Have y'all ever hated yourself so much that you didn't want to kill yourself but you didn't want live this way. Well this is how I feel right now. Liking people out of my league and I just have a messed up like. I like boys instead of girls and I don't know what is wrong with that. I hate myself. I hate how I look. I hate how I'm fat. I hate how I'm ugly and how no one will ever love me. I haven't had a motherly love upon me since I was like 5. I don't remember my parents. Cam he is too much for me and he just had to adopt me. I was better off getting bullied at the orphanage. I wish I died in the fire with my parents so I could be with them. Ugh just let me go get away from me mind
Why you are fun to make fun of
Stop go away I will not listen too you
Why it was just getting fun
GO AWAY
no you faggot. Why couldn't you have died you don't deserve to live you useles piece of sh-
"STOP"
"Nash what's going on are you ok"
"U-uh y-yeah I'm o-okay"
"Ok you would tell me if something is wrong ok"
"Yeah I would always"
"Ok well hey it's time to go to bed bub"
"Ok goodnight cam love you"
Why did you say that. God you ruin it all
Sorry
"Love you too Nash
A/n just a filler