Trigger content of suicide, please do not read if you can't handle.
If you found my body lying on the bathroom floor
Please don't fret it means I'm at Heaven's door
I finally found peace and rest tonight
In God's arms I sleep tight
Leaving you would only make things worse
But I'm already tired from all the work
I want to rest this head of mine
The reason why I always cry
The inner wars I experience everyday
Was just already too much for me to take
I just want to rest this head of mine
The reason why I always cry
During nights when you think I'm okay
In all honesty it was just me the whole time, awake
I just want to rest this head of mine
The reason why I always cry
The reason you guys are worried about me
The reason I started hating myself for it
But don't worry my sweet dear
Because at Heaven's door I can finally chill
In the arms of our dear Lord, I find rest
Fret not for I am fine and well
Let's just meet in this place
Once the time finally comes
I'll be the first one to say "Hey"
And pull you to my longing arms