"돌아선 네 맘에 발길을 나에게 돌려줘"
dear jungkoook,
i didn't go to school today. i told my mom i wasn't feeling well—which is true. reading all the mean things people has been sending and telling about me made me sick and felt bad about myself. i know i should stop reading everything they tell me but i couldn't help myself. i started to doubt if i really deserved you.
the hates were all nonstop that sometimes all i do is cry while reading them. i couldn't defend myself. i chose to stay quiet cause i don't want to make the issue even bigger. i felt like being with you was one of the biggest mistakes i ever did, but i couldn't convince myself cause you we're the greatest thing that ever happened to me, jungkook.
i'm willing to endure all of these. i'm sure these will all pass by, right? people forget things. they move on. after just a few days, people will get tired about doing and talking about these, and i'm willing to wait for that day. i need to be strong.
but sometimes i wish that you'd be here fighting and standing up for me, jungkook.