Hey Cindy? Yeah. When are you do. In a week why? Just asking. What did you do? Nothing the boys want to do something for our little man. Oh ok. Well it's time for bed. Ok. He came over to me and picked me up bridle style. What are you doing? Caring my beautiful mate and my pup. That's sweet. I know. Ok boys time for bed. Ok mama. They all came out of there rooms and gave me a hug and kiss and hugged there dad. Why is it when I say time for bed they fight me. I looked at him. Josh. Yeah. Because they know they can play you and not me. You my mate are mean. Ouch the truth hurts doesn't it? Yeah a little. Go back to ballet twinkle shoes. I will when cinderella will dance with me. I laugh at him and go to Arias room to tell her good night. Night baby girl. Night mama. Night princesses. Night daddy. If she stays in here I will be shocked. Then we when to our room. Hey you know what? What handsome? What if we just keep having boys and Aria is just out only girl. Then I am getting you fixed. It was worth a try. I walked into our bathroom and I felt water. Than I felt it my water broke. JOSH. He ran in. What's wrong? My water broke. What how your only 5 months? I know take me to Doc. While he got my stuff I called our mom. Hope it's late why are you calling is something wrong? My water just broke and I am only 5 months can you come over and watch the kids they are all asleep. Yes dear I am in the car as we speak. Ok I will have Josh call you to tell you what's going on. Ok dear. We started walking down the hall when Marcus came out. Mama are you ok? Yes baby I'm fine. Baby Isn't. What are you talking about Marcus. Baby girl isn't. Marcus go back to bed grandma is on her way ok. Hope we got to go! Yelled Josh from down stairs. Mama can I come with? Yeah grab your blanket, and shoes. We walked down the stairs. Than to the car. Why? He pointed to Marcus. He wanted to come with. Then we drove to doc. Hope what are you doing here. My water broke. Oh my, Come with me.
Hope were you having any type of pain? No. Has he been moving? Yes kicking like always. Well I don't know why he would want to come out so early. Marcus said she isn't ok. Wait she? I don't know. I will be back. She came back 5 minutes later. I am going to ask you to lay sideways. She didn't the Ultrasound thing and the picture of my boy showed up we could never see his front only a side of it. Hope. What? You are having twins. What. He has been hiding the 2nd one, but. But what? Marcus was right she is really small. What does that mean. What would the triplets do if one got hurt. One would come find me and the other would Comfort the other. By him braking your water it was a sign saying look I have a sister and somethings wrong. Well what do we do? Well he can come out he is ready but little miss here, she might need to stay in the hospital for a while. All I did was look at her. But hope you have been in Labor for an hour and so now and you are not dilating at all. So. We might have to do a c-section. Ok. And that mean only me and you Josh has to wait out side and so does Marcus. Wait why can't Josh come in? Because he will get worried we will tell him after everything is done ok. I look at her. Ok. After 30 minutes of getting ready for this she was putting in needles so it would be num and put me under because she doesn't want me to freak out.
......💤In hopes dream💤........
Hi Hope. Mom? Hi baby. I miss you. I miss you to baby. What's going on. Your baby she's going to make it. How do you know that? Because she is not on the list not for a long time. What list? The goddesses list of people that there time is up. Why would she need a list? So we can meet our family when they cross over. Ok why are you talking to me? To tell you that I am prod of you and my son, you have an amazing family with Josh. Thank you. Your welcome and just so you know you are done with having boys. Thank you mama. Your welcome baby it's time to wake up... I love you. I love you too.
.......Awake......
Hope. Yes. Ok good. Where's my baby. There ok, there right there. Ok. Your little girl. Yes? She wasn't getting any oxygen. Why? Because of how they were. I felt so bad I didn't even know. Ok it's ok she is breathing on her own. Can you bring them to me? Sure Hope. Than she brought me my baby boy. He was a cutie and sense he didn't have his clothing on I put him in the onesie pjs Marcus picked out it is a little bunny thing and he got him a little gray rabbit. It is kinda a tradition I started each new baby gets a stuff animal and blanket, and his is gray and bunnies theme.
Sense Marcus said girl before we left I grabbed one of Arias old onesies and I put it out for when I hold her. Can I see her? Yes you may.
