I could hear Rheese opening a bottle of wine because the cork popped louder than what it should have. Turning my head to see what he was busy doing, he picked up the phone and after a few seconds started talking to someone on the other end of the line but I couldn't make out what he was saying.
I turned back facing the window that looked out onto the ocean with my mind going over the nights events that took place.
Suddenly I felt his hands on my arms stroking it with feather light touches and my heart skipped a beat, sending shock waves through my body, making butterflies dancing a round in my stomach.
"I want to talk to you about last night and why I left." Speaking into my ear and then kissing the side of my neck with his hair falling onto my shoulder.
"You have nothing to explain to me. We just had sex once, so you don't owe me any explanation." I said, not wanting to come across desperate or needy.
Turning me around to face him so he could speak directly to me.
"I do. I was selfish Liz and irresponsible. I didn't think to ask you..."
I could see the frustration in his eyes as he spoke to me.
"Look Rheese, I wanted it as much as you did. I should have told you it was my first time. It's not your fault."
Trying to make him understand because it hurt me to see him look the way he did.
He took me in his arms and held me tight. I didn't know quite what to do and held him tighter like it was the last time I would see him.
"Can I make it up to you? I want to. Please let me?" half begging me to comply.
I hesitated for a second but I wanted to find out how he was gonna make it up to me.
"Okay, if you insist." I answered.
The knocking at the door made us both jump.
He looked into my eyes and said,"Stay right were you are. I need to do this the right way."
'What did he have to do the right way? Milling the words over in my head. He was forever speaking in riddles.'
As Rheese walked to the door I couldn't help but look at him from behind. Damn he looked mighty fine tonight. With all the drama it's the first time I noticed what he was wearing. He had on a white cotton shirt and a straight cut black jeans with black slip on shoes.
He was everything I ever dreamed of in a man but I knew he was here for only a short period of time and then he would have to leave.
'Why did I have to fall for HIM?'
When he opened the door, he pulled in a trolley with all different types of food dishes on it.
"Dinner is served, Miss Liz," he said with a smile.
"Rheese, it's late. And all this food."
"It's never to late to eat. Take a seat." Pulling out one of the dining room chairs for me to sit. I watched him bob about putting the array of food, the wine glasses, wine bottle and then pulled a chair up next to me.
Pouring wine into both our glasses and holding his glass up saying- " This is for starting over." - and as I held my glass up we clinked our glasses.
He was trying to make up for walking out on me. I couldn't stay mad at him for what he did and decided that a man like him was worth giving a second chance..
We ate from all the different dishes that was layed out on the table and it wasn't long before I was full.
Taking a sip of my wine I couldn't help but look at him, devouring what was on his plate.
He looked good even when eating.
"Why are you looking at me like that, Liz?" he asked, playfully with a mouth still full of food.
"No reason," I replied with a grin on my face.
Excusing myself from the table, I got up and went to the bathroom to freshen up, taking my time.
When I returned from the bathroom, Rheese was sitting on the couch, watching me as I entered the room. He had soft music playing and I walked to the couch and sat next to him.
"What?" I asked.
Wanting to know why he was looking at me with hungry eyes.
"You are so beautiful and you don't know it. Liz...I am so sorry about everything. Me walking out on you and making you cry. I am sure I'm the reason why you were crying and I'm truely sorry," he spoke with senserity in his voice.
He wrapped his arms around me and started planting kisses all over my face.
My whole body started to heat up with just one touch.
I could never be upset with him, not after trying to fix his mistakes.
His touch melted all my worries and insecurities away.
I was like putty in his hands and he could mold me how he wanted to.
He pulled away from me and looked into my eyes with such intensity and then his lips swooped down on mine.
Kissing me gently at first and then he deepened his kisses, finding my tongue becoming one with each other.
His musk smell heightened my senses and then the world faded away. All that matted was the two of us.
"Can I make love to you, Liz?" moaning into my mouth.
It was more of a plea than a question as he spoke.
