--Stubbornness Deride –
This wasn't going to work out,
To guess what was on your mind,
How was I spouse to know?
How much difficult it was for me to make you see?
Your selfishness and stubbornness that lead us here,
You pick apart of your heart and l let myself in,
It isn't fair,
You knew I couldn't live like that.
No one can,
With the questions you leave be hide.
Who knew what game you're playing at?
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--White Liars--
Strong I remain,
Happy I appear,
Safe within the frame of my body,
As the mind starts to unwind,
They come along of what's known of me,
There woman with a broken smile,
They seek for whatever they desire and they leave whenever they please,
I'm just a liar,
When they see they treat me right and you know it too.
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--- Lady's and gentlemen's--
A woman cannot define herself like men do,
Woman's labels are worthy and their not for the easy takings,
Man might sore a few but woman hurt a lot then a few,
Man can build high walls enough to block anyone out and Woman can smile through the pain,
Man lie about their true feelings and woman lie about what is reality,
We just can't get it right, can't we?
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--Life of a Hermit –
May the lies set you free, for the truth will destroy them?
The face you see is not what it seems,
Where I'm the only one who knows,
Knows that she is fragile and searching through the village for love,
All she wants is friends she says to me,
But aren't I ONE?
I almost forgot that I am her conscience.
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--Unconnected Souls—
It's not my mess,
Everything in my life,
Remains stabled,
Everything around me is becoming a suffering wound,
I cannot undo the unfastening of it,
I reach out and they break at my fingers tips,
I watch them tumble and that's when he pulls me back into his arms again,
My eyes peaks through and they start to rebuild,
The love she has for him,
How could he do that to her?
I follow him as I pray,
To a god,
I may not believe in.
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--Three things to remember—
This life isn't easy but it's beautiful.
Loving someone always feels great but heartache is something we gamble with.
You don't need the good life,
Just great people in it,
Be strong,
Be true,
Be courageous.
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--No Faith—
Follow your faith,
Let it grow within you,
Your strength will gain,
Mind and body,
I listened but the question is,
I don't know how to do them things?
Weak I remain and clueless to the pray.
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--Tiger Core--
I should of never have stop you,
How I feel,
I sit here with a blank expression,
Last night I tried to call but it let me down,
I want to crawl up like a child,
The way things are now,
The wind has a roar,
With a bite across my core,
Holding on to me,
Everything gets me down but it's not a mystery,
It's everything,
That's wrong with me.
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-- Cornfield's—
This shrew shall never love again,
Nor will three interest outgrown of others,
For beauty of strength of his dwell,
Lover can nor bare life itself.
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--2 New, 2 Raw—
I know I'm not perfect but I am happy with that,
I may be broken inside but I'll make do,
I like the kid inside of me,
She forgives and loves easily,
I doubt myself,
Who doesn't?
I know I have changed but I am beautiful the way I am,
I know you,
Which is me,
You won't be able to talk about him,
Too much,
Too raw,
Too soon and I am okay with that,
I'll just let the rest know,
I might need time.
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--Don't Blame the Lady--
You didn't call last night,
I barely slept,
I wonder why it has to be like this,
I dreamt of you in my broken sleep,
Wondered if you wanted things to get back to how they were?
Guilt starts to kick in,
I couldn't see between your words,
The letters jumbled in my mind,
A love that he beheld,
Was a never lasting one?
He left her and she broke away.
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-- My Twin Sister--
Everyone's got there passion,
Somehow mine feels like a titanic gas bomb,
Ready to be set off,
My dad tells me that life is hard,
Being the person I am,
I need to listen to learn and Somehow I feel bless,
Because when I look at her,
Knowing that I am not her,
Makes me feel little better,
I don't know how she does it,
The weight she carries on her shoulders,
My dad would be proud of his other daughter.
She is brave.
She is Strong.
She is my other better half.