I ran to Brendan's door, knocking rapidly. I heard footsteps and the door flew open.
" Great you're here," he said hopefully, but I could tell there was sadness behind it. He rose one of his eyebrows and looked me up and down. " Why are you all wet?"
" I was at the pool, now what are you going to tell me?" He pulled me by arm bringing me into the house. I saw his parents sitting down in the kitchen talking to eachother. I stopped staring and just followed Brendan. I was worried. What did he need to tell me? He opened his room door and grabbed a towel for me to sit on. I sat on it and looked at him, urging him to hurry and tell me. The anxiety was really getting to me.
" Toni...I'm moving," he said dodging my eyes. I stared at him in awe. He can't move.
" W-Where," I said trying to hold down my tears.
" Toronto..."
" Fucking Canada!" I yelled. Why the hell does he need to move so far away. " That's far Brendan, real far!"
" I'm sorry. My dad had a job transfer. They want me to move with them I have no other choice. And some family is there." he said quietly. " I wish I could stay, I really do. But I have no choice."
I stared at the floor longingly. I didn't want him to leave. He couldn't. I needed him here with me. I know I sound extra selfish. It's like today, everything just tuned to shit.
" When are you moving?"
" In a month and a half babe." I rushed and hugged him tightly, forgetting all about my my clothes. He hugged me back and whispered sweetly in my ear. " We can make this work baby, it's alright."
My cries were muffled in his shirt. And we just stayed this way for hours. Holding onto eachother for our dear lives.
Tamara's P.O.V
It's been like this for four weeks. Waking up from the rush of having to throw up. I knocked on Drake's door, hoping he'd answer. Luckily he did.
" Hey Tamara, come in," he said politely. His long dreads were tied back and I could tell he was probably just asleep. I walked in, not keeping my gaze off the floor. I sat on the couch and he just stared at me like he was ashamed of me.
" What!" I snapped.
" You know, I was going to be nice but I guess not you bitch," he chuckled darkly. " Remember I'm the one who's actually supporting you through this."
" I know. But can I live here?" I asked.
" ...Why?"
" My parents kicked me out." It's true. Once they found out about the pregnancy, they couldn't look me in the eye. It wasn't the fact I got pregnant, it's because it was by Drake and not Jax. He rubbed is face and paced back and forth. I know he is about to say no, but he's the only one. " Please."
" Ugh...fine. You have to listen to me okay. This means cleaning and cooking, got it?"
" Yes I do."
Jax's P.O.V
" Jax why are your clothes wet?" asked my mom. I shook my head and barged past her. She grabbed my arm and stared in me in the eyes. I got my eyes from her.
" Jax sweetie, what's wrong?" she questioned.
" I don't know what to do. I'm confused is all. Don't worry about it." I said reassuringly. She nodded and walked away. She knew I wasn't okay at all, but I can't let her know that. Her and dad are already stressed. I took a long shower and sat on my bed. I need someone to get my mind off of things. Tamara.
" Hello?" she answered.
" Hey Tamara. Do you want to go to a movie or something?" I asked.
" Yeah sure."
" Okay I'll pick you u-
" No no no, I'll meet you at the theater."
" Okay? Bye."
Weird. Usually she'd tell me right away to pick up her freeloading ass.
Toni's P.O.V
It's Friday and I'm finally going to go to the sleepover. I have to admit that Brendan was upset I'm wasting time but this was before I met him and I want more friends. I walked towards th building and saw a figure behind some bushes. I heard gagging and coughing. Someone's sick I guess. I got nosy, so I walked over to the bushes and saw Tamara, practically throwing up her lungs.
" Tamara, you okay?" I asked. Yeah yeah, I know she's a bitch, but I can't help it. She looks so sick and I want to help her. She turned her head extra fast, wiping the puke from her mouth. " I could drive you home or something if you aren't feeling well."
She stared at me with glossy eyes. Her lip quivvering.
" I'll be okay." she whispered loud enough for me to hear.
" Alright. Just tell me if you aren't feeling well alright?" She nodded and walked away. I noticed she had on a baggy sweatshirt and some pajama pants. Her hair was in a tight bun on top of her head. Is it odd I think she looks better this way? Probably. I walked into the building seeing Kim consulting Brendan. I stayed low to find out when the time was right to pop out and make an ' entrance.' Yeah I know a little overdramatic, but whatever. She needs to understand she can't talk to him ever.
" So you're moving?" I overheard her ask.
" Yeah."
" That's funny, she must be heartbroken knowing her boyfriend is moving so far away." she laughed evily. " I mean, I care more than her. You know you want me back Brendan. Don't deny me anymore. Just give in and leave the whore. She's not even good enough for you anyway." I saw her put her hands up and down her chest. Yup it's time.
" Hey!" I yelled. She turned around quickly. I saw her happy smile turn into fear once she saw me. Eyes wide, mouth shaped in a O. " I thought I told you to stay away from Brendan. You seriously need to back off."
" I was just talking to Brendan about a project. You know we just-" she struggled to say, but I interrupted.
