace I didn’t want to disturb you. Please don’t be mad, I just figured it would be best if I wasn’t their when your parents woke up.”
I thought to myself, yea that was probably best, I would have been grounded until I was dead if they caught him here, and in my best while they didn’t know.
I started to read again “I loved the feel of you in my arms my love, I hope to see you again very soon, possibly even today. Before I left I put my number into your phone, so when you wake up I would love to hear from you. I hope we can spend some time today. Love always yours, Darian.
AWWWWWW that’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for me. I cant believe I let him stay over. It finally hit me, I ran to the bathroom as fast as I could and checked the mirror. I was in horror when I saw my reflection. Hair a fluffed out mess, bags under my eyes, and a trail of drool on my cheek. OH. MY. GOD!!! I cant believe I looked like this and he saw me. My selfesteem sunk lower then the titanic.
I made myself look presentable and walked downstairs. That's weird I though, nobody’s home, again. Then it hit me, was I in one of my nightmares? I suddenly got really still and believed that saying your blood freezes. I tried to listen for any movement but heard nothing. I was listening hard that I screamed and jumped when I heard my phone go off upstairs. I ran to my room hoping I could escape this reality nightmare. I reached my bed and grabbed my phone showing that Kaylee was calling.
“Hello” I said
“Hey, what ya up to?”
“Nothing, just woke up, what about you, what are y’all doing today?” I asked not really interest I just didn’t want to be alone.
“Where all going to this party tonight at Jason Moores house. Did you wanna come, and just stay at our house tonight if we even make it back?” I heard her laugh. See I wasn’t the type to go to party’s often. So when I did me, Kaylee, and Cassie usually stayed at the party cause we passed out drunk and refused to drink and drive.
“Well, ok but I have to ask my mom. How about you come over because I got some really juicy stuff to tell you.”
“Ok, ill be their in about fifteen minutes, but whats this about?”
“well,” I said “Darian kind of spent the night last night.”
“Ill be over in ten minutes” was all she said and hung up. I couldn’t help but laugh.
I put my phone down on the bed and headed for a shower.
I barely had enough time to take a shower and get dressed before I heard my door bell going off. I walked to the door and open it to a very bounce Kaylee.
“So, did y'all, you know, have sex?” was all she asked before walking in the door.
“No, we didn’t, he just slept over. We almost had sex, but I told him I wasn’t ready.”
“Ok, ok what he say after you said that? She said plopping down on my bed as I started towel drying my hair.
“He said I was worth waiting for, and he also called me his love.”
“Wow, so start from the begging since we hung up yesterday.”
“Well I took a bath and then he was throwing rocks at my window. He asked to come up but I told him we would meet in the shed out back. I went out to meet him and then it got heated, we were kissing like crazy. It felt, well I really don’t know how to describe it, but it felt amazing. Then it started to thunder storm and we ran up here. I gave him some clothes and went to the bathroom to change. When I got out he was sitting on the bed and I got in and we started cuddling. Then it turned to more. He was on top of me and I wanted him so bad but I knew I wasn’t ready. Then you know the rest.” I finished telling her and she just stared at me.
“So,” She said confused “Where is he now?”
“He left before my parents woke up.” She looked at me as if she understood.
“So, does he love you, I mean hes always calling you his love and all that.”
“I'm not sure, but as I was falling asleep, I coulda swore he said I Love You.”
Kaylee screamed like a little girl about to ride her first pony catching me off guard.
“Well, do you love him?” was all she asked looking at me with big bugged eyes.
I thought about it. He makes me feel like nobody else. When he touches me I feel my skin vibrate. When we kiss my heart turns to mush and my head spins. I sat their thinking about it for a while before I realized she was talking again.
“Wait what, start over please” I said missing half of what she had said already.
“I said maybe you should invite him to the party tonight” she said sounding kind of annoyed I hadn’t been paying attention.
“I don’t know, a party like that doesn’t seem like his kind of thing” I said thinking it over. If I invited him I wander if he would dance with me, or drink or something. He just seems like the kind of guy who wouldn’t be into that kind of stuff.
“Well, think about it, ill have Blake, more then likely Cassie will find someone their, and you and Darian hit if off really good, he told you he loved you for heavens sake. I think you should invite him.”
“I'll think about it, but I doubt he will agree. I'll text him later and ask him. So what should I wear tonight?” Once I said that I knew I had her off the subject and she was raiding my closet.
My parents weren’t really load with money, but since I was the only child they spoiled me. If I need or wanted to go shopping they would wire me money to go. If I wanted more and asked for it they wired it. I had the iPhone 5, an iPod, and even the master bedroom so I could have the room with a bathroom. My parents just put a door connecting their room to the hall bathroom and took the other door out and put a while wall to make themselves their own bathroom. None of us saw the point in keeping it for the public when theirs another downstairs. I don’t have a car yet because im scared to drive but if I wanted one I could have gotten it at fifteen.
While im just rambling on in my head Kaylee finally comes out of my closet with my light blue denim mini skit, my black button up blouse and my black swede knee length boots. She was really wanting me to look sexy for that party.
It was about five in the afternoon and I still hadn’t called Darian about the party. I was to nervous and the party started at eight. Kaylee suggested I wear what she pulled out and wear my hair down and she would make loose curls in it. To save time she brought what she was wearing to so we could just leave when it was time.
“So how bout we leave at around seven and go eat. I was thinking pizza.” was all she said as she got dressed.
Kaylee and I looked kind of similar. We both had really strait hair and petite body’s. Only she had more curves and what I’ve always wanted, boobs and a butt. I was dressed and waiting for my hot iron to heat up while she put on her mini black dress. The top looked like a loose black blouse but as it got to her waist it was like a second skin until it got to just above her knees where it cut off.
“I don’t understand why you wont call him” She said curling my hair “The worst that could happen is he says he doesnt want to go.”
“Exactly, I don’t want to be rejected.”
“Well, he said he wanted to hang out with you today, so if he really wanted to he'll come” she said as she finished up that last piece of hair.
“Ok, ill text him, if I hear him actually reject me I think I’ll shatter.”
“Ok, hurry so I can do your make up. Instead of doing the whole curly thing for me I think im gonna straiten it so you have about twenty minutes. Oh and lets just call for pizza, and remember I want mushrooms”
I walked over to the bed and grabbed my phone. Scrolling threw I see his number and just stare at it. I’m so nervous I think to myself, I really hope he will come. I text him a quick “hey” and call to order the pizza. After about five minutes of talking to Papa Johns to get a medium mushroom and peperoni pizza I hang up and notice he replied back.
“Hey, glad to hear from you, how was your day?” was all he replied.
“My day was ok, Kaylee came over and we hung out for a while, but hey I have a question, are you doing anything tonight?”
“No, not that I know of, why what did you have in mind?” My heart was racing as I text him what I was nervous about. Please don’t reject me was all I thought.
“Well, there is this party tonight at eight. Kaylee, Blake Cassie, and I are going and I was wondering if maybe you would meet me there?” My heart was pounding after I hit send. It felt like it took forever for him to reply back.
“Sure, just send me the directions and I’ll meet y'all there.” My heart stopped and I couldn’t wait for eight.