I didn't reply but simply pulled him into a deeper embrace giving him my answer with my actions.
I was so new and inexperienced to all of this but I had Rheese to guide me for now even if it was just for tonight.
He found the edge of my t-shirt and pulled it over my head and started kissing me in my neck going down finding my nipples through my bra and sucking each one.
My body started responding to the way he touched me, slowly I was becoming firmiliar with the way he made my body feel.
My heart started racing and it felt like a fire that was being stoked.
My hand found his shirt and I started unbuttoning it.
Peeling it off his body, my hands started combing through his soft chest hair feeling his hard muscles beneath my hands, it made me wild and I climbed onto his lap.
Once I was straddling him I could feel his erection hard against my sweet spot.
I started rubbing myself up and down on him, with excitement growing between my legs.
Finally he unclipped my bra and freeing my breasts, throwing my bra onto the floor.
He started massaging each breast while nibbling and sucking them hard and I started moaning. Feeling the warmth flowing through my veins.
Without warning he got up holding on to me, as I wrapped my legs around his waist, carrying me to the bedroom.
Placing me in the middle of the bed he pulled down my jeans taking my panties with it.
"You look so good naked," he said, looking at me with lust and desire in his eyes.
"I want to taste you."
And before I knew it his head was between my thighs sucking my clit as his fingers found it's way between my folds. I clenching around his fingers that probed into my opening stretching my walks and soon my juices was all over his fingers and mouth.
"Liz, you are so wet and ready for me," he said through ragged breath.
I could feel him fiddling with his jeans trying to take it off to free his hidden erection.
"Rheese... I want you. I need you." I whispered, moaning with pleasure.
"I hear you baby."
Pulling his fingers out, sucking my juices from it, with a smile on his face, crawling to meet me.
"You taste damn good and it's all mine. Your. Mine." as he placed the emphasis on YOUR MINE.
'Hearing 'Your. Mine.' over and over again in my mind.'
He bend down and found my lips. I could taste myself on his mouth and lips as he kissed me.
My body couldn't take it anymore I needed to feel him inside me again.
My orgasm was climbing with each touch and kiss he was giving me. Didn't quite know that you could have an orgasm from kissing.
It didn't help me as he started teasing me with his cock near my opening.
"Rh..Rheese I can't hold it back any longer."
"Don't baby, come for me. I want to hear and see you cum," he said, groaning.
That was all I needed to hear, it was like a rocket heading for space.
I lost all my ability to think as my orgasm spiralled higher and higher.
And before my orgasm could eeze down, Rheese slowly entered his hard erection into me.
And with that I could feel another orgasm building up within me.
He grabbed my legs and placed it on his shoulders and then I felt him even deeper inside, hitting my cervix.
Pulling in and out slowly making me fly higher with each stroke.
He knew exactly what he was doing.
As he gazed into my eyes, I could feel with each thrust his length growing bigger inside of me stretching my walls.
"Liz..say my name. I need to hear you say my name," he said, letting out a roar of hunger for me.
"Rheese, Rheese I...want...you."
I shouted out his name and we climaxed at the same time. Just the two of us existing in this time and space.
He didn't move, still inside of me, when he took my face between his hands and kissed me passionately.
"Will you spend the night with me?" Rheese asked after kissing me.
Rolling off, pulling me into a warm embrace, I felt sated and fell asleep totally satisfied.
***Rheese***
With Liz I lost all my way of thinking and reasoning.
'What the fuck did I just do?'
I made love to her without using any protection. What was I thinking, clearly I wasn't thinking. How could I be so irresponsible again and put Liz at risk of falling pregnant.
I was suppose to be the responsible one because I was much older than her.
Liz was only twenty-two, I was ten years older than her.
I didn't think that she was on birth control because she was still a virgin when we first had sex.
I fucked up once again.
First I walked out on her for taking her virginity and now having sex with her without using protection.
I was such a selfish barsted, thinking about my needs only.
But Liz was one woman I couldn't resist and couldn't stay away from.