" No shut up and listen! Leave and if I see you near Brendan, with, thinking, smelling, or anything whatsover I will make your life a living hell." I said through gritted teeth. She gulped and nodded. I waved goodbye as she turned around and walked away. I turned and looked at Brendan, smiling wide. " What's with the smile?"
" My girlfriend helping me from a girl, is extremely...."
" Cute?" I said snorting like a dumbass.
" I was going to say hot or sexy, but sure." He grabbed me by the waist and kissed me passionately. Soft. Loving. We were breathing eachother's souls practically. I felt him smile into the kiss, because I bit his lip softly. " That's cute," he whispered into the kiss." I pulled away smiling and out of breath. I'm overwelmed with feels.
" I'll see you later babe." he said giving me one last peck. I happily twirled, but stopped to see Jax staring at me. Since the almost kiss, it's been awkward between us. He looked at the floor and then looked back at me. Was he there the whole time?
" Uh hi..." I said awkwardly.
" Uh hey.." he laughed. But it wasn't a haha laugh. It was a ' sad and omg i was here at the wrong moment and this is awkward laugh'. He scratched his head. And this is how we stayed. Staring at eachother, awkwardly, for 30 seconds.
" I think I have to fart....I'll see you later," I rushed. He rose and eyebrow questionably at my remark. I ran towards my first period, which has Jax, but he's on the far side of the room. I still can't believe I said I had to fart. I'm so stupid.
Jax P.O.V Before and during kiss*
I walked into the school seeing Toni yelling at Kim. KIm walked away and Toni turned to Brendan. It's been pretty awkward since we almost kissed. I can't help but feel mad and bad. I wanted to kiss her and hope her phone didn't ring, but another part of me says that I feel bad, because I almost kissed my friend's girl. I was brought out my mind when I saw Brendan and Toni practically making out. They held onto eachother for their dear lives. They let go and kissed again. I really should of walked away, but I couldn't. I couldn't help but imagine myself in Brendan's shoes. Even if it was for a day, I'd treasure it forever. Toni turned around and looked at me. Letting the awkward begin.
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Toni's P.O.V
" I still can't believe you almost did that." said Mags. We were whispering to eachother at lunch about the almost kiss.
" I know but it was in the moment thing. I would never do that. I feel guilty even though I didn't even kiss the guy."
" Whatcha whispering about?" asked Brendan.
" Girl stuff," rushed Maggie.
" Eww, I don't want to interrupt." he grimaced. He turned back talking to Tamara about how she looks like shit.
I turned and saw Jax looking at me. It was like he was trying to figure me out. i would be weirded out, but I've been getting this look since then.
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" Oh my gosh you made it!" screamed Presley hugging me.
" Why wouldn't I come. I wouldn't miss is for the world." I said out of breath. " Can you let go of me now?"
" Oh sorry, come in." I walked inside and shut the door behind me. The house was really nice. Had lots of nature colors in the house. " Everyone's in the family room, it's down the hall." She pointed out. She walked away. I guess I'll walk myself there. I walked down the hall. Yeah they're definatly there, because I can hear them laughing.
" Hey guys," I said cheerfully.
" Oh My Gosh girl!" screamed Elliot jumping off the couch. " I thought you weren't gonna make it. Made my day."
Everyone else gave me a hi or a hey. I sat next to Courtney. Her black her with blue tips was really pretty.
" Sup Toni." she said staring at her phone. " Are you alright." It's like that was an instant signal to have all attention on me by everyone.
" What do you mean?"
" I mean your boyfriend is moving like 3 days after Christmas. I know you have to at least a little depressed. I mean mine moved. I'm still upset. But our relationship sadly ended. "
" Yeah I'm sad. I just choose not to think about it too much. "
" Well I hope you're alright. So what about Jax?"
" Woah..what do you mean what about Jax?"
" She means how are you not the slightest attracted to him," interrupted Raysha. " I mean we all think Jax is sexy. How do you not like him?"
" I guess it's his personality that pisses me off. He can be sweet, but I have a guy. Is the whole night going to be questioning me?"
" Hahaha, no girl. I mean, Presley should know. She dated him." I turned my head to see Presley really red.
" Presley really?"
" Jax thought," she took a deep breath. " He liked me. He wanted to you know take the v-card away but I didn't let him. He instantly broke up with me. I told him I didn't know him very well and wanted to save it for someone special."
" That's shitty."
" But if I were you, I'd instantly say yes. Do what you want, when you want with my body!" sang Raysha. We all laughed.
" This going to be a fun night."
" Telling all our secrets is the best part." Courtney smirked evily.
Yeah I know short chapter and boring but it's rising up to the slumber party which is filled with all the secrets and gossip. XOXO Gossip Girl. ;)
But I do say I'm happy with how my story is going right now. I will try to update next week, but it may take a while because my teacher is being and ass and says if everyone doesn't turn in homework we get a test everyday. She honestly needs to calm her tits -.- Thanks for reading.
1) whats with all the awkward stares
2) Is Jax falling .....hard for Toni
3) Joni or Broni and why?
And YourR5erforever123 this is dedicated to you because you're the only one who knew Bradley was moving. Smart girl and you always comment and you make me laugh. I love you fan \^.^/
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