Jeonghan's p.o.v.
It's time to go home.
I'm excited because I want to see my family but I'm also nervous because of what I have to tell them.
S.coups still hasn't told me why he doesn't want to tell his family. I've decided that it doesn't matter because I want to tell mine so I will.
I haven't made up my mind on whether or not I'll tell them about S.coups and I. I want to but I know S.coups has a reason for not wanting to tell his family so I think something could possibly happen if I told my family about us. He said I could tell them but I'm still not sure.
"What do you think I should do?" I asked S.coups. "Should I tell them or not?"
S.coups looked confused but soon understood what I was talking about.
"Do what you feel is right." He told me.
I thought about it for a while.
If I don't tell them, it's almost like I'm lying to them or at least not telling them the whole truth. Plus I know my mother will probably ask me if there's someone I like or am dating so in a way I would end up actually lying to them.
"I'm going to tell them." I said confidently. "I don't want to lie and tell them I just happened to figure this out."
S.coups nodded. "Makes sense. Good thing you made up your mind because we're here."
I looked out the window of the car and saw that we had arrived near my house. We didn't stop right in front because that would have drawn to much attention.
"Are you ready?" S.coups asked when I didn't move right away. "Are you nervous?"
I nodded. "A little bit. I'm worried about how they will react. I know they'll still love me and everything but what if they think of me differently?"
"I'm sure they won't." S.coups assured me. "Come on, let's not overthink this and just go. Everyone's waiting for us."
I nodded and followed S.coups out if the car and to where everyone else was standing.
"Everyone ready?" Our manager asked aftet he was sure we were all there.
We all agreed that we were ready so we started making our way to my house.
As we got closer, I noticed my family was sitting on the front stairs of the house waiting for us. My younger sister noticed us first and she started waving to us. I smiled and waved back to her.
Once we made it to the house I hugged all of my family and then we all headed inside.
"How have you been honey?" My mother asked me as everyone settled into the living room. "Everyone heal up okay?"
"Almost everyone doing quite well." I said and my mother looked confused. "One of the members is having a bit of family issues right now."
"Well hopefully that will be deal with quickly." My mother said patting my back and I nodded, even though I knew it would be over soon.
"Don't worry but could I talk to you and dad privately later?" I asked and she looked confused again. "I just wanted to tell you guys something."
She nodded. "Of course sweetheart. You can tell you anything."
She smiled and I smiled back before going into the living room and sitting down beside S.coups.
"Will you come with me later when I tell them?" I asked while whispering into his ear.
"Of course." S.coups nodded.
"I'll let you know when I'm going to tell them." I said, still whispering to him. "I'm not sure when I will yet, just that I will and my mom knows I want to talk to them."
S.coups nodded again but didn't say anything.
The day was going well. It was great to see my family and everyone seemed to be having a great time so I was happy. I completely forgetting my nervousness about having to tell my family until my mother called me into the kitchen.
She was preparing some food in there and I knew my father was in there with her.
I stood up and looked down at S.coups.
"You're coming, right?" I asked, the members and my siblings were to busy laughing about something to pay attention to us.
"Yeah let's go." He said and stood up as well, following me to the kitchen.
"Hey." I said casually as we walked in. "We're here."
"We're here?" My mother questioned, turning around from where she was at the sink and staring at S.coups.
"I wanted him here with me." I said and both my parents nodded, not questioning it. "I thought you guys should know that Seungcheol and I are dating."
"Really?" My mother questioned, both her and my father looking a bit confused.
I nodded. "Yeah, I've recently learn that I like guys."
"Well alright then." My father said.
"I wanted you guys to know." I said and shrugged. "I don't know. I somehow felt I would be lying to you if I didn't tell you."
"Well you should know that we will accept you and love you no matter who you date." My mother said as she came over to hug me. After she looked to S.coups. "I hope your family will feel the same way Seungcheol."
He just slowly nodded. "I would like that but it's not likely to happen."
"Why would you say that?" My father asked.
"It's a bit of a story." S.coups answered simply. "We should probably head back out to the living room. The members will be wondering where we are."
I nodded. "Yeah, you're probably right."
I grabbed S.coups's arm and began walking out of the kitchen with him.
I knew he didn't want to talk about that with my parents. At least I'm assuming seeing as he won't even tell me.
We came back into the living room without anyone paying attention to us. They were still to busy talking with each other.
We sat for a few minutes before Joshua came over to sit beside me.
"You look like something's bothering you." He said and gave me a small smile. "I'll listen if you want to talk about it."
"I thought you wanted me to stay away from you?" I questioned.
Joshua shrugged. "You're my best friend and you seem like you need a friend to talk to. I figured you needed me."
"You don't have to do that." I said and shook my head. "I'm fine."
"Come on." Joshua said, stood up, and pulled on my arm to make me stand too. "Let's talk in the hallway."
I sighed and followed him out into the hallway.
"Now, tell me what's bothering you." Joshua said in a voice that made me want to tell him all my sins.
"It's just S.coups." I said.
"Did he do or say something?" Joshua asked, obviously concerned.
"No it's what he's not saying." I said and Joshua motioned for me to continued. "He won't tell his family he's gay and he says there's a reason but he won't tell me what it is."
"Well, maybe he has a reason for not wanting to tell you." Joshua suggested.
"Maybe but what if something has happened to him like Wonwoo." I said before realizing I had made a mistake.
"What's happened to Wonwoo?" Joshua asked, seeming quite concerned.
"I-I can't tell." I said, hoping he won't push the topic. "No one else is suppose to know."
"Does it have to do with why I made him so upset with what I said?" Joshua asked.
I was trying to think of an answer that wouldn't give away anything.
"Are you two coming to eat?" My mother asked from behind us. "With the 13 of you it might be gone pretty quick."
"We're coming." I said and began to walk away but Joshua grabbed me arm.
"Was Wonwoo abused?" Joshua asked in a hushed voice.
"I can't tell you that Joshua." I said and pulled my arm back, quickly making my way to the living room.
Wonwoo's going to kill me if he finds out Joshua knows.
Joshua has to have figured it out.
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Things are happening. Somewhat.
My classes are going to kill me. Friday was the third day of new classes and I had a bunch of homework from all of my four classes.
I'm also getting sick which sucks ass. I'll be sure to keep up with updates though. I don't want to make you guys keep waiting for my updates.
Hope you all enjoy this story!
Okay, so I published this like 3 days ago but apparently it didn't actually publish, sorry about that.