{14th december 2013}
dear jen,
i am in a far better place than i was this time a year ago, and i think it's in some part down to you but in actual fact in most part down to me, because at some point i realised that liz is actually physically dead and no amount of being sad about it is going to bring her back. and mum's put mistletoe up again but this time i don't have to lean against the kitchen counter and grip the marble for five minutes straight every time i look at it, which i think is actually super okay. so yeah.