I grabbed her and looked at her. Well little one I am going to name you Alice Marie. She's tinny but she will make it. Thanks Doc. No problem I will bring Josh and Marcus in. Ok. 5 minutes later I saw Marcus. How is she mama? She's ok baby. Can I hold them. Sure. I put down Alice and picked him up. She is really cute mama. I know. But not as cute as me. I just looked at him than my little girl. She was cute but to me she is beautiful.
Than Josh came in. Are you ok they wouldn't tell me anything is he ok? I walked ok to him. Josh let's go outside ok. He walked with me and we sat down. I looked at him. I umm... You know how when one of the triplets get hurt one tells me and the other try's to help and comfort the one that is hurt? Yeah but what does this have to do with you? Caleb was telling me that his sister was in trouble and needed help. Wait sister? I had twins. But the ultrasound only showed Caleb. He was holding her sense day one. He got up and walked in the room. I got up and followed him. He was looking at the two. Josh meet Alice Marie. Why did your water brake early Hope. Daddy Caleb was helping Alice. Marcus not now. Marcus go call grandma ok. Ok mama. Than he left. Why Hope? She wasn't getting any air. What do you mean by that. There was a hole and not all the air was getting to her. So what act like its no big deal. Josh she is here and healthy Doc thought it was something way worse. What did she think? That she was human and that she was 4 months early instead of one. Hope. No save it we can go home soon but I don't feel like talking to you right now so your mom can come get me. Go home Josh you obviously did not get any sleep. I'm fine Hope I am just mad. Why, why are you mad? Because I have never missed my kids being born and now I missed two. Yeah well so did I. What do you mean? Doc thought it was something worse than it was she thought it could have hurt me or our babies so she put me under. I'm sorry Hope. Go home Josh I will see you tomorrow. Why do our kids like being born when we are asleep. Because they all like me not sleeping. I remember one time I got them all to sleep and one by one they all ended up in our bed that was a year ago. But it is different now. I am used to barely any sleep, waking up early, making food, cleaning the house, taking care of all the kids, and make sure when he sleeps at night and take showers. I don't have a life anymore my life is my kids. Hope please. Marcus needs to go home. Fine Hope I love you. He got up and walked to the babies and kissed both there foreheads and said a quite I love you. Marcus came in and handed me my phone saying grandma wants to talk to me. I love you mama. I. Love you too little man. Than he ran to the twins, and said the same. Once they were gone I started talking to mom. I had to explain everything to her. Than I hung up I didn't tell her to come get me though because I know Josh will be here to get me doesn't matter if I told him not to. Then I called my dad.
Ring... Ring... Ring...
Will: Hello
Hope: Hi dad.
Will: Hope it's late what's wrong.
Hope: I had Caleb a month early.
Will: Wow is he ok?
Hope: Yeah he is fine, but I also had a little girl.
Will: What did you name her?
Hope: Alice Marie.
Will: Did your mom tell you that was my moms name.
Hope: No really?
Will: Yeah you are going to have to come down here and meet her.
Hope: Yeah I will.
Will: ok Hope I don't want to be rude but you just had two kids and I haven't went to bed yet and it is 4 am here.
Hope: ok bey dad.
Will: Bey Hope.
Then I called trouble he should be up by now.
Ring... Ring... Ring...
Hello.
Hey it's Hope.
Yeah I know. Why are you calling me?
I just had Caleb.
Wait what do you mean?
I gave birth a month early.
Why?
I also had a little girl.
Wait a little girl what did you name her?
Alice Marie.
Well that is pretty.
Yeah just like her.
Ok well I go to dads pack in 3 weeks will you come with all of the kids?
Yeah I might do that.
Ok well I got to go.
Yeah I know you are a busy bee bye love you see you soon.
Love you too.
Some sleep would do me some good but I can't stop looking at the twins. You can tell that Caleb is going to protect her even if she doesn't what it. And he is going to like sports. And Alice is going to love everyone and find a hobby that makes her happy. They will either be together forever or tolerate each other forever either way they will love and respect each other. Almost like getting married. For better or worst I will be your ( brother/ sister) through better and worst and death do us part. They will love each other and be each others world no matter what the other did nothing will change that. If someone even tries I will be mad you can't hurt sibling love you can only hurt each other but that's still not the worst it's getting twins to stop talking altogether where the don't remember eachor her that is when you have lost your best friend and your light.