I looked down at her, innocent and naive looking like an angel laying next to me.
Her breathing somehow soothed my troubled thoughts for now.
I'll have to talk to her in the morning about me not using protection when we had sex tonight.
I would leave Cape Town in a few weeks but could I leave without her.
Listening to her heartbeat, I drifted off to sleep.
***
"Wake up sleepy head," feeling soft lips kissing the back of my neck.
Stretching my body, I opened my eyes and saw the room lit with the sunlight from outside.
"Shit, shit. What is the time?" asking Rheese as I moved to get out of the bed.
"Were do you think you going?" Pulling me back onto the bed.
"Rheese, it's Sunday. I have to be at my mom's."
Hitting his hands away from me.
I got out the bed quickly and ran to the bathroom.
Once inside I turned on the shower and stepped inside.
I didn't hear Rheese opening the shower door and before I could object, he was next to me.
"Can I wash you?" he asked, whispering into my ear.
"No, Rheese. I need to get done and we both know what's gonna happen if you start washing me and you know I wouldn't refuse you," I replied, hitting his hands as he started touching me.
Rheese started laughing as he took the soap from me and started to rub it over my body.
Moving down to my breasts, he rubbed soap over them and the next thing I knew, he grabbed my hands pinning it above my head, pinning me against the shower wall and started kissing me passionately.
I could feel his erection pressing into my stomach, growing bigger.
"Wrap you legs around me."
I knew I had no chance of avoiding it, so I did what he asked.
"This won't take long, baby," he said, his husky voice groaning.
And as he said it, he trust his cock deep inside of me.
His actions was hard and fast as I felt the pleasure of an orgasm coming closer.
It wasn't long when we both screamed as we hit our orgasms at the same time again.
We finished washing each other and stepped out of the shower.
He took a towel and started drying me and wrapped a towel around himself.
"Do you have to go?"
"Yes, I have to go but if you want I can see you later."
"Promise me, Liz."
"I promise, Rheese."
Finding my clothes around the room, I got dressed.
When we were both done it was almost 12 o'clock and we made our way to his rental car.
We listened to some music on the drive to my place and before long we pulled up in front of my apartment.
"Here is my number, Liz. Call me when you get home from your mom."
Taking the peace of paper he wrote his number on from him, he pulled my face to his and planted a soft kiss on my lips.
"See you later, Rheese."
"Don't forget to call when you get back. Bye for now, Liz."
I got out the car and gave a small wave as he pulled away.
I unlocked the security gate and closed it behind me, running up the flight of steps and unlocking my door.
I went straight to the bathroom to brush my teeth and comb my hair.
Walking into my bedroom I opened my wardrobe and changed into fresh clothes.
Picking up my bag and laptop as I passed my desk, I made my way out the door to my car.
As I put the key into the ignition, praying it would start cause I was running late, I turned the key but nothing happened.
It was just my luck when I needed to get to my mom asap, that my car would not start.
Climbing out, I took my bag, the laptop, pulled my cell our of my bag and dialled for a taxi.
It took five minutes before the taxi arrived. When it stopped, I got in and I was on my way.
As the taxi pulled up at my mom's house, it was just after 13:15pm and my mom was standing on the porch waiting for me with a worried look on her face.
I got out of the taxi and walked to my mom.
"Mom, sorry I'm late."
Kissing her on the cheek and giving her a hug.
"I was starting to get worried that something might have happened," my mom said, worriedly.
"Just my car wouldn't start that's all."
Trying to reasure her that all was fine.
"Come Elizabeth, lunch is waiting."
We ate, I washed the dishes and then I booted the laptop up to skype my sister.
We talked to Sophia and her two girls for a while, then said goodbye to them after thirty minutes or so.
It was getting late and I called a taxi to collect me. After ten minutes I stepped into my apartment.
My body was still aching but I welcomed the feeling remembering Rheese and our love making. Feeling very tired I went to lay on the couch and switched on the television and slowly drifted off into dreamland.